101 Chapter 98: Bad Boy Vs Rich Boy

Hi! My name is Amanda I was just a typical school girl. I always look at other people and always asked myself why they are happy. Couples all around always flock my direction but I never really given them too much thought.

I got to the university. I guess I'm a bit of a loner that's why usually, I would just read mangas in the classroom during lunchtime but my friend, Violet insisted that we eat together which really annoys me to the core but I appreciate her inviting me.

"Finally! What kept you waiting." I see Violet waving.

"Well, I was supposed to be reading manga" I pout.

"Girl, you seriously need to stop reading manga and make friends." She laughs.

"Well, I just..."

I see a boy in the distance...

Is that Titus?! I just can't help but stare into his dreamy eyes, his blonde hair, his muscular arms.

"Amanda! You're drooling again!" Violet shakes me, bringing me to reality.

"You were daydreaming about Titus aren't?" She gives me a smug face.

"No, I wasn't!" I stutter.

"You seem to be always drooling when Titus comes, is there something going on?" She teases me.

"OK, I HAVE A CRUSH ON Titus OK!"

OMG OMG I SUCH AN IDIOT, I DIDN'T REALIZE A LOT OF PEOPLE WERE HERE.

EVERYONE IS STARING AT ME!

"No need to scream" Violet screams.

GREAT! NOW EVERYONE IS LOOKING AT ME WEIRDLY.

OH NO Titus IS COMING THIS WAY.

"Oh um? Are you ladies ok?" Titus asked.

"Oh... Um... I nice having weather. I mean nice weather we are having! Hehe!"

I am stuttering so much OMG!

"Oh Titus, Amanda has a crus-" I covered Violet's mouth

"Don't say it!" I yell.

"She is just trying to say that they have crushed ice in a cafe!" I nervously answered.

"Oh ok, glad everything is ok." Titus laughs softly.

Mumble mumble! Violet mumbles while I cover her mouth.

"By the way, I gotta go, goodbye!" Titus waves us goodbye.

"Goodbye!" I give a forced smile.

"WHAT THE FUCK! WHY THE FUCK WOULD YOU TRY TO SAY THAT TO HIM" I YELLED NOW EVEN BRINGING MORE ATTENTION TO ME.

"Let's just get out of here", I hear in the background. "She is soo noisy!"

"Lol, just admit you love him" She jokingly teased.

"I already did!" I respond frustrated.

This is seriously one of the most embarrassing moments in my life!

I sigh, finally, the bell rings!

I start to drag Violet away from the area. Scolding her "Violet! What are you doing!"

"Just helping you out! Get your man before someone takes him!" She winks then laughs.

"Ugh, you are just soo hopeless!" I laugh.

Walking to the hallways I've always felt like an outcast. Nobody really wanted to talk to me so that's why I'm surprised Violet decided to.

I look over to see Titus smiling as my heart flutters to go nearer to him however I feel my mind anchoring me down to not make a fool out of myself.

"Just be confident already and go near him!" Violet comes over and encourages me. I sigh "No I'll just make myself look like a total idiot." She laughs before smiling at me. "You won't make a fool out of yourself if you talk to him like you talk to me. You're beautiful, smart and a bit crazy but you are just lovable you know!" Her encouraging words lighten up within me but the realist won to not go with the idea. "Maybe next time when I get more courage I'll try!"

I guess I'll need to believe in myself more.

At the corner of my eye, I see a girl smiling at him. Burning knives grew inside me as I look at them laughing together. She's trying to take him from me... They laugh again my jealousy grew larger.

The girl looked at me noticing my scowling face. She smiled teasingly before turning back to Titus again. That bitch she knows she's pulling on my pigtails.

She walks closer to us. Her voice grew louder for me to hear. "Let's go to the cafe later I'll show you a good time." She winks at him making me red with envy. She turns to me smiling as I gave her a death glare.

I'll just focus on my life for now... I won't let my anger get the better me...

"I'll check up on Titus in case that girl tries to do something with him. I'll go over to that cafe or whatever and expose that fake bitch." I look over to Violet as she looks at her lockers.

"Are you crazy?! Why do you even hate that girl? Did she even do anything to you?" Violet stares at me, in shock. I replied "This is for the good of all mankind. I just want to protect Titus." I stare at her genuinely concerned.

She smiled then gave me a little smirk. "That's just plain ol' stalking. You're just jelly aren't you?" She laughs as she teased me. "No, I'm NOT JELLY. I just want to know what they are doing okay?" I look away from her disapproving of her claim.

She squinted her eyes in disappointment. "Just don't do it seriously that is a bad idea. Why do you need to stalk him?" "Watch over him." I interrupted. She sighs "Ugh. Just do whatever you want but always remember if anything happened don't say I didn't warn you because this is just plain ol' stalking. Last time I checked stalking isn't a good thing to do."

"Sure whatever." I ignore her advice as I walk away from school.

Following the girl and Titus as they hold hands together, smiling and laughing like they are having the time of their lives. This just hurts my heart. She doesn't deserve him only I do but why does he like that skank over me.

They walk inside the cafe, I tiptoed into the door until,"RING RING" my phone rings. I duct for cover in a nearby bush and answer the phone.

"YOU BETTER NOT BE DOING WHAT I THINK YOU ARE DOING." Violet talks with an angry tone.

"No, I'm not doing anything that you would disapprove of like totally not at all." I faked a happy tone over the phone. Violet's skepticism stabbed me like daggers. "Fine. Just don't do anything stupid alright? You are gonna regret it if you did. Goodbye." She hangs up as I sigh nervously.

I walk inside the cafe normally trying to hide my true intentions. I sit over a nearby table across them. I place a menu over me to prevent them from suspecting that I'm stalking them.

They were smiling and talking with the girl being touchy all over him. My mind fills with anger as the voice of the waitress interrupts me. "Hello! What can I get you?"

"I- I- Umm." I stutter as I thought of my answer.

"I gotta go to the bathroom. Be right back in a bit okay?" The girl over there smiles before heading over to the bathroom.

I stand up. The waitress surprised. "I'll go back later." The waitress flees.

My vision darkens as I see the knife in the table. My devil inside me was thriving and pushing aside my logical side. "This is what you need to do. Just get rid of her. You'll get what you want." The voice in my head whispers.

I rush over to the women's bathroom. I sneak around as the murderous aura follows over me.

"I know right my boyfriend just gave me this." Raising her necklace.

"SO YOU HAVE A BOYFRIEND HUH?" I look at her angry and devastated.

This bitch is cheating on Titus... Killing her just became more interesting...

"Babe!" Titus's voice brings me back from sanity.

"Excuse me. That is none of your business. Weirdo. Sorry, babe, I took too long some girl was screaming at me." She heads out the women's bathroom.

So that bitch... and Titus... are.. are...

"Kill her" The voice in my head speaks to me. "If she dies then you are the only one Titus can love." These voices in my head... Should I listen to them...

"Kill her. End her. Make her regret touching him. Rip off her eyelids, poke her with needles until she bleeds to death, rip off her ribcage, push her off the roof.." The voices in my head scream and shout at me.

"I thought you said you were going home?" I see Violet standing in the women's bathroom with a smirk in her face snapping me from my murderous trance.

"Oh... I just wanted to eat that's why I went here. That's all." I smile at her.

Her eyebrows raised, she sighs. "Has your dad been drinking again? Has... he... tried to hurt you again?"