"You Do you have no family around you? " The girl asked carefully, worried that her curiosity would hurt her.
Chu Jinran sighed and said: "the child's father is my ex husband, but he fell in love with others, and then we divorced. I wanted to escape from that sad place, so I came to France alone and gave birth to him." Chu Jinran looks at the only one in the pram and says.
Chu Jinran thought that after such a long time, the resentment and pain in her heart should be gone, but now when she thought of Lu chennian and Nian Shiya, her heart was still aching.
The two of them are like a scar in her heart. Although they are no longer painful, bleeding and scabby, the mark is still there and can't be erased.
The girl looked at Chu Jinran in front of her. It turned out that she was also a lonely person.
Although the girl is the mother of a child, she looks pure and beautiful, with a lot of temperament, just like the snow-white daisy in the mountains.
Such a girl with temperament should be chased by many men. How can her husband fall in love with others?
"Then you must have worked very hard." She asked.
Chu Jinran relieved smile, "sometimes will, but now I have him, do not feel hard, with him by my side, always feel that again hard is worth it."
Chu Jinran's face is her mother's special warm smile. The girl can't understand the feeling of being a mother, but she knows that as long as a woman becomes a mother, no matter how many difficulties she can overcome, for her children.
"Don't you complain?" The girl asked, did she hate her ex husband and that woman for doing so much to her?
Chu Jinran thought about it. Is it resentful? I used to. At the beginning, when she left here heartbroken, she was really resentful, but now
"At the beginning, I even felt unfair. Why can the person who hurt me live so easily? But since I have a baby, it seems that everything is slowly fading. Even if I have experienced something bad before, now with him, everything is not so important." Chu Jinran said.
The girl exclaimed, "you are so strong."
Who lives in this world, not hard? But we all have to have the motivation and determination to live. There are too many unsatisfactory things in life, but people still have to work hard to live.
The only one in the stroller is still very interested in sniffing the snow ball on the ground. His two big eyes flicker and stare at the little dog. He looks very cute.
"What's the baby's name?" Asked the girl.
"She called it the only one." Chu Jinran looked at the only, eyes are gentle.
"Unique, beautiful name, which means that he is the only one for you, right?"
Chu Jinran nodded, now for her, he is really her only, she now has nothing, only him, so she must love him.
"The baby is so beautiful, just like you." Said the girl.
Chu Jinran happy smile, in fact, the only more like his father, but now she does not want to think about that let her sad person.
The girl seemed to think of something, and suddenly said: "after talking for so long, I forgot to introduce myself. My name is Yan Tingting, 19 years old."
It's really young. Chu Jinran envies it. She is 19 years old, which is the best time for a girl.
"My name is Chu Jinran. I'm 25 years old." She said.
Yan Tingting was a little surprised and said, "my God, I thought you were only twenty-one years old. You look so small."
Chu Jinran narrowed his eyes and laughed. This girl is so cute.
"Do you learn to be homesick when you come out alone?" Chu Jinran asked.
Yan Tingting some wronged nodded, "yes, homesick, my parents have not always been around since I was a child, they are always busy, they go out to make money, I live with my grandmother and the nanny at home, now I go abroad, no one to accompany my grandmother, I don't know if she will be lonely, grandma is not in good health, really worried about her."
Yan Tingting's tender face shows that kind of reluctant yearning. There is a person in everyone's heart who can't let go. When she comes out to school so young, she should often feel lonely.
The two chatted for an afternoon, like they had known each other for a long time. It was clear that they met for the first time, but they were both very happy. It was a kind of spiritual comfort for them to meet a Chinese who could talk with them in a foreign country.
When they left, they were reluctant to part. Although they only had one afternoon's communication, they seemed to have known each other for a long time.
"Shall we meet again?" Yan Tingting reluctantly asked.
"Yes, if it is, it will." Chu Jinran said.
They believe that they are not alone this afternoon.
……
Chu Jinran pushes the stroller home. Yu Beibei is waiting downstairs. He sits in the car and smokes."When did you come and how long have you been waiting?" Chu Jinran asked.
Yu Xiangbei saw Chu Jinran appear, his eyes lit up for a moment, he looked at Chu Jinran gently, smile soft: "I just arrived." He pointed to a bag of things on the co pilot, smiling, happy like a child, "I bought vegetables, and I'll make delicious food for you tonight."
Chu Jinran was a little moved. He took care of her all the time when he came to France.
When she was the only one, he always took care of her in the hospital. After leaving the hospital, he often came to take care of her when she was free, and often cooked food for her. If she didn't have him to help her all the time, maybe she would be very miserable and lonely in France.
The only one who saw Yu Beibei sitting in the pram was that his little head, which had been drooping and drowsy, suddenly became energetic. His eyes were wide open and his little chubby arms were waving. He was as cute as a bear.
The only one likes Yu Beibei very much. Every time he sees Yu Beibei, he always looks very happy.
Yu Beibei laughs, fearing that the smoke will choke the only one. He puts out the smoke, gets out of the car, takes out the bag on the co pilot, and takes the only one out of the pram with one hand.
The little guy was light, soft on his arm, almost weightless.
Being held in his arms by Yu Bei, the only one was very excited, and his little hands waved to and fro on both sides of his body.
"Little fellow, why are you so happy?" Yu North smile, he likes the only, he dotes on him, like doting on their children.
"Ba Ah... " The only mouth jumped out of the tender syllables, amused Yu north, squinting and laughing.
"You spoil him so much. What if you spoil him?" Chu Jinran said with a smile.
Yu held the only one in his arms, "no, we are the only one who is so obedient. How can we spoil it? Right? " Yu Beibei looked at the only one, the only one seemed to understand Yu Beibei's words.
The expression on Chu Jinran's face is gentle, looking at the only one more and more healthy and more lovely, her heart is always happy.
After entering the house, the only one was held by Yu Beibei and put in the cradle. He pedaled his legs and lay there obediently without crying.
Chu Jinran washed the milk powder for the only one. The only one looked sleepy. He drank it sweetly with a bottle in his hand, and soon fell asleep.
Looking at the only sweet and quiet sleeping face, Chu Jinran's heart is warm, like being filled with a kind of soft emotion. As a mother, when she looks at her children, her heart is always happy.
Chu Jinran gently closes the door and walks out of the bedroom. Yu Beibei is busy in the kitchen. His back is straight and straight. He doesn't look like a mother in an apron, but he looks like a touch of sunshine.
His sleeve turned over to the arm, the small arm muscle is clear, but looks strong, but not thin.
Occasionally when he turns around, he shows a good-looking side face. In a warm place like the kitchen, he looks better than usual.
Different from the high cold alienation in the past, the busy kitchen is much softer than usual, but it is still so beautiful.
She went over, washed her hands and put on another apron. "I'll help you."
Yu Beibei said with a smile, "Oh, by the way, I almost forgot that Miss Chu is also a chef."
Chu Jinran patted him gently, "don't tease me."
Yu Beibei's expression is very soft, "the only sleep?"
"Well, after a day out today, he is always curious and feels fresh in everything. I think he is tired. After a cup of milk powder, he drinks and goes to sleep." Chu Jinran mentions only, the facial expression all gentleness rises.
"Where did you go today? How do you feel? " Yu Beibei cuts vegetables and chats with Chu Jinran.
"In fact, I didn't go anywhere. I just went to the park and met a Chinese girl. She is an overseas student. It's hard to go out to study alone."
Two people are chatting with each other. In fact, they feel very satisfied. They can cook with her every day, listen to her talk about the trivial things in life, and listen to what people and things she has met. This has made him very happy. If he can, he is willing to accompany her all his life.
Two people finish their meal and sit at the dining table. The TV in the living room is on and there are some paid Chinese channels.
Yu Beibei specially made it for Chu Jinran. He was afraid that she wanted to watch TV when she was bored, and her French was not good, so he paid several Chinese TV stations to let Chu Jinran use it when she was bored.
Two people are eating, suddenly the familiar name from the TV makes Chu Jinran stiff.
In the TV, the gossip is on.
"A few days ago, the famous film and TV song star Nian Shiya announced that she would quit the entertainment industry, and netizens speculated about the reasons for her retirement. Yesterday, Lu held a press conference to announce that Lu chennian, President of Lu Group, was about to marry Nian Shiya in half a year. The specific wedding time has not been revealed yet, and the two families are preparing for the wedding..."Chu Jinran was stunned. She even thought she had heard wrong. She put down her chopsticks and went to the living room. The TV news report continued.