Dad never cares about them. She must be very sad by herself.
But mother still insisted, because she loves them, they are her children, no matter how hard she is, she has to accompany them.
After giving birth to the only one, she began to understand her mother's mood more. He believed that at that time, the three of them should be the spiritual support of her mother.
Just like at that time, she was hurt by Lu chennian and Nian Shiya. The only thing that could keep her going was the baby in her stomach. When she thought that she was a mother and she had a baby in her stomach, she felt that she was full of responsibility. Even for the sake of the baby in her stomach, she had to keep going.
It was this belief that supported her and gave birth to the only one. Otherwise, she didn't know whether she could hold on.
Maybe she has given up the idea of living long ago. In fact, mother is a very powerful creature. Once she becomes a mother, she is not afraid of anything else as long as it is for her children.
She still miss her mother, but she can understand her better.
"Don't worry, mom. I live very well here. Now I have a son. He's called only one. He's very lovely and obedient. I'm very happy now. Mom, can you hear me? From now on, you don't have to worry about me any more. I'll try my best to live for you and the only one. " Chu Jinran said softly.
She looked up at the sky as if she could see her mother.
Finally, Chu Jinran arrives at home. It's not as bad as she imagined. Yu Beibei handles it well. After drinking milk, the only one has fallen asleep quietly.
When she got home, Yu was scrubbing the only bottle she had ever drunk in the kitchen.
"The only one?" Chu Jinran asked, this is what she is most concerned about now.
"In the bedroom, I just drank milk and fell asleep." Yu Beibei replied.
Chu Jinran took off his coat and put it on the hanger. He crept over, opened the door of the bedroom and poked his head in. He saw that the only one was sleeping on the bed with a blanket. His mouth was still murmuring, as if he was eating something delicious.
Chu Jinran's heart is soft. Her heart has been hanging all day. She seems to put it down when she sees the only moment. As long as she sees him, she seems to be full of security.
She went out gently, gently brought the door, looked at the kitchen is busy, she laughed, "how? Do you feel tired with the only day? "
Yu North helplessly looked at her, "tired, really tired, the original with children so tired, more difficult than work." Yu Beibei said that although he dealt with it well, he was really inexperienced and almost in a hurry to take care of such a small pea. Fortunately, the only child who was obedient and sensible would never cry. Otherwise, he would be really busy.
Looking at Yu Beisheng's loveless appearance, Chu Jinran smiles, "is that exaggeration? I feel that the only one is very obedient. It's very easy to take care of the only one. "
Yu Beibei said, "where is it easy? It's not easy at all. Now I know how tired you are. "
Chu Jinran laughs. It's really funny. On weekdays, no matter how difficult the business is, he can easily negotiate. Almost all the people who cooperate with him in business are willing to work for him. He's a very smart businessman. He can do such a good job in such difficult things. Can he just look at a baby and make him like this?
Looking at Yu Beibei's embarrassed appearance, she wanted to laugh, "you are so smart, there are things you can't do."
"Please, I'm not a God. There are many things I can't do and don't understand in the world." Yu Beibei said.
Like her heart, he has made so much effort, why can't he get it?
Chu Jinran asked: "very tired?"
Yu nodded to the north, he really looked very tired, like the state after staying up late and working overtime.
"I'll cook dinner today. You go to the living room and have a rest." Chu Jinran said.
"Good." Yu Beibei said that Chu Jinran's cooking is also delicious. Today he has a good mouth.
Chu Jinran put on his apron and was busy in the kitchen. Yu Beifang started watching TV in the living room, but he didn't find anything to watch. Bored, he came to the kitchen to watch Chu Jinran cook.
Her slender body is wearing a wide apron, and her black hair is tied to the back of her head with a rubber band, which is different from the usual long hair. With a low ponytail, she looks small, gentle and lovely. She is wearing lovely pink slippers on her feet. Her skin is white, and her face is not applied. In the setting sun, she can't move her eyes.
She looks so virtuous in cooking. She is as beautiful as a person who comes out of a painting. He suddenly feels that she is more beautiful than usual.
Now the scene is like, he is the husband who comes home late from work, waiting for his beautiful wife to cook him a delicious dinner.
If only this scene could be real, he hoped that one day Chu Jinran would become his wife, and then he could see her busy figure in the kitchen every day after work. This feeling was really happy.He gradually see God, Chu Jinran cooking in the kitchen, looking back to see Yu North has been staring at her at the door, she asked some doubts: "what are you looking at? Why don't you go to the living room and watch TV? "
"Today's TV program is boring and nothing interesting, so I want to watch you cook here." Yu Beibei said.
Chu Jinran didn't feel it. Yu was still busy cooking in the kitchen. She was chatting with him, "is the only water for drinking vitamins today?"
"Yes, as you said, I fed him twice." Yu Beibei said.
"Yes, Mr. Yu. You have the potential to be a super dad." Chu Jinran joked that she was still busy. The oil was hot and she was about to put the vegetables into the pot.
"Why don't you think about me and let me be the only father?" Yu asked suddenly.
Chu Jinran didn't expect that he would say that. He was surprised. His hands slipped and all the vegetables fell into the pot. The oil splashed on her hands, which made her "hiss" with pain.
Yu Beibei didn't expect that her words shocked her to such an extent. Looking at her burning in pain, he walked over and grabbed her hand. Before she could react, he put her hand under the tap. The tap turned on, and the cold water ran down her fingers. For a moment, her hot arm splashed with oil seemed good Too much.
The atmosphere suddenly became strange, and both of them were embarrassed and silent. There was only the sound of water flowing in the kitchen.
Chu Jinran didn't expect that she and Yu Beibei get along with each other and jump to this topic. Can't they avoid this topic?
Yu Beibei did not expect that he would make two people so embarrassed when he mentioned this topic.
Two people were silent for a long time, or Yu Bei first broke the calm, "your hand still hurt?"
Chu Jinran shook his head and didn't speak. The atmosphere became more and more strange.
"It doesn't hurt. That's good." Yu Xiangbei turned off the tap, looked at her hand and said, "fortunately, the heat is not serious, there is no blistering. It's just a little red. I'll apply some ointment later and it will be ready tomorrow. "
Chu Jinran's hand is tightly clenched by his rough big hand. She is a little uneasy. She finds a gap and pulls back her hand.
Yu Beibei is also embarrassed, but he thinks that this problem must be faced directly, and he can't escape any more. If he escapes any more, he can't explain this problem to Chu Jinran in his life.
"Have you considered the proposal I just made?" Yu asked.
Chu Jinran was stunned. She was almost out of breath because of the questions she had just asked. How could he come back to this topic now? She thought that he would not mention this question at least for the time being.
She didn't know how to answer, so she stood there in embarrassment.
Yu Beibei grabs her shoulder with both hands, serious in her eyes, "will you stay with me? Try to love me and I will give you happiness. "
Chu Jinran brain in a blank, sudden confession, let her don't know how to answer.
In fact, it was unexpected. The last time he told her, she didn't think about it clearly, but now she still doesn't think about it clearly. Yu Beibei was really good to her, but she didn't feel that kind of love for him in her heart.
In fact, to be honest, Yu Beibei is really good, so good that she has no way to return.
He has always been around to take care of her and help her. If he didn't agree to her life, he would be moved? Can she really take herself as a gift of thanks?
Chu Jinran doesn't want to, but she really can't refuse.
God, why do you make her think these questions at such a time?
Chu Jinran is not a decisive person. When she encounters problems that can't be solved, her first thought is to escape.
Just like now, Yu Beibei is holding her shoulders in both hands and seriously wants an answer. However, she embarrassedly points to the pot on the stove and says: "food It's going to burn... "
With that, she broke away from Yu Bei's hands and ran to the front of the stove to turn over the dishes in the frying pan.
In his helplessness, he felt a slight sadness in his heart.
Why is she always running away from him? He knew she didn't have him in her heart, but couldn't she even try? If it's not suitable, or she finds that after getting along with him, she still can't fall in love with him, he will be an ordinary friend beside her, and no longer have any indiscreet thoughts about her.
But if you don't give him such a chance, you will eliminate him, which makes him feel unfair. At least give him and herself a chance.
But Chu Jinran's escape makes him have no way. He can't force her to face this kind of problem directly. He can only let her think clearly. But with her character, I'm afraid she will have to wait a long time to think clearly.