Knowing that the person she loves is not himself, he still wants to accompany her and treat her in his own way. In fact, sometimes, love is a kind of unreasonable thing. Once he falls in love with someone, he will never care about himself. He is full of that person.
I just don't know when his efforts will have a result.
Yu Beibei smiles bitterly. After finishing the documents, Yu Beibei starts to think about what to buy in the evening. He remembers Chu Jinran's favorite curry.
It turned out that unconsciously, he had remembered her preferences so clearly.
She likes to eat curry rice made by him most. She likes to drink fresh lemon juice but not water. When she is in a bad mood, she likes to eat sweets like ordinary girls. Her favorite sweets are macarons and doughnuts.
She likes to eat junk food very much, but after having the only one, for the sake of the only one in her stomach, she has never eaten junk food. Later, after she was born, she has never eaten junk food. In order to milk the only one during lactation, she has been eating nutritious things, including carrots, which she has never liked.
Chu Jinran used to be very addicted to sweets. She felt uncomfortable if she didn't eat them for a week. But after she became a mother, she matured a lot and gave up the bad habit for a long time.
He has known her for such a long time, and he has fully understood her character. She is very strong, brave and optimistic. Although she looks very thin, her heart is very strong.
Unconsciously, his mind is full of her, he does not know why he suddenly think of her, he actually only three or four days did not see her, just like after several years.
Suddenly, he felt that time passed slowly. He had two or three hours to go before he got off work, but he hoped that these two or three hours could pass as fast as two or three minutes.
He really wants to see her soon. Every day when he has her, he won't feel lonely. No matter how tired he is, as long as he thinks of her smiling face, his heart is as warm as sunshine and his whole body is full of motivation.
Time passed really slowly. After two hours, he finally got off work. Lu chennian rushed to the underground parking lot as fast as he could, started his car and drove to the supermarket.
He bought a lot of vegetables in the supermarket. Last time he went to Chu Jinran's house, it seemed that the only milk powder was almost gone. He bought another two bags of milk powder in the supermarket before driving to Chu Jinran's house.
He stops the car and can't wait to knock on the door of Chu Jinran's house. The door opens quickly and his sweet face appears at the door.
Chu Jinran smiles and takes over a big bag of things in his hand, "come on in!"
"Where's the only baby?" The first thing Yu did after entering the north gate was to ask where the only one was.
"He's sitting on the carpet in the living room playing by himself." Chu Jinran said that Yu Beibei and the only one are really close, just like the only one in his last life was his own son.
Yu Bei can't wait to go to the living room. He sees the only one in a small white dress sitting on the carpet in a chubby way, looking like a cute bear.
He was sitting on the carpet, seriously fiddling with the toy car Eli bought him last month.
Yu Beibei sees that the only one is playing with the toy that Eli gave him. He goes over and takes the only toy he bought in the toy box to him. He takes the toy car that Eli gave away from the only one.
The only one who had fun was suddenly taken away the toy. He looked up curiously.
When he saw Yu Beibei's smiling face, his eyes suddenly lit up. His big, dark eyes suddenly flashed light. He opened his arms to Yu Beibei, like a bird flying in the air. He was smiling, showing his red gums, beating his fleshy hands up and down, sliding in the air, very lovely.
Obviously, the only one who saw Yu coming to the North was very happy.
Yu Beibei gently smiles, reaches out his big hand and gently holds the only one up. The only one puts his two small hands around Yu Beibei's neck.
His head is tightly attached to Yu Beibei's face. Yu Beibei's heart is soft. He uses the coarse scum on his face to prick the only face gently.
The only one took his head away and touched his moustache with his warm little hand. Then he looked at Yu Beibei's face and suddenly laughed.
Chu Jinran looks at this harmonious scene, and her heart suddenly aches. She is really sorry for the only one. As a mother, she has not been able to give the only complete family, and has not let him enjoy the warmth of father's love. This is the biggest regret in my life for the only one.
Sometimes she even thought, otherwise let Yu Beibei really be the only father, after all, he is really good to the only one. But this thought only lasted for a few seconds. She knew that she couldn't do that. She couldn't delay him. He should have a better life.
A man as good-looking and handsome as he is should find an excellent woman. In fact, she didn't think about what kind of woman could be worthy of Yu Beibei. Anyway, it's not just a woman like her.And she didn't love him, which was very unfair to him.
I don't know if I have the only chance to meet his father in my life. After Lu chennian, I have the chance to know that he still has a son.
Chu Jinran's heart is sour and bitter. She tries to ignore the feeling of pain in her heart. Looking at the only smiling face, her face is gentle again.
"What do you think of him as?" Chu Jinran joked.
Yu Beibei said: "it doesn't matter, the only one is still young, and the only one is so sensible and obedient. Even if I spoil him again, he won't be wayward."
Yu Beibei holds the only one. His soft body is like a small meat ball, curled up in his arms. He is so small and soft that he suddenly has an impulse to protect him.
"It's the only time I've had the most fun these days." Chu Jin ran looks at Yu north to embrace only, her eyes soft say.
"Isn't our only baby happy every day?" Yu North looking at the only said.
"Yes, the only one is really happy every day. He is a happy child. He never seems to know what sorrow is, but he is happiest when he sees you." Chu Jinran said.
Yu north also gentle smile, the only so like him, he is also very happy, "then I often come to see the only." He looked at the only one and asked, "OK? The only baby. "
The only one put his little finger into his mouth and called, "Da, Da "Ah..."
The only smile is curved. It seems that he is really happy.
Yu Beibei had enough. It was time to prepare dinner. He had to put down the only one and let him play on the carpet for a while so that he could cook dinner.
The only one is also obedient. Although Yu Beibei was still reluctant to part with Yu Beibei's embrace when he put him down, he just frowned and felt that he was a little unhappy, but he didn't cry.
He was also reluctant to give up Yu Beibei's embrace. After all, Yu Beibei came once for several days. He seldom saw him, so every time Yu Beibei came, he was very attached to him.
But a child is a child, and his attention is always easy to shift. Not long after Yu Bei put him on the ground, he had a lot of fun with his toy car. He had completely forgotten his unhappiness just now.
Yu leaned his head out of the kitchen and looked at the only one who had a good time sitting on the carpet in the living room. His expression became gentle. There seemed to be a gentle light on his face, like the special light on his father's face.
Chu Jinran went into the kitchen to help him. She said, "why do you come to the kitchen to cook, and still think about the only one?"
Yu North gentle smile, "I like children, the only so lovely, of course, like him."
"If you like children so much, find a girlfriend and get married so that you can have a baby." Chu Jinran said.
From time to time, she turned her head to look at Yu Beibei's face. She carefully observed the expression on his face, for fear that she would make him unhappy if she said something wrong. She knew that he would not be happy if she said these words today, but she wanted to remind him in a vague way and cut off his thoughts.
Sure enough, after hearing her words, Yu Beibei's face gradually darkened, and the method of cutting vegetables became more and more serious. He seemed very unhappy. Yu Beibei didn't speak. Chu Jinran saw that he didn't show any obvious unhappiness. She continued: "you said that you are not young, so you should fall in love and find a girlfriend."
Yu north face more and more ugly, Chu Jinran is still saying.
"In fact, you are so well-off, rich, handsome and talented. The most important thing is that you are good at cooking. Nowadays, there are not many men who can cook. You are so excellent. You can find a very good girl. Many famous ladies are secretly in love with you."
"Enough!" "You don't want to talk about it anymore. I don't want to find a girlfriend yet," he said
"Don't think about it. You are almost 30 years old. You should get married and have a family. Don't you say you like babies? If you get married, you can also have a baby. At that time, if you give birth to a girl, we can form a family, and your daughter can be the only daughter-in-law. " Chu Jinran said.
"Don't play such a joke on me, will you?" Yu Beibei says to Chu Jinran that at this moment, the gentle smile on his face has disappeared and become gloomy. His eyebrows are tightly wrinkled, and there is a deep gully in the center of his eyebrows. His lips are very tight, and his hand holding the kitchen knife is very hard.
His mood seems to be very unstable now. Chu Jinran looks at him and says seriously: "I'm not kidding. I sincerely wish you happiness. I hope you can find your own happiness." Chu Jinran said seriously, but her words left deep pain in Yu Beibei's heart.