248 Trying to change

Although YuYan felt confused about what she feels, she cannot deny the warmth and closeness between them whenever she looks at Lu JunShi. Moreover, there's a cozy feeling when she looks at his brown-red eyes that slowly gave YuYan sense of affection while they're together. Therefore, she can only sigh then shook her head. "I'm just confused... Why does my memories seem like it's different from what I feel..." YuYan said with a feeling of melancholy. Lu JunShi: "..."This is torture! I don't think I can do this! Can they just send me away to die? A bitter smile appeared on Lu JunShi's lips, but he can't stop his heart beating fast while facing YuYan when he lies."Maybe you're just tired.." Lu JunShi said but his next words made YuYan's cheeks turned hot and red. "Anywhere painful?" YuYan: "..." How.. How did he know? Trying to think about the cause of Lu JunShi's question, there was an unclear memory that YuYan shared a bath and a bed while uncovered. YuYan: "..." What.. Did we do?! Embarrassment surfaces on YuYan's face, while cheeks began to turn red like a cherry them she turned her head to look away while she can't even look Lu JunShi in the eye. "Why.. Do I feel hurt?" YuYan asked with shyness while she can't directly say the exact words. Lu JunShi: "..." What should I do? What should I tell her? Heart keeps on pumping fast, the idea that formed on Lu JunShi's mind made his cheeks suddenly turned red thinking that they will speak about a sensitive subject. He secretly made a fist. "What's wrong? Don't you remember what happened between us?" Lu JunShi secretly gritted his teeth while his cheeks keeps turning red. Lu JunShi doesn't want to speak about those events while he feared that YuYan might suddenly try to approach him that will make him panicked. Trying to recall the past which includes what they did together, YuYan's cheeks continuously blushing while she said. "Did we.. Do something? Took a bath together?" Lu JunShi: "..." Took a bath together?!! Mo YuMin, can you just kill me?! Gnashing his teeth like he wanted to kill himself, Lu JunShi tries hard to smile. "You don't like it? We don't need to take a bath together if you're not comfortable..." His trembling heart keeps on pounding fast while he hopes that they won't end on that situation, fear that he might get tempted and won't be able to stop. Lu JunShi's offer was like a breeze wind that calms YuYan's shivering body, but it only feels more complicated on why her confused mind is debating with her heart. A sigh of relief surfaces YuYan's face, she looked back at Lu JunShi with a blushing cheeks. "Will you... Kiss me?" Lu JunShi: "..." Kiss?! Please kill me now! YuYan's words were like a lightning bolt that mercilessly struck Lu JunShi, he secretly began to panic while he stares at YuYan's adorable blushing face. He jokingly said, but he feels like his heartbeat is about to stop. "Why would you suddenly ask? Do you miss my kiss?" YuYan blinked her eyes innocently. "Don't you always kiss me whenever you want?" She asked while the memories shows that Lu JunShi always kisses her without any warning. Lu JunShi: "..." That's what your fiancee does?! I think I have an idea what kind of fiancee you had! Thinking how her ex-fiancee seems to treat YuYan, Lu JunShi had speculated how he will understand if what kind of person did she lived with. He suddenly chuckled. "Do you want me to continue doing that way?" But Lu JunShi is hoping that YuYan will disagree. Blinking her eyes with confusion, YuYan tries to think about his questions. "You won't kiss me if I don't want to?" Lu JunShi: "..." Of course! I'm not your real fiancee! You should just kiss your own man! "Uh-huh, I just thought of trying to change..." He said to prevent having close interaction between them.