Chapter 255

He has worked hard for so long and used so many methods to retrieve half of his memory.

He thought that when the hypnotist came back from abroad and hypnotized him for the next few times, he could recover all his lost memories.

At that time, his life will no longer be vacant. He will be a complete person, not a person who has no past.

At that time, he can think of what Chu Jinran left him for, and he can go to Chu Jinran. Maybe their love will turn for the better, and maybe he can save her again.

But now, just because of the absurd accident at the dinner party, he and Chu Jinran are really no longer possible.

He has already had a relationship with Nian Shiya. If Nian Shiya thinks about it well and really chooses to let him be responsible, he will become Nian Shiya's boyfriend.

It won't even be long before Xu Yuanyu and the new year's family ask for engagement and marriage.

At that time, he and Chu Jinran, really no longer possible.

Lu chennian felt bitter as if he had eaten Coptis.

He didn't know why things would be like this. Before it was clear, everything was fine. It seemed that everything was going smoothly a few days ago.

At that time, he never thought that he would have such a day.

His heart is so stuffy that he doesn't want to go to the company or go home now. He just wants to walk around by himself.

He is like a wandering soul walking alone in the street, surrounded by people in a hurry. It seems that everyone is busy, and everyone in the street has numbness in their eyes, as if they are overwhelmed by this fast-paced life.

Everyone has the bitterness unknown to everyone. Human beings are not born to be smooth in this world. Everyone will experience many difficulties in his life, but what can he do? Some difficulties, which can not be avoided at all, can only be faced with.

Like Lu chennian now.

He wanders alone, through the streets and lanes, through the dim lights. I don't know how long he has been walking, but when he looks up, he finds that he has gone to the park where he dated Chu Jinran.

He felt a little uncomfortable in his heart. In fact, he recalled a lot of things these days.

When he and Chu Jinran were still together, they dated, they traveled, and they went to many places.

After he regained his memory, he walked through these places one by one, as if to commemorate his short-term feelings and the most important person in his heart.

It's just that there are beautiful lakes, majestic mountains, lively and leisure business circles, elegant and leisurely cafes

They have been to too many places, many scenery is better than here, sentiment is more romantic than here.

But for such a long time, what impressed him most was the park. I don't know why, he has been to the park many times, especially the place under the big tree.

That is the place where he and Chu Jinran left happiness and laughter.

Every time he thought about her, he would come here, as if it could make him recall their happy time in detail.

May be lost after you know to cherish it, Lu chennian now really hope Chu Jinran on his side, if she is on his side, that's good.

If she is willing to come back and give him another chance, he will cherish her. Although he can't remember why she left him, he knows that there must be some contradictions between them. If God gives him another chance to retrieve her, he will solve these contradictions with his heart.

He will pay a thousand times a hundred times patience to treat this feeling, if there is a chance to let him and her live together again, if there is a chance to let them be husband and wife again, he will cherish her.

But there is no if in the world.

These beautiful ideas are just things that live in imagination.

No matter how painful his heart is, none of these things will come true.

Lu chennian sighed deeply that there are few people in the park today, probably because the weather is not so good. The sky is gloomy, as if it is going to rain. Just like his mood, there will never be sunshine. Maybe from now on, his heart will never be full of sunshine, because he seems to miss her in his life.

Lu chennian walked silently in the park. The pain of his heart didn't abate at all. On the contrary, it became heavier.

Before he knew it, he came to the big tree again.

Today, the atmosphere of the park seems very strange. There are always many butterflies and bees flying around the fragrant flowers.

There are always chirping birds in the tree, just like wonderful music, which makes people relaxed and happy.

But it seems that there are very few bees and butterflies in the flower beds today. I don't know what happened. It's Midsummer and it's not cold at all. Where are the bees and butterflies?

Today's birds seem to be in a bad mood. When they walk through one forest after another, they seldom hear the sound of birds.Maybe today, bees, butterflies and birds all recognized the sadness in his heart. They didn't want to disturb him and wanted him to be alone. With luxuriant foliage,

sighed as like as two peas.

Only now he is left here alone, remembering the beauty of that year, secretly grieving that the woman who once accompanied him is gone, and it is very likely that he will never see her again in his life.

Just think of these, his heart is inexplicably pain into a ball.

Love is really a painful thing. Once you fall in love with someone, even when you think of her, your breath is painful.

Lu chennian is standing under the tree. At this moment, he deeply feels lonely. It's not only his loneliness, but also his psychological loneliness.

No one seems to understand his pain now.

……

After Lin zhe left Lu chennian's home, he seemed to live a peaceful life.

His subordinates are also very happy because the boss can come back. The boss has been away for a while. In recent months, they don't know what to do every day. Usually, the boss gives them tasks, so they know what to do. Since they become the boss's subordinates, they live like this almost every day.

But the boss suddenly disappeared for several months because of his own affairs. They had no leader and could only wait for the boss to come back almost every day.

Now that the boss has finally come back, they are cheering.

But after the boss came back, it seemed that he was not very happy every day. He was always worried about something. They didn't know what happened to the boss. They only knew that this time he left, he was looking for his brother.

Boss, it took so long to come back. I don't know if his brother has been found.

ADA was worried about Lin Zhe's sullen appearance every day, but he didn't dare to ask more questions for fear of poking the boss's pain.

But as his staff, he really didn't want to see him so unhappy every day.

After several days, he finally couldn't help it. When Lin zhe was sitting there in a daze and looking sad again, he asked, "boss, what happened in the past few months when you left? How do I feel that you are not very happy every day after you come back this time? Can you tell ADA what happened

Lin zhe Leng for a moment, he did not expect that ADA would ask him, how, it looks very unhappy? Is his unhappiness that obvious?

"What do you know? What are you talking about? What's wrong with me? I'm happy every day, OK. I'm happy to see you when I come back. Why do you ask? " Lin Zhe is incoherent. He is said to be in his heart and guilty.

"Boss, your unhappiness is very obvious, you know?" Said ADA.

"Yes Do you have any? " Lin zhe felt guilty. "What do you know?"

"Boss, I've been with you for so many years. I can see at a glance what's on your mind. You've been sad recently. There must be something in your heart. Why can't you tell me? Can't you trust ADA after all these years Said ADA.

He has been with the boss all these years. The boss is an optimistic and positive person. No matter what difficulties he encounters, he almost never sees him sullen.

But this time back, he seems to have changed a lot, every day is a pair of unhappy expression, let a person some worry.

"Boss, didn't you say that you left this time to find your brother? Have you found your brother? " ADA asked.

Lin zhe sighed, "found it."

ADA didn't understand, "but if you find your brother, why are you so unhappy? Is it your brother who is not good to you? Or because he doesn't want to recognize you? "

"Neither." Lin zhe said, "brother, he is a very good person. He is the best and kindest person I have ever met."

"Boss, does your brother know that you are his brother?" ADA asked.

"He doesn't know yet, I didn't tell him." Lin zhe said.

"Boss, why don't you say that? Don't you try every means to find him just to recognize him? Now that he has been found, why don't you tell him that you are his brother? And you've been looking for her for so many years, and it's hard to get a clue. Boss, he's your only relative in the world. " Said ADA.

Lin zhe sighed, "of course I know that he is the only relative in the world."

Lin zhe was a little dejected. The world was really unfair to him. In fact, most of him envied the pictures of other people's family reunion when he was young, but now he has no way to have these beautiful things.

Looking at Lin Zhe's sad appearance, ADA quickly comforted him: "boss, although he is the only one of your blood relatives, we are all your relatives. We will always be on your side."