I leaned on Su Xiangyang's shoulder and cried in the dark.
Su Xiangyang no longer advised me, but silently lent me a shoulder.
After a long time, I calmed down. Tears were still hanging from the corners of my eyes. I choked and looked at Su Xiangyang, "I want to see Ruan Tang."
"OK." Su Xiangyang nodded and agreed.
My eyes were swollen with tears. I couldn't drive at all.
Su Xiangyang had a leg injury, not to mention driving.
We simply taxi through most of the South City, and arrive at the Huaisheng hospital door.
With what happened yesterday, the doorman let us in very readily today.
He also asked us, "did you give the crown pear to the director for me?"
"Here you are. The director asked me to thank you." Su Xiangyang nodded and answered.
In fact, those crown pears were thrown into the dustbin last night.
At this time, it is estimated that it will have been sent to the garbage disposal station and pressed into a pile of mud.
"There's nothing to thank. The director is in good health, and I'm happy. I'll send some to the director later." The guard rubbed his hands with a smile.
After a few polite words, we walked into the hospital.
Although a nurse took us to find Ruan Tang last night, it was a chemotherapy room after all. After chemotherapy, Ruan Tang should be transferred to other places.
Out of insurance, we asked a nurse.
It was such a coincidence that the nurse who grabbed it was the one last night.
The nurse looked at Su Xiangyang in surprise. "You did come today. Fortunately, I didn't let her go."
"Where is she?" Su Xiangyang asked.
"In the general ward, because I was worried about the reason why you would come tomorrow and that you would miss it, I simply advised her to stay in hospital for one night. Anyway, there was chemotherapy today, so she agreed."
The nurse chirped and led us to the ward.
When I got to the door of the ward, Su Xiangyang turned and asked me, "do you want to talk alone?"
I hesitated and nodded, "let's talk."
Su Xiangyang immediately left with the nurse. "It's my first time to come to this private hospital. Take me around. Will it affect your work?"
"Of course not," the nurse was very happy. "It's very free to work here. You can go out on a date whenever you want."
"Do you have a boyfriend?" Su Xiangyang asked again.
The nurse was immediately embarrassed. "I haven't yet. Why do you ask this? I'm so embarrassed."
The two of them spoke and disappeared at the corner of the corridor.
I also looked back at the petite figure lying quietly in the ward.
Summoning up great courage, I turned the door and walked in.
Probably because she had just received chemotherapy, Ruan Tang was sleeping in bed. His loose patient clothes were rolled up their sleeves, revealing his wounded arms, which was very terrible.
Just like this, I saw that on her arm, there were many thick needle eyes and many wounds, which festered and exuded pus.
Does Su Xiangyang say that this is already in the late stage.
Is it because the body's immune function no longer works?
Does it hurt?
My heart more and more distressed, raised my hand and gently stroked it.
In my mind, I remembered that night when I treated the wound on Ruan Tang's hand, I accidentally patted her arm.
At that time, she jumped up directly, but explained that she was frightened.
Now remember, is it because I happened to shoot on the wound?
Just a little, but there was such a big reaction.
It looks like it must hurt.
Just thinking, Ruan Tang woke up confused, "sister Shen An?"
After that, his expression suddenly became frightened and he was struggling to sit up.
I pressed her, "I know. Don't be nervous. I didn't tell anyone. As before, I'll keep the secret for you, okay?"
Despite what I said, Ruan Tang still had a panic in his eyes.
After hesitating for a long time, he whispered, "I'm sorry."
The simple three words made me cry.
This fool, there's nothing to apologize for!
It's obvious that you are ill, but you still have to tell me you're sorry.
Sorry what?
Sorry, I'm sick. Can't you continue to accompany us? Can't you lie to us anymore?
This stupid girl!
"When did you find it?" I sucked my nose and tried to hold back my tears.
I'm afraid that crying in front of Ruan Tang will make her feel more and more uncomfortable.
"...." Ruan Tang bit his lips and was silent, unwilling to answer.
I suddenly became serious, "don't you want to tell the truth? When will you hide it from me? Don't you want to tell me until you die!"
This may be the first time I get angry in front of Ruan Tang.
It was also because it was the first time that Ruan Tang felt flustered and obediently explained, "a long time ago, when Wei Zhuang was just caught, he saw me alone once. Do you remember?"
I thought about it carefully, as if I was a little impressed.
After Wei Zhuang and Ruan Tang talked alone that time, Ruan Tang's mood was suddenly wrong. He left the police station and asked her not to say anything.
Later, we also checked the monitoring, but we had to give up because what Wei Zhuang said was too low to hear clearly.
In addition, later Ruan Tang explained that he had taste failure, so I didn't think about anything else.
"At that time, you knew you were infected?" I asked.
Ruan Tang nodded slowly, and smiled on his pale face. "I didn't believe it at first, but I went to the hospital for many times to check it, and the results were the same."
"Then why didn't you tell me?" I growled.
"I'm afraid," Ruan Tang's voice began to tremble. "I'm afraid of death. After I tell you, you'll take me everywhere for examination. In this way, the doctor will announce the death penalty again and again. Sister Shen An, I'm really afraid of death!"
My tears couldn't help but fall down on the shuttle.
Come forward and hold Ruan Tang in his arms, "you won't die. You won't die. Let's go to the most powerful doctor abroad. Whether it's changing blood or organs, we have money. We can change it casually. We can certainly cure you."
"It's too late," Ruan Tang shook his head. "I don't have much time, sister Shen An. I've thought of the only way to keep me alive."
"What's the way?" I'm like a camel grasping the last straw, looking forward to asking.
Ruan Tang held my hand and said firmly, "I want to transplant my uterus to sister Ganlu, so that sister Ganlu can replace my time and live well and long!"