"I don't want to hear that. You don't understand how much I love Chen Nian! I've loved him for so long. I've given him all my patience since I was so old, but he didn't respond to me at all. But I don't believe that if he doesn't love me, I will be happy! "
With that, she turned into the room and forced the door shut.
The new year's mother looked at the door of the closed room, her heart is sour pain, how can her daughter become like this?
She knocked hard on the door, the heart seems to be dripping blood, "baby, do you open the door well, you listen to your mother tell you, you will not be happy like this, don't be persistent!"
But Nian Shiya in the room can't hear any words at all. She is extremely persistent now.
Nian's mother was crying at the door. Why did her daughter become like this? What kind of evil did she do? Her whole life has been developing smoothly without any setbacks. Why is her daughter not like this?
As parents, she and her new year's father, the biggest wish is to let their daughter live a smooth life, no matter what happens, they both want to carry it for her, because they are reluctant to let her suffer a little bit, as long as they make her happy, they will be happy.
But as Nian Shiya grows up, they realize that sometimes their parents really can't help, and they still need to face the real things themselves. But now Nian Shiya has no ability to think independently, and her mind is too immature.
From childhood to adulthood, her parents arranged everything, and she could hardly handle anything independently.
Nien's mother regretted that if she had educated Nien Shiya well, would it not be like this today? She felt that the three concepts of Nien Shiya were not right now. She was too persistent and wanted to fight for the impossible.
Maybe from small to large, they will meet the requirements of what she wants, so she thinks that as long as she wants, she must get it.
It's just that the current feelings can't be forced at all.
She cried at the door for a long time, but there was no movement in Nian Shiya's room. Nian's mother had to leave tears and put the noodles and milk there.
The new year's mother had to continue to say, "baby, the food my mother put at the door for you. If you are hungry, will you come out to eat?"? If you feel cold, just tell the housekeeper and ask him to heat you up or ask your mother to take good care of yourself. Don't be hungry. Don't let your mother worry so much, OK? " There was still no movement in the room. Nianmu left helplessly.
And Nian Shiya, at this moment, she is looking at her mobile phone in the room. Recently, all kinds of news headlines are about her and Lu chennian. Looking at the eye-catching topics on the news, she is in agony.
The worst thing is that Lu chennian almost knows the existence of Chu Jinran now. Does that mean that he has all recovered his memory? Does it mean he already knows about the past? Then she won't have a chance in the future?
There are many feelings in my heart. It seems that there is a knife in the softest part of my heart. The knife cuts her heart.
Of course, she remembers how Lu chennian was infatuated with Chu Jinran. She has known him for so long, and she has loved him for so long. Her focus is almost on him. Of course, she knows that as long as Chu Jinran is there, Lu chennian can't see anyone else.
He looked at her eyes are always so focused, it seems that all the love in life are poured into that gentle eyes, that is what she saw him like this gentle.
At ordinary times, he always has a cold face, very serious appearance, and never smiles at anyone. It seems that there is always a cold light in his eyes, which makes cold people tremble.
But in the face of Chu Jinran, it's different. He always looks at Chu Jinran with gentle eyes. Although he usually pretends to be indifferent, anyone can see how sincere his heart is to Chu Jinran.
At that time, she was deeply envious of her. She was envious that she had robbed Lu chennian of all her love and all her eyes. She even felt that it was unfair. She was better than her at any point. Why couldn't she get Lu chennian's love?
She also hopes that one day Lu chennian can look at her with that kind of gentle eyes, and she also hopes to become the heroine in his world.
But now that Lu chennian remembers everything, she has no chance.
But she will not give up, she forced Chu Jinran, now she can also let Chu Jinran back.
She won't let anyone take him. She is the only one who can stay with him. No one can.
……
Nian's father has terminated all business cooperation with Lu's family, because Lu chennian's work has made the family lose face. Most importantly, he has hurt his baby daughter's heart. How can he not be angry!
Lu chennian doesn't care either. His family has so many industries. Although their divestment will cost them a lot of business, he doesn't care about them. It's just a drop in the bucket for them to be enterprises.
His most concern now is to find Chu Jinran. Since he knew that Chu Jinran was his ex-wife, he wanted to find her very much. He didn't want to wait for a moment, but he didn't hear from her at all.Inexplicably, when he thought of her, his heart would hurt. Although he couldn't remember anything about the past, the feeling that she left in his heart still existed. When he thought of her, his heart would jump wildly. It seemed that there was a strange feeling hovering in his mind.
He must have loved her very much before, he thought. Otherwise, even if he didn't recover his memory, his heart would ache when he thought of her or saw their wedding photos?
He waited for a few days, but he still didn't find any information. He couldn't sit still any more. He had to let himself recover his memory and remember what happened in the past. This was the best way.
He returned home, looking for every corner of the house, trying to find any evidence that Chu Jinran had left here before, but there was nothing.
He rummaged all over the house, even under the bed, but there was nothing, as if the woman had never been here.
Later he went to ask his friends, but they all said they didn't know, no one knew about Chu Jinran.
Lu chennian had no choice but to drive to the hospital.
This is the place he didn't want to come to. Once he had a car accident and lay here for half a year, he almost had a shadow over here. He never wanted to come back here, but now he has no other place to recover his memory except here.
He hung up the number of brain department and psychiatry department and explained his situation to the doctor very carefully.
But his condition is too serious. The blood clot in his brain oppresses the nerves and causes amnesia. The doctor says that now, in addition to the way of hitting his head hard, he can only walk the road and do what he did in the past to help his memory recover.
Because hard hitting on the head can force the blood clots in the brain to disperse, in addition to restoring the lost memory.
The repetition of the past is a wake-up of the deep memory in the brain, which makes it easier to recall the past.
Now there is no better way than to watch him recover.
Lu chennian came out of the hospital frowning. Now he's really helpless. He doesn't know what happened in the past. How can he do the same thing as before?
Is there only one way?
Lu chennian hesitated. Even when he was about to make a big decision in his heart, the telephone rang suddenly.
He picked up the phone and heard a familiar and strange voice: "Hello, Lu chennian?"
Lu chennian is like catching a life-saving straw at the moment. This guy finally calls him. The last time he left his home, he seems to have disappeared. He ate a lot of fruit in his home and left. It's like coming to his home to cheat him.
"You also know how long it's been since you called me. Have you evaporated? I'm looking for you to work for me. That's how you work. You won't play, will you? " Lu chennian complained, "really, you are just unreliable!"
The man listened to his words and felt very funny, "ha ha, I'm not reliable! Well, I won't tell you anything I find out today. " I'm going to hang up.
Lu chennian said: "I'm wrong. Don't hang up. You're reliable. OK, what did you find? Tell me quickly
"Well, now I'm begging. I want to hear what I've said. Didn't you just say that I'm unreliable? I don't think I'm reliable. You can't listen to my news. " The man is as proud as a child.
"Well, I shouldn't say that about you. If you have anything to do, just say it. I'm really worried now. I believe you've seen my news these two days." Lu chennian said.
"Well, of course, I've seen your news all over the city. Young Master Lu, you're really cruel. Miss Nian is very kind to you. Although she cheated you, calculated you and sent someone to watch you, they are beautiful at least. Although they have no moral character, they have a face. Why don't they cherish it?"
The man said, "I think you are very decisive. You directly announced the termination of the engagement. I think Miss Nian is going crazy."
Lu chennian said helplessly: "don't tease me. I'm upset about this. I can't find Chu Jinran. Nian Shiya has been pestering me all the time. I'm really upset recently."
"If you have any news, please tell me. Don't change the subject here." Lu chennian said.
"Well, you have to be ready." The man said mysteriously.
"Well, I don't think you're selling. You don't feel well." Lu chennian had no choice but to feel nervous.