With her maturing mentality, her mind that was trying to tell her something was not right and made YuYan's assumption to continue as she feel suspicious about Zhou Ruegen.
"Why do I have a feeling that he was hiding something from me?" YuYan continued to mumble. Her heart was telling her something that she doesn't understand.
Her heart felt being squeezed while thinking about forgetting the person with silver hair. There was also a feeling of longing to see him and be with him.
With those feelings, YuYan suddenly had a desire of wanting to feel his touch; his warm breath, his soft lips, his sweet taste and the warmth of his embrace.
"What the hell!" YuYan suddenly exclaimed after realizing what she was thinking. Yes, she was actually thinking about the person with silver hair.
With her unclear memory of him, YuYan actually imagined about how he touched and kissed her. Worse, she even forgot about her current situation with Zhou Ruegen.
A situation where she has no clue why he would suddenly react differently. She should be following him, but she didn't. Instead, here she was, thinking about another man than her fiancée.
Of course, YuYan has no idea why would she suddenly think of those things, though. She was trying to think of the possibilities about Zhou Ruegen being the silver haired person.
YuYan shook her head to remove the person who was trying to occupy her mind. But she tilted her head and said. "If he was him, would he just dye his hair? But why?"
"I can't think of any reasons for him to change the color of his hair…" YuYan uttered as she pulled her legs towards her chest and leans her arm, cupping her chin on her hand while thinking.
YuYan raised her eyebrow when she suddenly recalled the silver hair. "That hair looks pretty, though.. I like it a lot.. I wonder… How does he look like if he has a silver hair?"
Then, YuYan tried to imagine Zhou Rugen standing in front of her with his face having a silver hair. But her imagination went over than what she expected.
Her eyes widened after her imagination had made her see him like he was standing a few steps from her. He was looking at her with his expressionless face.
The moonlight highlighted his wide shoulders; firm tones chest, wonderful abs and tapered waist until her eyes fell below his abdomen.
He was actually standing in front of her, naked. He was like a mouthwatering meal that made her unconsciously licked her lips and swallowed a mouthful of saliva.
However, that imagination didn't last a minute when there was a familiar deep cold voice that suddenly floated towards her ears saying. "You're drooling."
Hearing the voice that suddenly came out of nowhere, YuYan unconsciously wiped her mouth, thinking that she really might have drooled.
When she realized that the voice sounded the same as the voice, she heard through her flash of memory. YuYan instantly came back to her senses.
That voice, she can't be mistaken, it was the person with silver hair. YuYan doesn't know why after hearing his voice, there was an unknown excitement in her heart.
She immediately looked around the bedroom to see whether there's another person aside from her. To her disappointment, there was no other person in the bedroom.
YuYan felt unhappy. The hope of seeing the face of the person who has a silver hair instantly shattered into pieces, but she suddenly realized that she seemed to think too much about him.
"Ahhh!!!" YuYan screamed due to the fact that her mind was thinking of that person. She grabbed her head with both of her hands while burying her face on her knees.
Zhou Ruegen has told her to forget about that person, but she can't help thinking about him and she has no idea why. She continued to scream like a mad woman.
With her scream, two cold hands suddenly hold hers, pulling her face to look up. YuYan instantly froze in shock, but to see who it was, a complicated expression appeared on her face.
YuYan felt guilty for thinking about another man while she has a fiancée who was always there for her.
Now that he immediately came back after she screamed, it made her feel more guilty like she's fooling him.
It was no other than Zhou Ruegen who suddenly appeared out of nowhere and has unexpectedly had a worried expression while looking at her.
"What happened? Headache?" Li FuJin asked with a shaking voice. Although he left when he can no longer suppress his complicated feelings, he didn't go too far.
Instead, he was just lying down on the roof, looking at the moon while thinking about what to do to make YuYan accept is real identity, until he heard her screaming.
Therefore, despite he pain in his heart, he came back right away due to fear that something bad happened to YuYan.