Chapter 81

White lips, numb eyes revealed a trace of pain, as if the pain part of the body was anesthetized, feel, but no pain, originally full of wrinkles on the face, wrinkles seem to be in an instant and many more, such as the face of gold paper, permeated with a wisp of death.

At this moment, I feel my heart is breaking.

I didn't care about the doctor and nurse's obstruction. I pushed towards my mother's hospital bed. When I put my face in front of my mother, tears finally burst out like a flood.

"Ma!" I cried out heartbroken, but my mother's eyes were still numb, looking at the ceiling empty, and did not respond to my call at all.

"This lady, please control your mood. In order to relieve the patient's pain, now the patient has entered a state of anesthesia and can't hear you."

A doctor came up to me, took my hand and pulled me out.

"Then you can save people! I'm begging you. Hurry up... Hurry up for the operation! " I screamed, anxious for my mother was beyond everything. When I saw them standing in front of me, I almost knelt down and begged them.

And at this time, Tang Tianqi arrived, his eyes a little cold to sweep a look at all the people in this ward, coldly said a word.

"You don't have to worry about money. Now, save people immediately!"

By Tang Tianqi's momentum, the ward was silent for three seconds at first, and then the people here seemed to be wound up and busy.

"Please go out and wait. Family members are not recommended to watch the operation." When they were busy like ants, a nurse came up to Tang Tianqi and me and pushed us out.

When the nurse who pushed us out went back to the ward and closed the door, the sign on the door was on.

The operation started.

"How could it be like this, how could it be like this..." when the door of the operating room was closed, my whole body's strength seemed to be drained, and my whole body was powerlessly paralyzed in Tang Tianqi's arms.

Tang Tianqi held me tightly in his arms and comforted me: "don't worry, mom is OK. Everything will be OK."

Tang Tianqi comforted me, but I didn't listen. At this time, my head was dead and I couldn't think about anything.

After Tang Tianqi saw that comforting me didn't have any effect, he gave me a painful look. He sighed and helped me to the chair beside the door of the operating room.

The waiting time was long, and it was even more painful under the pain of this will. We waited outside the door all day, but we didn't even have lunch or dinner. It was not easy to wait until the three big words in the operation on the door faded. I jumped up from my chair in a hurry and blocked the door anxiously, hoping to know the result at the first time.

Soon, the door was opened, and the doctors and nurses came out one after another. I reached for my mother's doctor and asked.

"Doctor, doctor, what's the matter with my mother?"

Hearing my question, all the medical staff on the scene kept silent. Seeing the same look on their faces, I suddenly had the illusion that the air around me was exhausted in a moment, and a strong sense of suffocation came to my mind.

If their silence only makes me feel suffocated, then the next sentence of the attending doctor will break my spiritual world in an instant.

"We... Did our best."

When I heard these words, I staggered under my feet and almost fainted. If it wasn't for Tang Tianqi's eye disease, he would come up and help me in time, for fear that I would have fallen to the ground now.

"Cheer up Tang Tianqi shook my shoulder, at this time, only he can keep calm: "the doctor just said he tried his best, but didn't say what happened to mom! That means mom is OK now! "

Tang Tianqi's words were like a shot in the arm, which made me raise a little strength in an instant. I looked at the doctor with hope and asked in general.

"May I come in, please?"

The doctor did not speak, nodded, sideways to me to make way, see this, I did not hesitate to run in, as I came, mother is still lying on the bed looking at the ceiling, but her eyes, is not so absent-minded.

Seeing this, I quickly walked to my mother's bed, held her hand, which was as thin as skin and bone, and called heartbroken.

"Ma, Ma, can you hear me?"

Maybe the effect of anesthetics is still going on. After a few seconds, my mother slowly turned her head to my side and gave me a farfetched smile.

"Not yet, mom is OK."

Seeing this picture of my mother, and this obviously comforting sentence, I finally couldn't control the sadness in my heart. I grabbed my mother's hand and sobbed beside the bed.

"What are you crying for? Mom's ok now. Let's not cry!"

Even though my mother is seriously ill now, she is still trying to comfort me, just like the person who is sick at this time is not her, but me.

Thinking of this, in order not to let my mother worry about me, I raised my head, wiped away the tears on my face, and made a difficult smile to my mother.

"Well, I don't cry! But mom, you have to work hard to get better! "

Seeing that I finally stopped crying, the smile on my mother's face gradually disappeared. She looked tired and said to me.

"Well, mom is very tired now, but don't cry. Mom wants to have a rest now..."

Before finishing a sentence, my mother tilted her head and fell asleep. Seeing that her mother was asleep on her face, Tang Tianqi, who had been standing behind me in silence, came up and helped me up. He patted me on the back.

"Well, mom is asleep. Let's go out first and don't disturb mom's rest, OK?"

I put my hand behind my back to wipe away the tears from the corner of my eyes, and looked at my mother who was lying peacefully asleep on the hospital bed. Then I was reluctantly taken out by Tang Tianqi.

Since today, I have been waiting by my mother's side, not willing to leave for a moment, and Tang Tianqi has put down all the work at hand, and accompanied my mother in the hospital with me.

The reason why we are so tight is that after we went to inquire about mother's current physical condition, we got the reply that mother might not be able to do it.

I don't remember how I felt when I heard the news. I just felt that the light in front of me suddenly faded and the boundless darkness broke into my world.

This time I didn't decadent because of my mother's illness, not because I didn't want to, but because I couldn't, because the doctor's words revealed that the mother's physical condition was the result of drug suppression. When the body became resistant to drugs, I'm afraid it would not be far away from my mother.

So now I'm waiting for my mother every day. I'm waiting for her to talk and chat with her, so that my mother can forget her illness as much as possible.

And I didn't believe in God, at this moment, I prayed silently in my heart, begging for the miracle.

But reality is reality. It will always stand in front of you coldly. No matter how many hours I accompany my mother every day, no matter how meticulous I take care of my mother, what should come will always come.

On this day, I went to help my mother prepare breakfast as usual, but when I brought the breakfast into the ward, I saw a strange scene - my mother, who had been lying in the hospital bed all the time, actually half lay up by herself, and her eyes also regained a little look. My mother looked out of the window and didn't notice my arrival.

Seeing this scene, my face showed an expression of joy, because in my opinion, my mother was able to sit up because she was well, so I quickly stepped forward, put breakfast on the table, and called out with joy.

"Mom, are you well?"

Hearing my call, my mother, who was always in a trance, responded. She turned her head and gave me a smile.

"Maybe."

At this time, I haven't noticed the difference in my mother's tone. I sat next to my mother, nestled up to her and said with relief.

"I said, mom, you will be well!"

My mother didn't answer me. She reached out and stroked my long hair, which I hadn't combed in recent days.

"These days, it's hard for you."

Hearing my mother's words, I shook my head like a rattle.

"No pain, no pain, as long as you can get better, I'm willing to suffer even more!"

"You Mother laughed with a trace of bitterness that I couldn't hear. She knocked on my head and said, "silly child, people will always die. If mother really leaves in the future, you can't be like this, you know?"

"Yes, yes." I didn't think much. I nodded my head and said.

Perhaps my mother saw my perfunctory, she sighed, suddenly some inexplicable tunnel.

"Why didn't I give birth to you earlier then?"

Hearing her words, I looked up at her suspiciously and asked.

"Ma, what are you talking about?"

"No, No." Seeing that I looked up, my mother's eyes seemed to flash away with some emotion, she said with a smile.

"I said, I suddenly want to eat apples."

"I'll cut one for you at once!"

With that, I stood up. Because the apples I bought were broken when I came here, I had to go out and buy some more. But when I walked out of the door of the ward, suddenly, there was a loud bang coming from behind me.