Chapter 311

After a few cups of wine, the pain in his heart is still not poured out, but more and more intense. Chu Jinran has been deeply imprinted in his heart. No matter how hard he tries, he can't forget her.

When he goes out of the bar, can he still pay for it without any money?

He stumbled, a person walking in the street, like a ghost in general, wandering, heart helpless.

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Chu Jinran just coaxed the only one to sleep. Recently, the only one has less and less sleep. I don't know why, he always plays tirelessly every day, like a little swallow chirping.

No matter how Chu Jinran coaxes him, he will never sleep when he is not sleepy.

Lead to Chu Jinran very tired, coax him to sleep after already exhausted.

Today is really very busy, but this kind of busy let her heart began to be a little more stable, there is no sense of panic.

Sure enough, when she got busy, she had no time to think about Lu chennian.

Since Lu chennian appeared that day, her heart has never calmed down. As long as she is free, her mind is full of him. She can't help but think about him. Inexplicably, he always appears in her heart, which makes her heart ache.

Today, when she was busy, she felt better. Inexplicably, she had no time to think of him. She had to take care of the only one. She had a lot of things to do, so there was a lot less time to think of him.

I don't know how he is now? When she told him that the child was born with someone else that day, he looked really angry. How could he care so much? But anyway, she will not know what he is now. He has probably returned home now.

After all, he has his career in China, Xu Yuanyu and his poetry. He may not be able to let go of too many things that are important to him.

And she, to him, is just a nobody.

This time, he may come to her in anger because of his quarrel with Nian Shiya. Maybe after they go back, they make up, and in a few days, he will forget all about her.

She is in his heart, maybe there is no way to leave a trace.

But she is still silly, no way to forget him, clearly know and he is impossible, but she is still silly extravagant hope that he will have a moment, can think of her, can remember that they have experienced those beautiful.

She sighed and sat there alone in a daze.

She was in a daze when suddenly there was a loud knock at the door: "Dong Dong Dong!"

The sound is deafening. I don't know who is outside the door. The strength of knocking is amazing.

Chu Jinran was startled, she immediately ran over and looked out through the "cat's eye" on the door.

Outside the door was a figure that shocked her.

Lu chennian stood at the door, knocking madly.

His heart was very painful. I don't know why. After drinking, he missed her even more. He thought that his heart was aching. He really wanted to see her. The feeling of heart pain made him a little impatient.

Chu Jinran was stunned. She didn't expect Lu chennian to come.

Didn't he come back? How did he suddenly show up here?

Chu Jinran doesn't want to open the door for him, because she is not sure whether she can control her heart if she really opens the door.

In fact, the moment she saw him, she found that she really thought about him, and her heart hurt when she thought about him.

Chu Jinran didn't open the door. Lu chennian stood outside the door and knocked persistently.

The sound of the door is loud. Chu Jinran is a little worried. He just fell asleep. He has been playing crazy for a whole day. He finally falls asleep. Will he wake up later?

And Lu chennian knocked too loud, Chu Jinran hesitated, had to open the door.

Lu chennian was standing outside the door, a little shaky. When she opened the door, he turned to her and fell on her.

Chu Jin Ran is stunned, just want to open mouth to scold him rascal, suddenly asked him the strong wine gas on the body.

She could hardly breathe because of the strong smell of wine.

How much wine did this guy drink? How can there be such a strong taste of wine.

She tried to straighten him. He tried to stand up straight and hold the wall in his hand.

She looked at him angrily and said, "what are you doing here? You didn't come back? "

Lu chennian looked at her stupidly. He finally saw her. His yearning face was right in front of him at this moment.

"I see you at last." Lu chennian looked at her with deep feeling and light sadness in his eyes. Chu Jinran was stunned. He didn't know what happened to him. How could he suddenly do this.

"What's the matter with you..." Chu Jinran hasn't finished a word yet. Lu chennian suddenly rushes up with an arrow, holds her face with his hand, and kisses her lips heavily.This kiss, let Chu Jinran suddenly stunned.

Between the lips and teeth is his strong aroma of wine, with a vertigo of male breath, let her stupefied, his lips some rough, forced to crush her lips, let her lips are a little dull pain.

Her eyes open very big, Leng Leng looking at the enlarged, familiar and strange face, at a loss.

Lu chennian closed his eyes and focused on kissing her. This kiss, he has been waiting for two years.

Over the past two years, he has always wanted to hold her like this and kiss her gently.

In the past two years, he has had enough of a lonely life. He always thinks about her, but he can't hold her. He can only miss her silently.

The kiss after two years away was so beautiful that he was unconsciously intoxicated.

The soft fragrance of the flower, the soft fragrance of her lips.

May be too long no kiss, between her lips and teeth some strange feeling, he secretly opened his eyes, found that she is silly, dull looking at him, some confused, at a loss.

Lu chennian loves her so much. He closes his eyes and kisses her with his heart.

Chu Jinran's brain is in a mess. It seems that there are fireworks exploding in her brain, which makes her dizzy.

After a while, she responded, reached out and pushed Lu chennian away. Lu chennian was staggered by her. There was a light of anger in her eyes. Lu chennian looked at her deeply, and there was a deep feeling in her eyes.

Just now that kiss was not long enough, Lu chennian licked his lips, some aftertaste.

He reached out and held her face, trying to kiss her soft, petal like lips again.

But Chu Jinran tries to avoid her. She looks at Lu chennian angrily. What does this man want to do? You kiss her without saying a word?

Chujinran some angry wiped his lips, some angry why just don't push him away, but dull Leng in there, even silly, even shame to enjoy his kiss.

"Lu chennian, what are you doing?" Chu Jinran said angrily.

Lu chennian looked at her, he can not do without her, he now deeply understand that after the loss of memory, his heart has always been empty, only to see her, accompanied by her side, that kind of empty feeling will slowly lighter.

"Chu Jinran, I've already thought about it. No matter who your child is, I love you. We've missed it in the past two years, but I don't want us to miss it all our lives. Isn't the father of the child not around you to take care of your mother and son? I'll be the father of the children in the future, and I'll take care of you. " Lu chennian said seriously.

These days, he could hardly sleep and kept thinking about it.

Finally, he finally understood that he could not give up on her, because he really loved her so much that he could not do without her. Without her, his life was bleak. Therefore, he was willing to open his heart to her children, because he could not do without her.

"What..." Chu Jinran is stunned. Does Lu chennian know what he is talking about? Is he crazy?

"Do you know what you're talking about?" Chu Jinran asked.

Lu chennian nodded, "I know, Chu Jinran, I understand, I can't do without you, let me take care of you and the children, I will be very good to the children, just like my own children, you don't have to worry, I will be bad to him because he is not my own, I will love him well, let him feel the father's love."

The seriousness in Lu chennian's eyes makes Chu Jinran's heart tremble. Is Lu chennian crazy? Does he know what he's talking about?

Lu chennian, who has always been aloof and can't tolerate sand in his eyes, even said that he would be willing to take care of other people's children she gave birth to. What's the matter? Is the sun coming out in the west?

Chu Jinran looked at him and asked, "you Too much? "

Lu chennian shook his head and nodded again.

He did drink too much, but his mind and consciousness had never been so clear. He knew what he wanted and what was important to him.

"Although I drink too much, but I am very sober, this idea is that I think for a long time to come up with, although you give birth to other people's children, I am really sad, but I really can not do without you, without you, my life is too bad, I will be good to the children, can you accept me?" Lu chennian said.

Chu Jinran stayed, did not understand why Lu chennian became so unlike him.

She has told him that she gave birth to other people's children. According to his character, shouldn't she leave her far away and return home alone? Why do you come to her again and say you want to take care of her and her children? What's wrong with him?

"Are you kidding me? Or is this a new trick you've come up with for me? Lu chennian, do you think I will be fooled? " Chu Jinran can't believe it. How can he accept other men's children because he loves himself?

Lu chennian was very angry. How could this woman not believe him? Does he look so much like a liar? He has put down his choice, can't she believe it?"Chu Jinran, what are you doubting? Or That man You still love him? " Lu chennian asked tentatively.