At that time, he really wanted to go to the man who was his father in name immediately. He wanted to ask him why he had to treat his mother like that. However, on second thought, his mother had never gone to him for so many years. She didn't want to destroy his life.
Although he really hated his father, since his mother didn't want him to do it, he wouldn't do it.
That man really doesn't deserve to be his father. He leaves him and his mother alone. He already has a happy family, wife and children, and he has to provoke his mother.
He thinks his father is dead. He can live well without him.
For so many years, he has never had a father, and now he doesn't need one.
He had no relatives around him. When his mother gave birth to him, she left home and secretly ran here to give birth to him.
His mother's diary says that his grandmother is a very old-fashioned person and a teacher. The family must not accept that she got pregnant before she got married. That's why his mother came here to give birth to him.
He didn't know where his grandmother was, and his mother didn't mention it in her diary.
But even if he was starving now, he would not go to the man who cheated his mother's feelings.
When he was unaccompanied, it suddenly occurred to him that his mother had said that she wanted him to become a soldier.
Now that he has no relatives and doesn't know where to go, he might as well join the army. Since his mother wants him to be an excellent soldier, he will join the army.
At the age of 13, he bid farewell to his familiar place, left school, bid farewell to innocence, and entered the military camp.
In the end, he chose to become a special forces soldier, because he knew that he had to do his best, for his mother and for himself.
So he did the hardest work at the most ignorant age.
Later, he really became a special forces soldier and experienced life and death.
The special forces are the most dangerous and laborious of all arms. Every day in the barracks is a torment. Unlike the TV, many interesting things happen in the barracks. In fact, in the barracks, there is only training.
Every training is very tired, and sometimes he will face the danger of losing his life. He had to go through so hard things at a young age. At the beginning, he almost couldn't hold on many times, but he was not afraid of anything when he thought of his mother watching him in heaven.
Later, after staying in the military camp for a long time, I got used to it.
No matter how hard and tired he is, he can stick to it.
He remembers that when he was training for survival in the wild, he was in a tropical rain forest in Africa.
He and a group of his teammates were thrown into every corner of the rainforest by helicopter, and then the plane drove away. They had no guns, no food, no water, and only a knife on each person.
There are no other relief materials. It's a very primitive forest. There are all kinds of animals, all kinds of beasts, and even poisonous snakes and mosquitoes. Normal people can't stand a day in it.
It was with this knife that he lived in the rainforest for a month.
If you are hungry, you will hunt with this knife. If you are thirsty, you will try your best to find water to drink.
If he didn't have the knife, he would have died in it.
Now let him recall that month, he didn't know how he spent it. In order to survive, he had to reduce his activities to maintain his physical strength.
But also to prevent themselves from being eaten by wild animals, every day to live a life of fear.
One of his teammates was bitten by a poisonous snake when he was sleeping in a tree at night. Because the rescue was not timely, he died forever in the rainforest.
In fact, he had known for a long time that the training of special forces might lose his life, but when a comrade in arms who had been with him for several years suddenly left the world, at that moment, he really didn't understand why a good man died in a flash.
He suddenly remembered that when his mother left, he was with him the day before, and died the next day.
It turns out that human life is really fragile. When death comes, no one can change it.
That month was so hard that he almost thought he was going to die.
However, when he thought of his mother, he gritted his teeth and insisted on it. His mother said that he wanted him to be an excellent soldier, so he couldn't give up. No matter how hard it was, he must hold on.
He can't give up, let alone die, he wants to live, he wants to stick to it!
Later, a month later, he really survived. When the plane in the army appeared in the sky, he almost thought he was dreaming.
He no longer has the concept of time. After staying in an isolated place for such a long time, he has nothing to record time and can only endure a little bit.
He didn't know how long it was, only that every day was as long as a year.
In the end, he survived. That year, he was seventeen.Later, he retired and went through a lot to get to his present position.
He would never forget the hardships he had suffered in those years, the hard days, the days when he didn't know whether he would live the next day.
He was stronger and more resentful of the man who abandoned his mother.
But he can finally tell his mother in heaven with a clear conscience that he didn't let him down. He really became an excellent soldier.
Now, he's an international agent, working for the country everywhere.
At the age of 19, the average boy should have just gone through the college entrance examination. When he entered the University, it was still a beautiful time. He has experienced so much.
His youth is destined to be different from others.
He has no happy family, no rich parents, he is not qualified to enjoy life, he can only rely on his own step by step, want a good life, he must work hard.
Also, he must not let his mother down.
He thought he would live such a strong life all his life, but he suddenly heard that the man who abandoned his mother had already died a few years ago.
He never thought of this news. At that time, he was stunned for several minutes.
He is always a vague phantom in his heart. For so many years, he has been hating him in his heart, but she never thought that one day he would leave the world and really become a pronoun.
His heart faintly some pain, don't know why, he clearly hate him, because he cheated his mother's feelings, let mother a person suffered so much, mother hard to live those years, he is alive and happy life.
Although he was his father, he didn't give him anything except blood. From childhood to adulthood, he didn't enjoy his father's love, and he didn't even meet him.
So he should have no feelings for him, but he suddenly knew that after the death of the man he had been hating, he actually felt heartache.
Why? He can't say clearly himself that he should hate him. He hasn't met him. Normally, he won't have any feelings for him, but why is his heart so miserable?
He had a heartache.
Just because he's his father. So he didn't really hate him?
Lin zhe tried to suppress the pain in his heart. Now, he is an orphan.
He has no father and no mother.
He really became a homeless man.
He never thought that he hated him so much and his death would make him so miserable. Now he should have only one relative in the world, that is, the half brother he had never met.
I don't know why, Lin zhe suddenly wanted to find him, even though they had never met, even though he didn't realize that he had a brother.
This time, after his father left, he suddenly realized that he had no mother or father, and he seemed to have only one relative in the world.
So he decided to find him. In fact, it's very easy for him to find a person in his capacity. But even if he finds him now, how can he face him?
He thought a lot, and finally he decided to go to him. For a long time, the lack of family affection made him cherish it very much.
He has only one relative in the world, so he will find him anyway.
It wasn't long before he got the news that his brother was the president of a big company, Lu chennian.
He had heard the name long ago. He always knew that there was such a number one person in the business field, but he never knew that he was his brother.
It turned out that his father's surname was Lu, and he followed his mother's surname from childhood to adulthood. His mother's face was Lin Yue, so his surname was Lin.
It turns out that his brother is such a famous figure. He looked for his detailed information and spent the whole night alone in his study.
It turns out that his brother lived a well-off life from childhood. When he was a child, the Lu family was very powerful. The man who abandoned his mother was a businessman, so the family was very good.
Lin Zhe's heart is slightly bitter and astringent. He is also his son. His brother has been enjoying a life of plenty of food and clothing since he was young. He enjoys the life loved by his parents. What about him? He and his mother live in that shabby little house all the year round and live a hard life.
After mom left, he was the only one left in his life.
Over the years, what kind of life they have lived and what kind of life he has lived.
In fact, sometimes, he felt that God was really unfair. Why did a mother who was so kind-hearted suffer so much?
However, he was relieved that all this was due to the man's fault. His elder brother didn't know that he had a younger brother in the world. He believed that if his elder brother knew that there was another him in the world, he would not ignore him.He's the only relative in the world, his brother.