Chapter 301

She quietly looked at him, pale smile, "then we can still be friends..."

This is her last extravagant fantasy. She gave him up completely.

Lu chennian looked at her for a long time and nodded gently, "just think that nothing has happened."

She laughed, tears dripping from the corner of her eyes, not sure what her mood is now.

Just looking at him, she suddenly wanted to shed tears. He was her first love, and she was the first one she loved. However, they may not even have their first love, because they have always been her own unrequited love. Lu chennian has never loved her from beginning to end.

She closed her eyes and let the tears fall.

"Lu chennian." Nian Shiya closed her eyes and said, "go to find her."

She didn't know how much courage she had to muster to say such words, and he didn't know whether the numbness and sharp feeling in her heart at this moment was pain.

Just chest stuffy, like out of breath.

"What?" Lu chennian looked at Nian Shiya in shock.

Nian Shiya opened her eyes and looked at him, trying to calm the pain in her heart, "I said, you go to find Chu Jinran."

Chu Jinran

This name gave Lu chennian a sharp and brief pain in his heart.

He admitted that he had never forgotten her, but he was shocked by the dull and sharp pain in his heart. It turned out that after such a long time, she could still make his heart ache like death.

He took a deep breath: "why mention her?"

Nian Shiya shed tears: "although I really don't want to say that, I have to admit that you are the most suitable, because only when you are with her can you have that kind of happy and bright smile in your eyes. I've seen that kind of smile, but I can't give it to you, only her. Don't worry, go to her. If you love her, chase her back. "

Nian Shiya didn't know how painful her heart was when she said this. She only knew that now, she seemed to be able to bless him.

Since Chu Jinran left, Lu chennian never showed that kind of expression again.

She knew that she had driven away the smile on his face.

Lu chennian's heart is aching. How can he go after her again? She has been living a happy life with other men. If he bothers her, it would be too white.

"Forget it! Miss is miss, there is no need to chase back, she has fallen in love with others, we have been impossible When Lu chennian said this, he clearly felt that his heart was dripping blood. Drop by drop, it seemed that they were converging into a stream of pain.

Nian Shiya knows that he misunderstands Chu Jinran. He must think that Chu Jinran left because he fell in love with Yu Beibei, because those misunderstandings were directed by her.

But she, now regretted, wanted to make him happy.

"Chennian, go after her. Chu Jinran doesn't fall in love with Yu Beibei. Everything is a misunderstanding." Nian Shiya said.

Lu chennian opened his eyes wide and his deep eyes were full of shock. He looked at her in disbelief, "what do you say? How can you say that? "

Nian Shiya said goodbye. When she looked at him, she couldn't say, "chennian, I'm sorry. It's my fault. I designed to make you and Chu Jinran misunderstand."

Lu chennian is a little excited. Is there anything else he doesn't know?

"To be clear, what's the matter?" Lu chennian asked.

"Chu Jinran left because he thought you were in love with me and didn't want her anymore. She and Yu Beibei were also misunderstandings that I had been directing She didn't fall in love with Yu Beibei. Although Yu Beibei has always loved her, she has never betrayed you. " Nian Shiya said it all at once.

She didn't want to keep it from him, so she would feel more guilty.

Before she has been hindering Lu chennian and Chu Jinran, but now she understands that she is too persistent, and now she wants to let them go.

Lu chennian looked at her with shock and disbelief in his eyes.

"What you said is true..." Lu chennian's voice was trembling. His heart was deeply hit and his heart was beating wildly.

"Really, so go to her. If you still love her, go to her." Nian Shiya said.

This time she is really let go, sincerely wish he can find their own happiness.

Lu chennian inhaled deeply, feeling a little dizzy. He stood blankly, turned around and hurriedly left. But when he came to the door, he stopped, turned his head and said to her gently, "Shiya, thank you."

Then he left in a hurry, and Nian Shiya on the bed looked at his back, tears dripping.

In fact, her heart is really painful. She watched the man she loved go to find another woman. Her heart felt like it had been cut open, but she felt relieved. Without that kind of persistence, her heart was much more relaxed.He will be happy, I hope.

After Lu chennian left the ward, he drove to the airport like crazy.

He picked up the earphone and dialed the Secretary's phone. He hasn't been to the company for a while, and the Secretary didn't expect that he would call at this time.

She picked up the phone and said, "boss? Is it really you? Why did you call? What can I do for you

Lu chennian was in a hurry. "Help me book the nearest flight to Paris. Now, immediately, immediately."

"Oh Boss, I'll be right there. You Where are we now? I think you are in a hurry. Is it a business of the company? Shall I accompany you? " The Secretary asked, but she really didn't hear about the company's business trip to Paris.

"No, it's my personal business. You can book my ticket right now. The earliest flight will be sent to me by mobile phone when it arrives. Besides, I will leave China for a while recently. The company will ask you. I'll give you a raise and a promotion when I come back. " Lu chennian said.

In fact, the secretary is very conscientious. Over the years, thanks to her, the company has done a lot for the company.

The Secretary replied, "OK, president. I'll go and fix it for you right away. The job is my task. Thank you for your praise."

Hang up the phone, the Secretary's heart warm, Lu chennian to her praise, more important than anything, in fact, she likes Lu chennian for a long time, just dare not speak.

Girls in their early 20s are shy and secretive about secret love, but she doesn't have excess extravagance. She just wants to be with him and take care of the company for him.

Because she knew that she was not worthy of Lu chennian. He was so tall and excellent. As an ordinary woman, she was not qualified to be with him.

To be worthy of the general land, should be a gentle and virtuous girl.

And she, can only silently guard him, looking at him, her love, can only grow in the silent forest lily, although white, beautiful people intoxicated, but ultimately can not be found, only she a person, alone in secret love.

The secret and unspeakable romance throbbed in her young heart.

The secretary is still a very efficient and professional person. Although Lu chennian's praise made her heart beat, she spent only one or two minutes in making a first-class reservation for Lu chennian to Paris, and then sent it to Lu chennian.

She knew that all she could do was to do something for him in silence. She had no way to do anything for him.

As long as she can help him, she is the happiest.

Lu chennian flew to the airport, two hours before the nearest flight took off. He had to wait at the airport first. He called someone to drive his car away, and then he was alone at the airport waiting for the plane to take off.

The waiting time was long and anxious, and his heart seemed to have a sense of urgency and excitement, as if to burst out from the heart at any time.

He even hopes to get on the plane and see Chu Jinran immediately.

He never thought that there would be another day for them to see each other again. Before, he always thought that there would be no possibility between them. He thought that he would never have a chance to see her again in his life, but God gave him a chance.

This time he must hold her hand tightly and never let her leave him again.

Before, he was too stupid to protect her. He was too suspicious to trust her. This time, he will never lose this relationship.

With the excitement of waiting, time is always so long.

In Lu chennian's eyes, time passes very slowly. He can't wait to see the time walking slowly on the electronic clock above the airport. His heart is pulled into a ball.

Now he wants to fly to Paris.

He knew that she must have been hidden by Yu Beibei. He also thought that even if she had no feelings for Yu Beibei when she left, he had helped her so much for more than a year. Would they really develop feelings?

He was vaguely worried, but he still wanted to see it. Anyway, this time, as long as there was a glimmer of hope, he would not give up.

Because he found that he really loved her, the world without her is like losing the sunshine, no longer warm and beautiful happiness, only she can give him the feeling of love.

An hour later, as the airport reminds us, Lu chennian can't wait to get on the plane. His excitement is about to overflow.

He's finally going to see her.

This time, he would never let her go again.

……

On the sickbed, Nian Shiya quietly looks out of the window. The leaves are floating one by one. The ward is located on the third floor, not high. When there is wind, you can occasionally see a few yellow leaves blown up by the wind.

It's autumn. No wonder she can't feel the sultry atmosphere of summer even if she covers the thick quilt in the ward.How time flies! It's been so long in the twinkling of an eye.

There is crystal clear water vapor in Nian Shiya's eyes, and deep emotion flows in her eyes.

Lu chennian He is now Should have arrived at the airport

Close your eyes, let the tears in the eyes blurred into a piece, she knows, this time, he is really able to pursue their own happiness.