She doesn't like him, even if she doesn't accept him, can't he support her and help him silently? Does she have to push him away? Does she have to give him to another woman? Does he have no place in her heart?
"Chu Jinran, I don't believe you don't understand me. I'm a man of love. I think you know who it is." Yu Beibei says that his eyes are tightly fixed on Chu Jinran's eyes. His eyes seem to be able to penetrate the light. His eyes are sharp, as if they can penetrate her surface and see through her soul. Chu Jinran is a little uncomfortable when he stares at her.
"I don't understand what you mean." She said, turning her head, she didn't want to look into his eyes. There was so much affection in his eyes that she didn't dare to look at him.
"Chu Jinran, do you still want to pretend to be stupid?" Yu Beibei puts down the knife in his hand. His hands imprison her shoulders, forcing her eyes to look at him. "I don't believe you don't understand how I feel about you."
The atmosphere is more and more strange. Chu Jinran regrets that she shouldn't start this topic. Now she just wants to run away quickly. She struggles, but is caught dead by Yu Beibei.
"Chu Jinran, don't pretend to be stupid any more. If you continue to pretend to be stupid, I will make it clear to you today. Chu Jinran, I love you." He looked her in the eye and said seriously.
Chu Jinran was stunned. She didn't expect that he would speak so frankly, which caught her off guard. She didn't know how to react.
"You..."
"Chu Jinran, I know that up to now, although you have forgotten the pain, you still can't forget that person in your heart. I know that the person you love is him, not me, but I'm willing to wait for you." Yu North's facial expression lets Chu brocade however stay, Leng Leng of looking at him.
"All along, I am so good to you, in fact, not to be able to make you moved to accompany you, because every time I see you in trouble, my heart will always be inexplicable pain, you look so weak, weak let me want to protect you very much, but you are very strong, in fact, you don't need my protection can also live very well." He looked at her.
"But if I can't see you, my heart will be very flustered. It seems that in the busy and complicated days, only when I see your smile can my mood calm down, and only you can make me feel warm, you know? I really love you. It hurts to see you hurt by Lu chennian and Nian Shiya. "
Referring to the past, Chu Jinran's heart also hurts.
"I know that you may not be able to accept me now, because you have just come out of that sadness, but I am really willing to wait for you. Are you willing to give me a chance to be with you?" Yu Beibei said.
Chu Jinran was shocked by his long confession. She looked at him and tried to read the joke from his eyes, but no, his eyes were firm and serious.
Chu Jinran thought about how to say something that didn't make him sad. After a long time, Yu Beibei's expression changed from expectation to panic, and finally to fear. She finally spoke.
"Northward, you know, I don't deserve you. You are such an excellent person. You have such a successful career at a young age. You are gentle, talented, rigorous, meticulous, considerate and caring. It seems that all the advantages of a good man are possessed by you. You can find a good woman with your conditions." She said.
"I'm just a single mother, a helpless, abandoned woman. You should find a daughter who is worthy of you, not me." Chu Jinran said.
"I don't want anyone else. I've loved you for so long. Don't you understand what I think of you all the time?" He had some heartache. It turned out that his love for so many years had not left any impression in her heart.
"When you didn't divorce Lu chennian, I fell in love with you, but at that time you were someone else's wife, so I can't destroy your marriage, but now he has hurt you and you are divorced. I hope you will give me the rest of your life, and I will be good to you." He promised.
"I don't want to think about it now. There is only one in my life. Now I just want to raise the only one well. Even if I don't fall in love or get married all my life, as long as I have one, I will be satisfied." Chu Jinran said.
"But the only one is still so small, he also needs his father. He can't enjoy his father's love all his life. Life without father's love will not be complete. You know I like the only one very much. I will love him as my own child. If you agree, I won't tell the only one. I'm not his own father." Yu Beibei said.
Chu Jinran looked at him, his eyes are deep affection, and firm earnest, she really worth him to do so?
"I'm not worth it." She said, "I don't deserve you to pay so much. I know that maybe I've really troubled you a lot. When I came to France, I was unaccompanied. You always helped me. If I didn't have you, maybe I would live in a mess now." She said, "I really appreciate you, just..."
Yu Beibei has been helping her so much. If she refuses, she really can't say it, but she really doesn't want to delay him.Yu looked at her in the north, feeling a little uncomfortable. He was afraid that if he pressed on like this, he would get the answer he didn't want to face. He could only say.
"If you don't think about it now, can you think about it? Don't rush to answer me. When you think about it, tell me. One year, two years. If you don't think about it well within a few years, I will wait for you all the time. Even if you don't think about it well all your life, I will wait for you all your life." He said.
He turned around, picked up the kitchen knife again and cut vegetables on the chopping board. Looking at his busy figure, Chu Jinran fell into meditation. Why is he so persistent?
This kind of him, really let her some distressed, Yu Beibei in her eyes, always have a clear mind, he is always a very confident look, elegant and gentleman, his mood will never be exposed, the more he is so gentle, gentle temperament, just like the Pearl sent out that kind of rich luster, mellow temperament.
But now he looked at her eyes even hidden humble, has always been self-confident when he talked with her has become not self-confident, and, in the face of her subtle refusal, he was anxious like a child, completely not the usual kind of calm, calm feeling.
In front of her, he also became a naive big boy, even some inexplicable lovely.
Chu Jinran kept silent and continued to fight for him. She only hoped that he could change his mind, and then went to find a girl who really loved him and had a vigorous love affair. Then she happily entered the palace of marriage, dressed in a handsome suit and stood at the end of the red carpet to meet his beautiful bride.
She also hopes that in a few years, he will lead a beautiful and gentle woman and a beautiful baby for a happy walk on the grass in the sun.
She hopes that they will be friends and witness his happiness. Maybe they will be in laws.
She only hopes that they can be friends, because she knows his happiness she can't give.
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Lu chennian has been frantically searching for clues. He really wants to know who the woman mentioned by Nian Shiya and Xu Yuanyu is.
Tell him directly that this woman must be very important to him. In the small part of his lost memory, this woman may occupy a large part.
He began to look for the man who investigated for him, but the man seems to have evaporated recently. Since last time he appeared at his home inexplicably and told him an earth shaking secret, he has disappeared and never appeared again.
After being monitored that time, his mobile phone number and all his contact information were changed, and for the sake of insurance, he didn't tell him his new contact information. Now he can't contact him at all, so he can only wait in silence.
Lu chennian had never been so anxious. He wanted the man to show up immediately and tell him all the truth.
Nian Shiya is still pestering to find him every day. From the company to her home, wherever he goes, she follows him, and she vows to follow him forever.
Lu chennian is very helpless, for Nian Shiya, he just spent all his life patience, he has no feelings for her.
He didn't love her before, but she was very kind to him, so he still felt grateful. Now looking at her, his heart was full of disgust.
But Nian Shiya seems to be crazy. She seems to be determined to entangle with him to the end.
Lu chennian had no choice but to hold a press conference on his own.
A lot of media came to the press conference on that day. After all, Lu chennian, President Lu, is a man of the moment in the business world. He is always mysterious. He is rarely photographed in comments or interviewed. Many media tried their best to track him, but failed to take any useful photos.
Today, he suddenly and automatically appeared in front of the media to hold a press conference, which surprised all journalists and made them curious.
He is wearing a stiff suit, which shows that he is tall and big. He walks up with elegant steps, and the whole person exudes aristocratic light under the camera.
Many media have not seen Lu chennian very much. The main reason is that he is really low-key and rarely appears in front of the public. Most media have seen him for the first time. I didn't expect that this man of the moment in the business world is so handsome.
He is very young, less than 30 years old. He is very tall, about 1.85 meters in height. He has deep outline, thick eyebrows, deep eyes, like a vast ocean in it. His nose is tall, his lips are thin and beautiful, and his black hair is like soft silk. He sits there, his whole body exudes a noble atmosphere.
It turns out that a person can look like a work of art. When he sits there, everything seems to be static, and the people under the stage hold their breath for fear of destroying this beautiful picture.