Lin Zhe is a little moved. Indeed, he has experienced ups and downs over the years. These people have always been with him.
It's not easy for him to walk all the way. Without these people around him to help him and support him, he may not be where he is today. So half of his achievements today belong to these brothers.
Especially ADA, he has been with him for so many years. As long as he encounters difficulties, he will always stand up and block all the injuries in front of him.
Moreover, he has always recognized him as his boss, which has never changed. Even when he was at his worst, when other organizations bribed him with money, he never left him and betrayed him.
All along, having ADA is the luckiest thing for him.
Lin Zhe's eyes are sour. "Thank you for being with me all the time. Without you, I might not be who I am today."
ADA looks at Lin Zhe, who is the boss of his life. No matter how long it takes, he will always be with him. As long as he has difficulties, he will be the first to come forward.
Lin zhe thinks that now he should feel satisfied. There are some brothers around him who will support him at any time. He has also found his only relative in the world, his brother. In fact, fate has been very tolerant of him. He has found his brother.
Although my brother doesn't know him yet, he believes that if my brother knows that he is his own brother, he will be very happy.
Lin zhe fell into the memory. He had never seen his father since he was a child. His mother had always been with him to take care of him since he was a child. They were dependent on each other. Although life was hard, they were very happy.
He once asked his mother where his father was? Why does every other child have a father and he doesn't? He wants to have a dad, too.
But every time he said this to his mother, her expression would suddenly become very sad, like a layer of fog.
He didn't know why his mother had such an expression, but he knew that when he mentioned his father, his mother would be very unhappy.
When he was older, Lin zhe understood that as soon as he mentioned his father, his mother would be very sad. He didn't understand what happened to them, but he knew that the most important person for him now was his mother. Father was just a pronoun, a strange name that never appeared in his life.
The person who has been with him from childhood to adulthood is his mother. Now his closest relatives are also his mother, so even if he can't find his father all his life, he can't hurt his closest mother.
So since he understood this, he never mentioned his father to his mother again.
"Dad" can only exist in the dream of a false illusion, can only silently outline the shadow of dad in his heart, can only secretly imagine what he is like.
He once thought that he would be with his mother all his life and they would depend on each other all their lives. When he grew up, he would marry a virtuous wife and be filial to his mother who had worked hard all his life.
However, fate was so unfair to him. When he was 13 years old, his mother had an acute heart attack and died.
At that moment, his sky collapsed.
He always knew that his mother had heart disease, but he never thought it would be so serious.
He only knew that when he was growing up, his mother was always smiling tenderly. He wanted to run on the green grass with his mother's hand, but her mother always stopped to have a rest after a short run.
From childhood to adulthood, he knew that his mother's heart seemed not very good, but he never thought that one day heart disease would take his mother's life.
He grew up with only her family. There was no one else in his world except her. At that moment, everything seemed to crush him.
Little he was almost confused, 13 years old, just sensible, but not very mature age.
That year, he carried too much pain, lost his closest mother, he could hardly bear the pain.
All this is his young heart to bear.
Three months after his mother's death, he finally recovered from his grief.
When collecting his mother's belongings, he suddenly found an old box, which had been hidden under his mother's bed. He had never seen that box.
He didn't know why his mother would hide it secretly. Is there any secret in it that he didn't want to know? With curiosity, he carefully opened the box, the contents of the box is very simple.
A thick diary, a shabby photo, and a letter that looks very old.
The first thing Lin zhe picked up was the photo.
The picture shows a man and a woman smiling happily.
A woman's delicate young face is full of happy smile, she smiles, as if the whole world is beautiful because of her smile.The woman smiles and nestles up to the man beside her. From the smile on the woman's face, we can see that she really loves the man beside her.
This woman is his mother. She was really beautiful when she was young.
But is the man beside her his father?
The man around his mother looks heroic, and his deep facial features make him look very handsome.
Lin zhe suddenly felt that the man looked familiar, but he didn't remember where he met him, but why did he feel so familiar?
Lin zhe stares at this picture for a long time. This man should be his father. Every time he mentions it, his mother will be very sad.
Now he suddenly complained about him. For so many years, his father never appeared in his life.
From small to large, he and his mother have always depended on each other. It's really hard for his mother to pull him up. There are no other relatives around him, only his mother, but where is his father? Where is mom when she is the hardest and saddest?
He has never lived with them, and he has never even visited them once. Why? Where did he go? Why can he be so cruel and leave his wife and son behind?
He put down the picture and picked up the thick diary.
This diary has been a bit shabby, it seems that it has been some years, he gently opened it, which is her mother's beautiful handwriting.
This diary looks very thick. He roughly turned it over. This is the diary that his mother started to keep from the day he was born. She was still writing this diary until the day before his mother died a few months ago.
In the heart suddenly some slightly acerbity, he carefully gets up.
The first one was written by his mother on the day he was born.
"My baby is finally born. He is a lovely boy. He looks white and pure. He is really like me. After the baby was born, my empty heart seems to be filled. Even without him, my life is full of meaning.
Because I have a baby with me, I know that it will be very difficult for me to raise a child by myself, but when I see him, my heart is full of hope, even if I'm hard and tired all my life, I will be very happy.
When he left me, I found myself pregnant, but at that time I couldn't destroy his family. He had a beautiful wife and a lovely son.
When I was with him, he didn't tell me that he had a family. I fell in love with him hopelessly. He is really an excellent and emotional man. He is knowledgeable, gentle and romantic. He is almost the best man I have ever seen in the world.
I fell in love with him, without hesitation, I think we will eventually achieve the right result, he will marry me home.
When I first met him, I felt that he was not an ordinary person. Although my family was very ordinary, my blind and crazy love made me believe that we would achieve the right result.
But when I know that he has a family, I know that I am wrong. I don't want to destroy other people's marriage. He has a wife and a son. I really love him. But if I steal him selfishly, what should his wife and son do?
So I chose to leave in silence, but I didn't expect that soon after I left, I found that I was pregnant.
In the face of this sudden little life, I was confused and hesitated.
But I finally decided to give birth to him, because after all, he is a piece of my flesh, and also my common child with him. I am a mother, and I can't abandon my child so ruthlessly.
As it turns out, I was right. The moment he was born, I knew I was right.
He's really small and soft in his arms, which makes me feel full of strength. I hope he will be an excellent soldier and an upright and excellent person in the future. Even if there are only two of us in his life, I feel very happy.... "
Lin Zhe, 13, trembled after reading the first diary. At that time, his young heart seemed to be shocked.
He didn't know that his mother and father had such a story, and he didn't know that his mother loved his father so much.
It turned out that he was so important to his mother. It turned out that his father didn't die, but because of the family, his mother didn't have the heart to destroy it, so she left silently. Don't let her suffer so much for so many years.
He spent four days without sleep and finished reading this thick diary, which was full of love from his mother.
Almost all of them are records of his growth process, in which there are some words about his father.
But the words were really few. He could only vaguely distinguish that his father seemed to be an excellent businessman. His family should be very rich. He had a wife and a son, and lived in a city not far from their town.
After reading this diary, he really hated his father. Why didn't he tell his mother that he had a family? Why do you want to make his mother fall in love with him?It is because of his selfishness that his mother has suffered so much for many years.