Tangqi has stayed in the silent for a long time. He is as complete as new, broken, rotten, or exploding. He is a transparent man in all forms of spacecraft.
Of course, the concept of time fails here.
When he breaks away from reading, Tang Qi will not be surprised that the real time has only passed a few seconds.
He is still a calm and transparent man at the moment, but the light in his eyes shows that he has a strong interest in the book "please don't save me".
Strictly speaking, this book only exists in two vivid characters.
Captain silence, Richard Parker.
And the "nameless sin" hiding in the shadow, torturing Richard Parker and trying to make him commit suicide.
What interests Tang Qi is that the book has reached the final stage.
But Tang Qi still didn't see any information about the "we are the light" family. None of the nine members in charge of the family, oneprola, Karen Trier, toom, Maya... Appeared in this book
Alice five obviously won't make mistakes. This book must have something to do with the family.
Tang Qi continued to read with strong interest.
To some extent, Tang Qi is also watching "Richard Parker" crazily bear all kinds of unimaginable punishment and unimaginable torture.
If it's just an illusion, it's not terrible.
However, those are not false illusions. They really exist and have really happened.
Richard Parker truly felt his own death countless times, and also saw the death of his wife, children, parents and sister again and again. At the same time, there were hundreds of millions of people who died because of him... All the pain was true.
If not, he will not be twisted into a monster at this time.
At this moment, Richard Parker is no longer human. He has become some kind of out of control monster.
His body, heart and soul have been distorted and crazy.
But even so, the torture never stopped.
That nameless God has parasitized Richard Parker for many times, making him degenerate constantly, and every reincarnation is extremely real. Even if these punishments and pain are borne by a "true God", I'm afraid it's difficult to ensure that he doesn't lose control, collapse, degenerate and choose suicide.
But Richard Parker, he took it.
When reincarnation was restarted many times, he sat on the chair again, holding a pen with his muddy fingers and continued to write:
"Do you have only these means? Tragedy, death, disaster, torture... Trying to create a desperate world?"
"My crew was led to commit suicide by you, right? This is your way of eating? It's the root of your pleasure. Are you afraid of losing it one day?"
"To tell you the truth, you are so boring. Every time you parasitize me, you make me crazy and desperate, but you don't know, it also makes me feel you again and again."
"Now let's talk. What the hell are you?"
"Well, a piece of excrement with divine power? My description is very accurate. After all, my literary skills are pretty good. If I'm not an astronaut, maybe I'll be a home and win an award."
"I know what you're going to say. You have no body, right? You're too sad to wander in the starry sky, right? Because you're ugly and have no sense of existence, you parasitize those lives, torture them and destroy them."
"But what can this change? You're still a disgusting, nonexistent, chaotic shit."
"Now you have a problem. Why does this damn human refuse to commit suicide? This has touched your bottom line. You must use the final means."
"Completely parasitize me... We are one, and you can do it."
"So, do you want to try?"
Messy handwriting like ghost symbols was translated by Tang Qi in a blink.
This is not a suspense story, nor is it a detective solving a case, just a diary.
He had guessed the end, and naturally he could see why Richard Parker wrote these provocative and ironic words at the moment.
Countless reincarnations and countless tortures have made Richard Parker almost completely distorted and crazy.
But he always kept a little sense and was parasitized many times, which also let him know what monsters everyone on the silent encountered. "
Silence may still be sailing, but it encountered a terrible "divine entity" on the way. It is invisible and terrible. It will make all the lives that encounter it commit suicide in despair.
Originally, silence would only let it stay for a moment, and the lomanu star behind the spacecraft was its real target.
But it encountered an accident on the silent. Richard Parker, the silent and melancholy middle-aged man, never gave in to it and didn't commit suicide in despair, no matter how many times he was tortured.
Due to certain rules, it cannot leave Richard Parker to enter lomanu. It must first solve the human problem.
"What Richard Parker has to do is stop this' monster 'from entering lomanu."
"His way is to stimulate it, provoke it and make it fully integrated with himself. The invisible sin will get the real body, and then it will have weakness?"
"But how does Richard Parker maintain his ultimate reason in the face of crazy and chaotic divine entities?"
When this thought flashed through Tang Qi's mind, the scene in front of him accelerated again.
Freeze frame animation like picture, flickering page by page.
Tang Qi saw it, just as Richard Parker wrote the last question.
The real "reality" comes, which is like a still starry sky.
But the starry sky is being polluted, and the rich and incomparable divine breath distorts everything that can be distorted, like a huge web woven by stinking and rotten spiders, which is full of screams, grimaces, despair, sadness and chaos.
And now the silence fell into the net.
Richard Parker, as muddy as mud, looked at everything outside the ship and suddenly smiled.
The edge of this huge net was about to touch the incomparably beautiful planet, which is where he came from, his hometown, lomanu.
But now the invisible web began to shrink, pouring into the silence and drilling into Richard Parker.
This process has endless pain.
"Ah ah ah"
"Hahaha... Hahaha..."
Richard began to laugh wildly. He succeeded.
However, he also felt 100 million times stronger and countless times more painful than when he was parasitized in the past. He saw the memory of hundreds of millions of other creatures who had been tortured and committed suicide by this sin, and his soul was submerged.
That amount of information, that level of pain and despair, even Tangqi's existence, can't bear it without feeling.
And Richard Parker?
You know, he's just a mortal.
"Richard Parker's soul was overloaded... He was wiped out."
When this message emerged, Richard Parker's muddy body was completely erased.
But Tang Qi seemed to notice something, and his eyes suddenly looked at the dark stars.
There was a faint light.
It flickered and appeared, like a candle that was about to be blown out at any time.
It jumped and began to reflect a large number of figures: all the members of the silent, his wife, children, parents and sisters... All the humans he had seen and had not seen on lomanu.
Tang Qi doesn't know what to use to describe this "light". It can be the light of the soul, the light of the soul, hope, life, love, or anything else.
Tang Qi's previous doubts were answered by this light.
Why can Richard Parker endure the torture of "nameless sin", even if he is out of control and crazy, he still insists on not committing suicide.
In the process of entanglement with God's sin, Richard Parker did not pray to any God, and he did not seem to believe in any God.
But in this way, he fought with a mortal body against a terrible, powerful divine entity.
It should be noted that his companions and subordinates lost control and committed suicide at the first sight.
Why can Richard Parker do it?
The answer is right in front of you.
The "light" that is jumping and flashing has an incomparably wonderful breath, even more wonderful than divinity.
Its light and shadow burst out in the jump, making Tang Qi seem to see all members of the family. He saw oneprola in charge of dreams and hearts, Persephone in charge of death and love, and vinadele in charge of life and beauty.
No, it can't be called "in charge".
They are dreams and hearts, death and love, life and beauty, hope and freedom, soul and path... They are the embodiment of these divinities.
At this moment, Tang Qi seemed to understand the eternal mystery of why "we are light" family.
"For light is in all things."
The moment Tang Qi uttered these words, the leaping brilliance finally turned into a wonderful thing.
A worn-out diary stained with filthy blood and overused.
"Richard Parker was resurrected. He merged with the unknown sin."
"Richard Parker's death... Richard Parker's resurrection... The two are inseparable."
"Richard Parker was reborn... He lived a long life, he gained some divine power, he returned these power to the divine sin, and he began to abuse each other's mother."
"Richard Parker will exist in another form... He and the nameless sin will form a diary called please don't save me... The battle between the two will continue... Richard Parker abused each other's mother again and called it feces."
……
When Tang Qi flashed these information in his mind, the diary was still floating quietly in the starry sky, but the pages began to turn automatically to the last blank.
There, it seemed that a pair of firm and powerful palms held the pen and began to write gently:
"I love myself, and I love you, too. Yes, all of you."
"But remember, don't come near the silence, don't come to save me."
"It's all over. I'm dead, but I won too."
PS: one more thing, Qiu Zhang said Huo.