Chapter 310

From that day on, Chu Jinran's life seemed to be calm again. Lu chennian didn't come back to her for several days, as if he had never appeared.

Sometimes, even Chu Jinran couldn't tell whether his appearance was a dream that day. If it was a dream, why did she feel so real heartache? If that really happened, why is her life so strange now?

Since he appeared that day, her heart has never calmed down. She always thinks of him inexplicably, his thick eyebrows, deep eyes, high nose and beautiful mouth.

Chu Jinran found that she always thought that she could forget him. It was all her own illusion. In fact, he was naturally deeply imprinted in her mind and never dissipated. It was like a scar, which hurt her heart.

Those happy or painful memories have already taken root in her heart and become a plant growing in her heart, making her painful, sad and unforgettable.

She didn't tell Lu chennian what had happened. She just put it in her heart.

She felt there was no need to tell Yu Beibei that Lu chennian would not come back anyway.

Chu Jinran holding the only one sitting on the sofa in the living room, the only one sitting quietly in her arms, chubby hands gently grasp her fingers.

Chu Jinran looks down at the only one.

This child is really more and more like Lu chennian. In addition to her eyes, there is a small mole on her nose, mouth, face shape and even her right ear. Lu chennian has a mole on his right ear. I remember when she first saw it, she told him that people with mole on their ears would be loved. He just laughed lonely.

She still hugged him at that time, told him this life, let her love him.

Chu Jinran looks at the mole on the only ear, and his eyes are sad.

Once the recollection rushes to the heart, on her heart pain is like has the knife to cut.

Chu Jinran hugs the only one. She really can't lose the child. He is the only spiritual support for her now and the most important person for her now.

If Lu chennian knew that the child she gave birth to was his, would he take it away?

Chu Jinran was frightened by her own terrible idea. If he really robbed the only one, what should she do? If the only one really left her, then she could not live.

No, no, no one can take the only one away from her, the only one belongs to her.

Chu Jinran was really glad that she didn't tell Lu chennian the truth at that time. If she said at that time that she was the only child of Lu chennian, she might not be with her now.

After all, she didn't know why Lu chennian came here to look for her, and with Xu Yuanyu's character, if she knew that she was alone in France and gave birth to the Lu family's children, then the only one would really be robbed by her.

With Xu Yuanyu's means, how can she be her opponent?

Chu Jinran hugs the only one in her arms. She's afraid. Fortunately, the only one is still in her arms. Fortunately, he hasn't been robbed.

She has nothing now. She has only one. If the only one leaves her, she will have nothing.

At the beginning, she gave birth to the only one and raised the only one so big that other people were not qualified to take her only one.

Anyway, she won't tell Lu chennian that the child is his.

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These days, Lu chennian has been staying in a hotel in France and has not gone out.

Chu Jinran thought he left, but he didn't.

He didn't want to go back home, because there was her here. Although he couldn't see her, he felt better at the thought that he could be closer to her.

However, he still can't accept that she gave birth to other men's children.

The most important thing is that he can't accept that there is such an important man in her heart that she can give birth to a child for him and let her willingly raise the child by herself.

He can't accept that there is a man in her heart who has a higher status than him in her heart.

Emotionally, he is selfish and can't tolerate other people in her heart.

How could she have given birth to a child within two years of leaving him? Did she leave for this man? Did she change her mind long ago?

Lu chennian's heart is full of pain. He is really a failure. He can't even keep the woman he loves.

But the child's father should not be Yu Beibei. It seems that he and Chu Jinran do not live together. He loves Chu Jinran so much. If the child's father is really him, he must have lived with her or even married. Who is the child's father?

What kind of man is that important in Chu Jinran's heart?

Lu chennian almost sleeps all night, thinking about it all the time.

Even if she gave birth to other men's children, he still loved her, which he was always sure, because if he did not love her, he would not be so heartbroken.But what should he do now? He couldn't let her go, but he couldn't help caring about it.

Lu chennian didn't know what to do. He wanted to control himself from thinking about her, but he couldn't help it. He always thought about her inadvertently. Every time he thought about her, his heart felt as if he had been cut by a knife.

These days, he is alone in the hotel and doesn't want to do anything. All he knows is that his heart is very painful. He suddenly thinks of her like crazy. He doesn't know what's going on. His mind is full of her.

He came to the bar downstairs of the hotel to drink alone. If he was drunk, he might not miss her. He missed her heart pain, he thought.

But he drank a lot by himself. He had vomited many times, but the pain in his heart didn't dissipate at all. Instead, it became more and more serious.

He was dizzy. The effect of alcohol made him dizzy. He didn't know what to do. The severe pain in his heart told him that he really loved her and couldn't breathe.

It turns out that there's no way to make his heart feel better. When he thinks about her, he will still be very hurt.

He is sitting in the bar, surrounded by the shaking lights, which makes people dizzy. Is there a hot blonde woman in a sexy skirt, like Lu chennian who fakes her eyes? Such a handsome Oriental man is really attractive. He is like a melancholy prince, full of aristocratic atmosphere.

Several brave and confident beauties came up to Lu Chen, who was young and coquettish, hoping that he could look at her. But Lu chennian ignored all of them one by one. His mind was full of Chu Jinran, and nothing else could arouse his interest.

In the corner, an oriental woman looks charming and sexy. Her eyes are tightly fixed on Lu chennian. She has looked at him for a long time. This man is really beautiful, tall and handsome. People can't forget him at a glance.

She sat there for a long time, finally picked up the wine glass on the table and walked gracefully to Lu chennian.

"Are you Chinese?" Asked the beauty.

Lu chennian turned his head and glanced at it gently. "It's none of your business?"

Beauty some lose face, but still said: "what a coincidence, I am also Chinese, handsome, a person?" The beauty said gently and charmingly. She gently shook her hair to make her look beautiful and moving. Lu chennian didn't even look at her. A word came out of the corner of her mouth coldly, "go away!"

His eyes were cold, and his whole body smelled of rejection. The disdain on his face could be seen even by foreigners who could not understand Chinese.

The beauty is a little embarrassed. All the women who have been looking at her all the time show their schadenfreude eyes.

She did not give up holding a glass and sat down on Lu chennian's lap, exhaled and said to him: "handsome guy, do you mind if I have a drink?"

Lu chennian didn't push her away immediately. He picked his eyebrows and said, "you'd better stay away from me. I'm in a bad mood now."

The beauty looked at him like silk, "is that right? I'm not in a good mood now. We can just be partners. "

Lu chennian didn't have time to talk with her. This woman is really a toaster. He has warned her so many times, but she still won't leave.

"Go away!" Lu said coldly, the woman had been rubbing his thighs on her buttocks. Her perfume was strong enough to make him feel sick. He had always dislike the woman who wore strong perfume and made his stomach disgusting.

The beauty didn't expect that he naturally didn't give her face. She looked at him in a daze, "what?"

Lu chennian pushed her down from her thigh. "I said," go away, do you hear me? " He said word by word, with a cold feeling on his face.

Beauty stunned, this man is a real man? Why doesn't he have feelings for a woman like her? She always has confidence in her charm. Many men are crazy about her when they see her, but what about him? Treat her like a bacterium. Stay away from her.

The beauty glared at Lu chennian awkwardly, and underestimated: "can't it be a gay?" Then turn around and leave.

Lu Chen did not lift the year, still sitting there drinking.

The men and women wriggling on the dance floor seem to be in the rhythm of beating, and the loneliness in their hearts can dissipate a little.

The people who come here are all lonely people. Maybe it's because they are too lonely, so they need to find a noisy and crazy place to relieve their loneliness. The bar is nothing more than the most suitable place. There are wine, music, beautiful men and women. It's the most suitable place for lonely people.

Lu chennian is also a lonely person. He always feels pain in his heart. Inexplicably, no matter how he drinks, he has no way to dissipate his worries. Who said that wine can dissipate his worries? It's just lying. If wine can really relieve his worries, how can he drink more and more heartache?

After a cup of strong wine, his stomach is hot. He can't stand it. The pain from his heart is so clear and uncomfortable.

After drinking so much wine, he still couldn't stop missing Chu Jinran.

He is really a failure, can not get, forget also can not forget, can only alone heartache.