Chapter 683

I don't have anything. I've cleaned up countless times before, and at most I have only one bag. This time, I didn't take anything. Except for me, my uncle gave me all the unexpected things. I don't want them, I don't want any money.

Song Xiaoyu asked me to go to her place, but I didn't promise. She repeatedly stressed that she would not tell Uncle, but I still didn't agree. After telling her all the way, song Xiaoyu had to promise me to go to Xiaoran.

Standing at the downstairs of Xiao Ran's house, I waited for song Xiaoyu to leave. Instead of going upstairs, I entrusted someone nearby to send a note to Xiao ran, so I turned and left.

It's good for me and everyone to leave completely.

It's just that before I made trouble, struggled, even suffered, and tried my best to leave without success. At this time, I finally left, but I found that I also agreed.

I'm an accessory of my uncle. It's like a toy he played with for a long time. He didn't like it at last. I lost it, broke it, and let him deal with it. So my heart aches, I'm sad, I don't give up, it doesn't matter.

I thought I would be very happy to finally usher in the day to leave him, but I didn't want to go out of school to the gate. I was already crying.

Xiao ran pulled me into his arms that moment, I came back to God.

He patted me gently. Later, he said a lot. I only heard one sentence clearly, "I support you. We study together. I have money. I give you all my cards. I also have a job. I can afford it. You just read. I do all the housework, that is Don't cry. I'm sorry for you

I cry louder, hoarse, hysterical.

Later, Xiao ran took me to his house. It wasn't long before it was decorated. There was a smell in the house. He said I would stay for a night and take me home tomorrow.

I shook my head, "Xiao ran, I'm here to say goodbye. I want to start a new life myself."

He asked me with wide eyes and surprise, "is that a new life without me?"

I was asked, do I need him in my life?

He laughed, some of the children's innocence shy, "I like you for how long, you do not see it, before I have a girlfriend is also that girl wishful thinking, scolded me, but never agreed, later I was hospitalized, she went, I know you misunderstood, I did not explain, also followed her words, just want to draw a clear line with you, I do not want to give you trouble, but Now that you are separated from Qin Xiao, I can speak from my heart. I, I, I like you. Really, I like you from the very beginning. "

I always knew he liked it, but I was still shocked to hear that.

Xiao Ran is very good and has a bright future. He is sunny and handsome, with good family background, parents, elder sister, nephew and many friends who have received good teaching. He is now a graduate student and may continue to study in the future. Even if he is not, his future will be brighter because of his outstanding performance.

But what about me?

I don't know anything. I haven't been to school. I know only a few words. My English is poor and my cooking skills are not good. I've only been a nanny. Sometimes I don't know how to communicate with fish people. I'm a child without parents. I've been sold off and finally become my uncle's junior.

Such me, how to ration so outstanding him?

I shook my head and insisted, "no way."

Xiao ran was not sad, just said, "it doesn't matter, I know you can't accept it for a while, I can wait."

Wait?

This word sounds really good. I said before that I would leave when uncle's condition is better. Later, I said I would leave when uncle's home is warm. Many times I have said that I can leave completely only when uncle's condition is better.

But in this relationship, I'm the only one waiting, uncle?

I don't know. There is a stupid man beside me who wants to wait.

Waiting is the most torture. It's a ticket that can never be cashed. I always think that the speeding car is the hope in front of me, but in fact, every car is not the one he wants.

I'll take a breath and explain, "I admit I like being with you, but I know it's not love. I just need you. Xiao ran, you're fine. I don't want to hurt you. I, I We don't fit in

He continued to smile kindly, but there was sadness in his eyes, and he still said, "it doesn't matter, I know, you don't have to explain, I won't mind, we are still friends, I just don't want you to have an accident, you are free now, you can have your own new life, but where do you go? Do you have a goal, do you have money, what do you pursue? Stay here for a while and listen to me. At least you have my friend around you. I can help you. You see, at least you won't be hungry at night, will you

I am embarrassed to drop eyes, listen to the call of the stomach, heart sour.

"Be obedient, stay for a while, as long as you leave that person, no matter where you are, it's a new life, and it's also a new life for me, understand? If you don't need my help, you can take it as if I lent it to you and give it back to me when you have the ability. "

I was finally moved by him and nodded gently.He began to laugh and burst out laughing.

I was infected by him, also smile, "Xiao ran, thank you."

He scratched his head. "No, I like doing this. Ah, you sleep on the sofa in the living room. There's only sofa here. The living room doesn't smell. I Go home, you must not go, obedient, I have classes in the evening, but did not have time to ask for leave, so I have to go, otherwise the tutor there I can not explain

At ten o'clock, he came back on time and bought supper. He was my favorite duck blood fan. After eating, we wiped our mouths together and laughed at each other.

He suddenly asked me, "Bai you, what was your name before?"

I said, "it's called bean."

He nodded. "What's your full name?"

I shook my head, "no, I was bought back by my father and called me xiaodouzi, saying I was like bean sprouts."

They hate those grandmothers. Do you do it with them

I nodded, of course, I hate it, I hate it very much. I wish I could return all the things they have done to me by hand. The former uncle always said that they have been punished and everything has been handed over to the law. I want to start over, and I don't hate it any more. And I want to turn this hatred into motivation and start my new life.

At that time, I always yearned that my life would be wonderful. Maybe my uncle's very capable baby sitter was valued by him, or I would live my own life after three years.

Either way, it didn't work.

If I had thought that my uncle and I would end up in this way, I don't know if I would regret that I stayed so firmly.

After a moment's silence, Xiao ran said, "I can ask your father to go to jail for a few more years through my friends, and your grandmother will also be punished by the law, do you think?"

I'm shocked. This OK?

He said, "you forgot? I'm studying law now. I've studied your case. It's very typical, and it's a malady in many places. It often happens in remote mountainous areas. Qin Xiao did a good job at that time, but he still failed to pursue it because of his different identity and purpose, maybe it's a kind of protection, maybe it's another purpose. Anyway, the sentence on your father's side was light, and he asked the lawyer to let your grandmother go on his own initiative. "

I exclaimed in surprise, "what?"

I looked at him incredulously.

He said, "well, that's what happened. I also have a preliminary understanding of how to investigate. If I don't ask you to wait for my information, I'll tell you when I get it clear."

I nodded, if this thing really according to what he said, it's really incredible.

But I still believe uncle will not do that.

I lived in Xiao Ran's new house for three days, but it was boring. I had to come out. I wanted to find a job temporarily, but I found that I didn't have an ID card.

Before my uncle said that I had registered in his account book. At that time, I didn't think that I would have an ID card. Before, many things were arranged by my uncle, so I didn't care too much about whether I had an identity. Now I find that without an ID card, I can't even handle a subway card.

Xiao ran gave me his sister's card, which also filled with money, told me to go out for a walk, he would help me find work, but he always insisted that I continue to study.

I also want to study, but at present, the conditions do not allow me to study. I can only find a way to find a job to keep myself alive for a while. I can't eat and wear all the time. I don't have much savings. I also need money.

I came out in the morning, took the subway for three stops, and stopped in a street full of hotels. I thought about it. I could only be a cook or a waiter.

But chefs all need certificates. I don't have them. Being a waiter also needs certificates. I still don't have them. At least I don't have any ID cards.

I stood in the street and sighed.

After a day of starvation, I stood downstairs at Xiao Ran's house clutching bread. Looking around, I found that it was so strange and out of place for me when I came here.

I used to run around in my uncle's network, break free and live. I forgot that I was an ordinary person who could live in Ishii.

At this time, the woman holding the child in the East was tired, but she still coaxed the child to sleep patiently, which was so insipid that I had never touched or imagined, but it was even very far away from me.

For another example, the old people who play Tai Chi in the park over there should have a common life in all families after retirement, but my grandmother can only curse people, wave the whip in her hand, and beat me hard. After a few times, her skin will burst into flesh.

For another example, the child pedaling the bicycle over there was scared and the bicycle was crooked, but he was still strong and moved forward with the encouragement of his parents.

Everyone has a different look on their face, but they are all happy.

I didn't know where my happiness was, and I didn't know what I needed or didn't need. Leaving my uncle made me lose the power of life and even the value of life.I always thought that it would be natural for me to leave, so I was desperate to leave. Now I finally got rid of the cage, only to find that I turned into a useless person in my uncle's place.

After eating the bread, I was still hungry, but I didn't have much money in my pocket. I didn't want to waste it. I patted my pocket hard and got up to go back.

At the door, I saw the recruitment notice.

There is a bar near the university town to recruit temporary waiters. The price is pretty good. It's nine yuan an hour. If I work five hours a day, the money will be enough for me to eat and wear.

I was happy and went to the bar with the list.

First of all, I don't have an ID card, but when the man saw me, he nodded his head and agreed.

He said, "no ID card, I can accept it, but you have to work here for a week to earn money. After a week, I'll settle your salary once a day, and I can't work less than six hours, and your salary will be less than seven yuan an hour. Can you do it?"