Chapter 82

The sound is not only in the air, but also in the bottom of my heart. When I hear it, my heart kicks, and my heart seems to be seized by an invisible hand.

When I stopped, I suddenly felt a strong sense of foreboding. I turned my neck back rigidly. When my eyes found the focus point, my heart was as if it had been crushed. A painful feeling stimulated my lacrimal gland.

The original stand was hung with drops, but now it fell to the ground, with glass fragments all over the ground. Presumably the sound just now was the sound of broken glass bottles.

The mother, who used to be half lying on the bed, is now half lying on the bed, the other half hanging on the edge of the bed. Her hand is on the cupboard. It seems that she wants to catch something, but now it's impossible to know, because

Mother left, unconsciously.

"Mom, don't scare me. This joke is not funny at all." I forced a smile on my face, trembled and walked slowly to my mother. I went to my mother, straightened her up and restored her half lying appearance. I patted her face.

"Mom, don't pretend. If you try again, you will be angry."

I didn't cry, as if my mother was really joking with me. At this time, a shrill wail sounded, and a group of doctors and nurses rushed to the ward. When they saw the scene in front of them, no one came forward, stood at the door, looked at my direction, and kept silent.

I couldn't hear the whine of death from the electronic instrument. I still shook my mother's body and cried with a smile.

"Mom, didn't you say you wanted apples? You wake up first, you wake up first, then I can buy it for you! "

But no matter what method I used or how I called, my mother just didn't talk to me. At last, I simply didn't talk. I nestled my head in my mother's arms and closed my eyes like her.

"Since you don't wake up, mom, I'll sleep with you."

My soliloquy is very unusual, and even finally I nestle up to my mother who has lost the breath of life. This series of actions reveal strangeness, but no one casts strange eyes at me. On the contrary, their eyes are mixed with understanding.

Everyone stood still, no one spoke, no one came up to disturb me, so I always closed my eyes, nestled in my mother's arms.

Until the mother's temperature disappeared, leaving only a cold body.

"Mom, are you too cold?" I opened my eyes again and grabbed the quilt on the bed to help my mother cover it.

"Don't make any noise."

At this time, a big hand suddenly stretched out and grabbed my hand.

I turned around and saw that Tang Tianqi did not know when he was coming, and then stood quietly beside me, guarding our mother and daughter.

"Let go! Mom, she's cold now! " I kept struggling, trying to take out the palm that Tang Tianqi held in his hand, but Tang Tianqi held it tightly. No matter how I struggled, he would not let go.

"You let it go!" After struggling for a long time, I still couldn't pull out my hand. Finally, I became angry. With the other hand, I grabbed Tang Tianqi's wrist, bowed my head and bit Tang Tianqi's wrist.

This bite I have no mercy, with my greatest strength, but Tang Tianqi is not hum, just like my teeth bite on his hand.

Tang Tianqi let one hand be bitten by me, the other hand went through my armpit, directly put me up and dragged me back. Then, he immediately said to the doctor and nurse who had been standing at the door.

"Hurry up

Hearing Tang Tianqi's words, a group of them immediately walked towards their mother, laid her flat on the bed, picked up a white sheet to cover her, then unlocked the wheel under the bed and prepared to push her out.

"What are you doing! What are you doing! My mother is sleeping. Don't disturb her! " When I saw that they were going to push my mother away, I felt as if I was crazy, struggling to rush over, but Tang Tianqi didn't allow me. He was more and more energetic in his hand, locked me tightly and said aloud in my ear.

"Come on, don't make trouble! Mom's gone! "

But I turned a deaf ear to Tang Tianqi's words, as if I couldn't hear them. I was still struggling desperately. I stretched my hand to my mother's direction and kept grabbing. I seemed to want to catch something, but I couldn't catch it.

Until the hospital bed carrying my mother turned a corner and disappeared in front of me, my whole body strength seemed to be drained in an instant, and my head weakly leaned against Tang Tianqi's chest behind me.

I can't see my face, so I don't know what kind of state I am now. I just feel that my face is a little stiff and my chest is empty, as if something is missing.

I want to cry very much, but I don't know why, but I can't cry out. The sadness is repressed in my heart and can't be released. It's like a huge stone blocking my heart. Even my breathing is not comfortable.

Seeing this picture of me, Tang Tianqi sighed softly, retracted my arm, and could not help but loosen it. He changed from bondage to embrace. One of his hands touched my cheek and gently rubbed it.

"Mom has already left. If you want to cry, just cry. It's not a good thing to keep your emotions down."

I don't know why, when Tang Tianqi said this sentence, a sentence that my mother said not long ago suddenly welled up in my mind.

"Silly child, people will always die. If mom really leaves in the future, you can't be like this, you know?"

At that time, I didn't feel the deep sadness hidden in my mother's words, but now it's too late.

And just like a chain reaction, I also instantly understood the meaning of my mother's words why she didn't give birth to me earlier, because if she gave birth to me earlier, then she... Would be able to hold her grandson and end without regret!

Think of here, I have been suppressed in the body of negative emotions as if to find a vent, and finally can not contain, as if brewing for a long time volcano, completely erupted.

I yelled bitterly in the direction of the corridor where my mother had disappeared.

"Mom!"

......

Three days later, we prepared a funeral for our mother. As a child, of course, I have the responsibility to be filial.

But before she died, my mother once said to me that if she left later, she would not want any grand funeral. She just needed my daughter to find a quiet place for her to bury her and burn some paper money for her in front of her grave.

We didn't go against our mother's wishes. Tang Tianqi bought a piece of land on a mountain with money. We buried her body there. In the whole process, Tang Tianqi and I were the only ones who came to help carry the coffin.

When the coffin was buried in the earth, the master of ceremonies called out kowtow thanks, I knelt down to my mother's grave and kowtowed three times.

Seeing my mother's coffin gradually buried by every inch of soil, my heart was also buried. When my heart was about to be closed, suddenly, Tang Tianqi came to me and hugged me. At this time, the door of my heart was about to be closed, and there was still a little gap left.

I know that this is just a gap for Tang Tianqi.

Holding me, Tang Tianqi seems to want to comfort me, but after thinking about it, he thinks that comforting me at this time is superfluous, so Tang Tianqi just hugs me and gives me spiritual support with his thick shoulders.

After a long silence, Tang Tianqi suddenly said.

"Mom left. Although she didn't tell me anything before she died, I know that in the future, you will be taken care of by me!"

Hearing Tang Tianqi's words, a warm current flows from my heart all over my body, which comforts my fragile heart because of my mother's death.

Just like to confirm Tang Tianqi's words, I put my head on Tang Tianqi's shoulder and entrusted the weight of my whole body to him, but Tang Tianqi didn't move either. He was like a tree that hasn't moved for thousands of years, standing beside me and guarding me silently.

I looked at the tombstone in front of me, vaguely, as if I could see my mother's kind smile.

"May there be no pain or disaster in heaven." Tang Tianqi prayed piously.

I turned my head and looked at Tang Tianqi's side face. At the moment, my heart was very tender. I couldn't help feeling deeply. I raised a hand to touch Tang Tianqi's cheek and said tenderly.

"Thank you, Tianqi."

......

When my mother left, I lost another family member in this world. Fortunately, with Tang Tianqi by my side, I felt less lonely. However, Tang Tianqi couldn't do anything about his mother's remorse and missing. All he could do was to wait and wait for time to smooth my heart.

Originally, Tang Tianqi was often absent from work because I was pregnant. In addition to helping his mother prepare for the funeral recently, Tang Tianqi has accumulated a lot of work that has not been completed. So after the funeral, Tang Tianqi accompanied me for two days. After seeing that I was in a stable mood, he rushed to the company to deal with business affairs.

I also wanted to help. After all, it was all because of me, but Tang Tianqi refused me. He said that I had to have a good rest for a few days and go to work when I had enough rest. So I stayed at home all the time when Tang Tianqi went to the company.