What YuYan didn't know was those words were killing Li FuJin's heart. The words that she doesn't like the person with silver hair was like telling him in person.
"I see. Then forget about him." Li FuJin tried hard to utter with his normal cold voice. But deep inside, he felt like he can't breathe while thinking of her words.
Li FuJin felt his body suddenly trembled. Therefore, he looked away and immediately pulled himself away from YuYan and lay down beside her.
He feared that YuYan might notice his trembling body and pumping heart that seemed about to stop.
He closes his eyes as he tried to suppress his complicated feelings.
He was furious due to the fact that YuYan doesn't like his real identity, but it was enough for him to know that he cannot tell her the truth that they were the same person.
Whatever she remembered about his real identity for her not to accept him only means there's a high possibility that YuYan would also not accept the truth about changing his identity to take her back.
With this thought, Li FuJin felt his world seemed like it's about to collapse. His mind was a mess. His heart felt being ripped into a thousand pieces.
He wanted to blame the person who took YuYan away from him the time they started to have a good relationship. But what can he do He can't accept it at all, not even a bit.
There was a thirst to kill the person behind all the things that happened to them was running through Li FuJin's veins.
But he knew he can't kill any of her family, otherwise, YuYan would hate him more.
Like a cyclone twisting his emotions, it only took a minute since he laid down beside her when he suddenly stood up without looking at YuYan.
Despite the feeling that YuYan sits up from the bed, Li FuJin went to the closet and dressed up.
Then, he walked towards the door and leaves without saying a word.
With his reaction, YuYan's heart continued beating fast. She doesn't know whether he believed her or not, but there was also a feeling in her heart, saying she shouldn't have said those words.
However, his words telling her to forget the person with silver hair gave her a feeling of a knife penetrating her heart.
She was about to say something when Li FuJin suddenly pulled himself away from her.
YuYan has no idea why would he react that way. Shouldn't he be happy to hear that she didn't like that person? However, his reaction was not what she expected.
Therefore, she was shocked when Li FuJin suddenly pulled himself away from her and lay beside her.
Unfortunately, before she can do something, he gets out of the bed and left without saying a word.
YuYan was wondering whether she was still mad because he confirmed that she was thinking of another man while they were doing something intimate or was it because she said something he didn't want to hear?
But all she said was about not liking that person, something that he should be happy, yet his reaction says otherwise.
With that, YuYan can't help thinking if Zhou Ruegen and the person with silver hair were the same person.
"No.. He can't be.." YuYan mumbled while shaking her head as she looked at the door that was completely shut after Li FuJin left. "They can't be the same person.."
There was a sudden silence that spread towards the whole bedroom, but this shuttered because of a soft mumble. "But why would he react that way? He even told me to forget about that person.."