Nian Shiya has been in a muddle. He has locked himself in the door for many days.
Her mood has been very low all the time. Since the moment when Lu chennian announced that they had broken their engagement at the news conference, and since she saw what Lu chennian said at the news conference on TV, newspapers and Internet headlines, her heart has died.
She had never been so desperate. From that moment on, she knew that she and Lu chennian could never be together again.
He didn't give her any affection. He abandoned her directly in front of so many people. He obviously didn't pay attention to her. It turned out that after so long, he didn't have her place in his heart at all.
She did not eat or drink for many days, the whole person more and more haggard, originally very thin body has become more skinny.
Nianmu is really distressed. She carries a bowl of noodles and a glass of milk and knocks at nianshiya's door. "Shiya, can you come out and have some dinner? You haven't eaten for many days, so your body can't stand it. Mom has made you your favorite spring noodles. I'll send them to you. Will you open the door and have some? "
Nian Shiya's eyes have swollen like a red peach. The beautiful big eyes have disappeared. These days, she washed her face with tears every day, crying in despair, like a child.
Every day she lay in bed and cried, waking up and crying, almost day and night upside down.
It's like even the air in the room is filled with the smell of despair.
Nianmu patted the door at the door, "Shiya, open the door, OK? Mom is really worried about you. Don't torture mom like this, OK Nianmu is about to cry.
"Mom, I'm not hungry. You can eat." Nian Shiya's voice has been hoarse, like a handful of sand in his voice.
Her voice has been crying hoarse, her hair is dishevelled, and she hasn't bathed for several days. Now she has no mind to take care of her image. The pain of losing love is far more important than the beauty and ugliness in appearance.
I remember that before she left the entertainment industry, when she was still a popular female star, she was as beautiful as a picture on the screen,
with long hair and shawl, delicate makeup and facial features, just like an exquisite Barbie doll.
Her figure is concave and convex. As a female star, if she keeps her figure all the time, in order to keep her figure, she almost never eats meat. Every time she has a meal, she eats very little staple food. She is mostly vegetarian. When there are large-scale activities or filming, she almost never eats much and only eats a little fruit every day.
As long as she goes out, she has exquisite makeup, so the media has never photographed her appearance.
A woman who used to live so exquisitely has turned into this.
Her hair is disheveled like straw, her face is yellow, her lips are pale, her cheekbones are high and exhale, her eyes are dim, and her black circles are like a panda. Her eyes are red and swollen, and she looks very embarrassed.
If she goes out at this time, even if she is walking on the most prosperous and crowded street, no one will necessarily recognize her as Nian Shiya, the once popular female star.
When Nian's mother saw that her daughter still didn't eat or drink, her heart was very distressed.
"My daughter, even if you are in a bad mood, would you like to eat? Don't let mom worry. Please, have something to eat. You'll soon collapse like this. " Nian's mother's voice has been filled with tears.
"Mom, you don't have to worry about me. Go to dinner. I'm in a bad mood. I really can't eat. When I'm in a good mood, I'll go out and find something to eat myself, OK? Then you can make me what I like. " Nian Shiya said.
"Honey, will you open the door? Let mother in, mother is really worried about you, even if there is any difficulty, even if there is any pain, let mother accompany you? At least mom can share some of your sadness Nianmu said.
She has not been out of this room for several days and nights, which makes her as a mother really worried about what stupid things she would do in it.
"Mom, I want to be alone." Nian Shiya said.
"At least you have something to eat, please. Open the door, baby. At least you can let mom rest assured, OK? Let mom look at you, just one. " Nianmu said.
When Nian Shiya saw that her mother was so worried, she really didn't want to see anyone, but she didn't want her mother to be so sad.
Nian Shiya dragged her heavy body out of bed. She didn't eat for several days, which made her very weak. Every step on the floor seemed to float lightly in the air, and it was as heavy as a heavy stone on her body. She staggered to the door and opened the door.
What a scene nianmu saw! She used to be a beautiful and spiritual daughter, but now she is extremely haggard.
Usually, she loves beauty most. Her hair is always perfect, and her face is always wearing delicate makeup. But now she looks like a beggar.
She could hardly recognize it. It was her daughter.
At ordinary times, Nian Shiya likes to be clean most. She takes a bath and washes her hair every day. She has a serious habit of cleanliness. The room must be neat and her body always exudes charming fragrance. It seems that she has never been unclean.But is the woman in front of her still her clean daughter?
Her hair is messy and tangled like a knot. She hasn't washed it for several days. Her clothes are very dirty. Her body smells of sweat. She doesn't have the usual charming aroma.
How could Nian Shiya not take a bath for several days in such a hot summer?
Is this still her daughter?
Nianmu almost didn't recognize it. How did she become like this?
There was a faint sense of pain in her heart. Nian's mother even began to regret why she didn't prevent Nian Shiya from getting engaged to Lu chennian, why she didn't prevent her from sinking deeper and deeper into Lu chennian. Her daughter, her beautiful daughter, had become like this.
"Poetic elegance." Nianshiya's mother was surprised to grow up, and then cried sadly. She seemed to be a teenager in an instant. In nianshiya's eyes, her mother was always elegant and noble. She was meticulous and down-to-earth in doing everything, and never showed any emotion.
But now she is crying like a little girl, very sad.
Her tears hurt her daughter.
"Mom, will you stop crying?" Nian Shiya goes to her mother and gently wipes her tears. When did her mother cry like this?
Nian's mother couldn't stop her tears. She didn't want Nian Shiya to worry, but she couldn't stop her tears at all.
It pains her to think that her daughter has been hurt by a man.
She put a bowl of noodles and milk on the floor, released her hand and held Nian Shiya. This is her only daughter. She is her world. How can she allow another man to hurt her like this? Growing up, she was not willing to beat her, scold her, see her sad, see her cry, her heart is like a knife cut.
How can she treat her daughter like a baby so worthless in other people's eyes?
"Shiya, how did you become like this? My mother is very distressed, do you know? " Nian's mother held Nian Shiya in her arms and her crying eyes were red.
"Mom, I'm sorry. I worried you." Nian Shiya said.
"Baby, mom told you that man is really not suitable for you. He won't be happy with him. He doesn't love you at all. Will you give up on him? Back to your mother's arms, even if you don't get married all your life, you will always be your mother's little princess. Your mother can support you all your life. Don't cry for other men, OK? " Nianmu said with heartache.
"Mom, I really like him, but why is my contribution so worthless in his eyes? No matter how much I do, he can't see that I'm a little good? " Nian Shiya cried. She didn't know what she had done wrong, why she had paid so long, and still didn't pay back at all.
"Baby, don't be sad for someone who doesn't matter. Cheer up. You'll always be a good baby for mom." Nianmu said.
Nian Shiya's tears came down again. She shook her head desperately and said, "no, mom, I don't want to. I don't want to forget him. I've loved him for so many years. How can I forget him if I forget?"
"But if you keep it in mind, it will only be painful. As long as you forget it, you will be happy in the future." Nianmu said.
"I don't want to. This is my love for such a long time. This is my memory for such a long time. Even if it hurts for a lifetime, I don't want to forget him." On the elegance of Nian poetry.
"Mom, I believe he must still love me. It's just because I made him angry. I lied to him and he was angry with me. That's why he did it. I believe if I treat him well all the time, I can still save him, right?" Nian Shiya said.
"No, baby, you should let go now. You can't be so persistent any more. If you persist any more, you will never get happiness." Nianmu persuades.
But crazy Nian Shiya, now she can't listen to anything, she just blindly follow her heart, she thinks she is not reconciled, she loves him, so she can't let go.
Now he just unilaterally rescinds the engagement, he is not married, even if he married Chu Jinran before, she still does not break them up, she must have a chance, as long as she is still alive, she will try her best to stand beside him!
"Ma, I must have him! From small to large, I want nothing, I do not believe this time, God will not help me, I have paid so much effort, I believe that someone can see! I believe we are going to be together soon. " Nian Shiya is crazy.
She has been persistent no reason, for love, she has become a madman.
"You can't hurt yourself so much, baby." Nian's mother tried to persuade her.