247 Suffocating hear

Turning her head to look at Lu JunShi whose still sitting next to her, there was a sudden panic on YuYan's heart like its saying that she shouldn't get close to him.YuYan felt like she wanted to cry for unknown reason, while a rushing blood keeps on filling up her suffocating heart making it feel drowned.Staring at his brown-red eyes, an aching heart began to bleed like there was a mouse trying to crawl inside, scratching its sharp claws in every corner.Moreover, YuYan can't help but to feel distrustful when she keeps on looking at Lu JunShi, while a feeling that she's missing someone made her miss a warm embrace.With confusion on her mind. "I... I don't remember anything..." YuYan said with sadness on her voice while she keeps on asking herself what's wrong with her.Observing YuYan's confused expression, Lu JunShi took it as a sign that her memories about her ex fiancee was already been taken off from her mind.Lu JunShi secretly took a deep breath before he smiles with gentleness on his lips, but he can't help but to hold YuYan's head like a child. "You suddenly fainted.."YuYan: "..."YuYan suddenly felt shocked! Heart began pumping badly while a frightening feeling made her subconsciously sway Lu JunShi's hand and sits up.However, her sudden movements gave her a slight pain between her thighs while she feels unable to sit properly like she's been wounded.Feeling the pain between her, YuYan's brows started to wrinkle, she feels confused how can she get hurt on the most sensitive part of her body.With a heavy heart after being sweep away, Lu JunShi face turned pale. "What's wrong?" He asked with tenderness on his voice.At the same time, he carefully observed that YuYan seemed to have uncomfortable feeling while sitting on a soft bed that made him wonder.A pumping heart began to shudder, there was an idea that made Lu JunShi's heart felt squeeze while he thinks that YuYan's fiancee has already tried to make a family with her.Lu JunShi: "..."Does Mo YuMin know? What if she becomes pregnant?! What about the child? This isn't right!! Totally not right!!Thinking about the possibilities, Lu JunShi feel demented while he tried hard not to be noticed when facing YuYan.Watching YuYan's pitiful face, Lu JunShi can't help feeling exasperation towards Mo YuMin because of his unacceptable actions and decisions towards YuYan.YuYan stared to feel nervous, but she shook her head and tried to lie. "I.. I just.. Don't feel comfortable... My head.. It's painful..."Lu JunShi suddenly chuckled. "You're not good at lying do you know that?" But deep in his heart, he already understood why she acted this way.YuYan: "..."Isn't that the same words he told me when I tried to lie to Li YanFeng the first time we met?Lu JunShi bent his legs on the bed to sit closer to her while he faces YuYan with a smile on his lips, but there's hesitation on his words when he is about to speak."How can you act like that to your fiancee?" Lu JunShi asked, but he felt awkward trying to pretend as Li FuJin in front of the woman he deeply loved.YuYan opened her mouth, but there were no words that came out from her throat. There was a heavy feeling after she had heard him saying the word fiancee.Unknown feelings made YuYan feel confused, while there was something bothering her like she is missing something or someone, but she can't remember.Moreover, the memories she's trying to recall is very unclear while she sees Lu JunShi's face on her mind, but YuYan's heart keeps saying that it wasn't him at all.With a deepening suspicion on her heart, YuYan stared at Lu JunShi who keeps on looking at her with tenderness on his eyes.