Chapter 181

"It turned out that Nian Shiya quit the entertainment industry because she found her lover. As we all know, Nian Shiya has a rich family. Her father is a well-known entrepreneur, and now she is married to the president of Lu's group. It is reported that they are engaged long ago, and the couple are in a good relationship. They are in love now..."

On TV, it's a picture of Shiya and Lu chennian in an activity.

In the photo, Nian Shiya is wearing a white dress. She looks pure and lovely. She is tall and has a lady like smile on her face.

Lu chennian, in his suit and shoes, has no flaws in his deep outline. He looks better than those popular little meat stars.

The two seem to be a perfect match. In everyone's eyes, Lu chennian and Nian Shiya are a perfect couple. They have a similar family, a good family and a good talent. They will be very happy together.

Chu Jinran stares at the TV screen for a long time in a daze. It turns out that during the time when she left, their relationship developed so smoothly, and now they are getting married.

It turned out that her leaving didn't make him feel sad at all. She was the only one who was sad in a foreign country. When she left, he turned to find out with Nian Shiya that they were going to get married.

Originally, she had already given up her relationship with Lu chennian. She always knew that it was not worth paying for him.

For so many years, she has seen all these things clearly and looked down on these things. She thought she would not feel heartache because of these things any more. But why did she feel so sad when she saw them two close together, feeling very good, and even about to become husband and wife.

It turned out that she was punishing herself. She was the only one who was sad and sad all the time.

Yu came to the north and turned off the TV. He wondered why he had just turned it on.

He walked over and patted Chu Jinran's back gently, comforting him: "let's go, let's have dinner."

Chu Jinran stood there stupidly, as if he had lost his soul. For a long time, he came back to his mind and said softly, "go and eat. I'm full."

There was a deep sadness in her eyes, which made her heart ache.

The heart ache of some numb, originally this kind of feeling is like this, originally she has not learned to be strong, looking at him and other women happy appearance, her heart is still very uncomfortable.

"Don't be uncomfortable because of this. It has nothing to do with you how they are. Didn't you say that you should forget the past, forget the harm Lu chennian and Nian Shiya have done to you and start over?" Yu Beibei said.

Yes, she said that, but why did her heart feel so sad when she saw their love and happiness?

"Cheer up, will you? Jinran, you've been sticking to it for a long time. These days, you've been doing very well. You're very strong. You gave birth to the only one and took good care of the only one. You've become more and more happy recently. You've been developing in a positive direction. But how did you become like this because of a bad news today? " Yu Beibei said.

"But my heart is sick." Chu Jinran's eyes are sour. It seems that tears are spinning in his eyes.

Yu Beibei was in a dull pain in his heart. Looking at her unhappiness, he was also very sad.

He stretched out his hand and hugged Chu Jinran in his arms. He felt a faint pain in his heart. Seeing her so sad, he was not happy. I just hope his arms can give her a little warmth.

Yu Beibei hugs her tightly, which makes Chu Jinran's restless heart gradually feel a sense of security. Yu Beibei accompanies her all the time. When she is sad, he always supports her.

"It will be fine, Jinran. As long as you are strong and optimistic, one day you will forget him." Yu Beibei said, his voice is gentle, with a sense of stability, let her heart gradually calm down, "I will always accompany you, you are not a person, you have me, have only, we will always accompany you."

Yu North gentle let Chu Jinran heart gradually not so uncomfortable.

Yes, she can't live in the past all the time. No matter what sad things happen, she should always look forward and live on.

She's not alone. She has friends who help her, Yu Bei, Eli, and more importantly, the only one.

Now the most important person in her life is the only one. He is the baby she gave birth to in September. Her blood is flowing on him. He is the continuation of her life.

The only one is still so young, and their life is still very long. The only one needs her to take care of. She should be strong and be a strong and optimistic mommy for the only one. In order to help her care for her friends and be a positive person, she can't be sorry for their care.

I don't know how long, Chu Jinran's mood finally completely calmed down, she gently said: "thank you, north, thank you have been with me, in my injury sad time has been with me, if not for you, maybe I will never be strong."

Yu hugged her tightly, "as long as you can be happy, I will be happy."The only thing I can't care about is my friends who have been looking forward, and the only thing I can't help you

"I'm glad you think so. Don't be unhappy. Shall we have dinner?" Yu Beibei said.

Chu Jinran nodded. From then on, she must forget him.

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Lu chennian is very upset recently. He didn't expect that Xu Yuanyu would make his own decision to announce his marriage to Nian Shiya through a press conference.

He doesn't like the feeling of being noticed all the time, so he seldom goes to many reporters' interviews.

Although he has always been a well-known figure in the business world, he has always kept a low profile. When he was filmed, he would try to avoid reporters and cameras.

In fact, some of his resistance to him and Nian Shiya was known, and he didn't know why.

Although he is a low-key man, marriage is a good thing and it is normal for him to announce it to the public.

But when he thought that he would marry Nian Shiya half a year later, he was very upset. He really didn't have any feelings for her now.

He didn't know what their feelings were like before he lost his memory. Maybe they really loved each other as Xu Yuanyu and Nian Shiya said. They had a good relationship. He used to love her very much.

But he only knew that now he had completely forgotten that feeling. Looking at her was no different from looking at a stranger.

Nian Shiya would come to him every day, but in the face of her, he always felt impatient.

He wanted to find his memory, but as long as he tried to think of the past, his head would be very painful, like to explode.

If only he hadn't lost his memory, nothing would have happened.

Lu chennian is sitting alone in his bedroom. Recently, the company's affairs are not as urgent as before. Many important documents and projects have been handled. Just in time, he is upset and he has no energy to do those things. Every day after work, he will go home, and then hide in his room.

In this room, he was the only one, but he always felt that something was missing, as if there should have been a person here with him, but that person disappeared, his heart was always empty and uncomfortable.

He sat on the carpet. There was no light in the room. It was dark. Lu chennian was in a dull mood.

Looking at every corner of the room, he always flashed a picture of a woman in this room.

The picture flashed away, and he couldn't see what the woman looked like.

Why does he always have a picture of a woman in this bedroom in his mind? Who is this woman? How could it be in his bedroom?

It seems that this woman is very similar to the sad woman in his previous dream. Her body shape, temperament and feelings are very similar.

Are they the same person?

Lu chennian can't remember. As long as he tries to think of something, his heart aches and his head seems to burst.

The pain scared him. The last time, he went to the hospital again. He didn't want to go to the cold place any more.

He didn't dare to think about it any more. He could only sigh deeply in this lonely room.

Loneliness erodes him a little bit.

These days, Lu chennian has been deliberately avoiding Nian Shiya. She goes to the company to find him. He asks his secretary to tell her that he is not in, that he is out on business, or that he is in a meeting.

When he comes home in the evening, Nian Shiya often comes to see him, but he never sees him. He always asks the housekeeper to tell her that he is not feeling well and is resting.

When Nian Shiya calls him, he seldom picks up the phone. Even if he can't escape, when he picks up the phone, he will use busy or other reasons to muddle through and hang up immediately.

He didn't want to face her.

When he saw her, he would always be very upset. Nian Shiya threw her at him, and he would feel disgusted. She spoiled him, and he didn't feel happy.

Moreover, Nian Shiya has many suspicious things in his mind, and her father, who is determined to annex Lu's enterprise, is not a simple family.

In fact, he didn't want to marry her all the time, but in order to appease her emotion that day, he had to promise her first, but he didn't expect that she really took it seriously and told Xu Yuanyu about it. He didn't expect that Xu Yuanyu turned around and held a press conference to publicize it.

After all, Nian Shiya used to be a star and a public figure. He is also the most popular person in the business world. Their affairs are very popular in the whole business and entertainment circles. Many people pay attention to their marriage.

This makes him very helpless. This news is related to the development of Lu's enterprise. If he really can't marry Nian Shiya at that time, the media will seize this event and report it wantonly. At that time, it will have a great impact on the reputation of the company, and the shares of Lu's enterprise will certainly be affected.