I suspect there is something wrong with my ears.
"Say what you just said again." I said.
Ruan Tang was very sincere and told me again.
"No," I simply refused, "manna is manna. You are you. Why should manna live for your share? You are too selfish. "
Then he questioned Ruan Tang, "so the donor you said you were looking for is actually yourself?"
Ruan Tang's silence is equivalent to recognition.
No wonder she refused to let us see the donor because she was afraid of helping out.
"Sister Shen, in fact, we all know very well that I don't have much time. Why deceive myself and others? When I'm still useful, can't I give full play to the waste heat?" Ruan Tang advised me.
Of course not.
I simply shook my head, "who said you couldn't be saved? You didn't find the best doctor. We'll go abroad tomorrow to find the best one in the world. We can cure you."
Ruan Tang tried to persuade me behind him, but I couldn't listen.
Take out your cell phone and call Huo Tinggui, "wait, I'll ask Huo Tinggui to book tickets for us now."
When he came to the door of the ward, he was stopped by Ruan Tang again.
Her voice was very hoarse and helpless. "You can talk after reading this."
I don't want to pay attention to it. After all, it is very clear that there is only one reason why Ruan Tang stopped me, that is to persuade me to give up my mind.
But he turned around.
At one glance, it shocked me.
Ruan Tang on the hospital bed had sat up and slowly untied the buttons of his coat one by one in front of me.
The wounds covered by clothes also slowly unfolded in front of me.
The wounds under the clothes are more shocking than those on the arms.
In serious places, you can even see dense white bones.
"How is this possible?" I can't believe, "you were fine before tomorrow!"
Ruan Tang said with a bitter smile, "yes, I was fine before. Why is it like this?"
"It's all like this. Let's stop procrastinating and go to the best doctor." I still want to insist.
Ruan Tang said, "as I am now, the time to live is calculated in days. Aren't you afraid that I will die as soon as I arrive abroad?"
"You want to live yourself, don't you?" I asked. "Otherwise, why do you have to do chemotherapy? It hurts like this and you have to suffer."
Asked this question, Ruan Tang smiled again, "didn't I tell you just now that I want sister Ganlu to live my share. If I don't do chemotherapy, my uterus will soon break down."
Therefore, all the sins we suffer now are to hold on until the day when manna can be transplanted into the uterus.
This fool, stupid girl!
"Who cares about your uterus? We won't do it. Chemotherapy hurts so much. Why do you do it? Let's go. I'll take you home now." I said.
Although he said he would take Ruan Tang home now, it was three hours later when he really got Ruan Tang into the car.
She changed into her own clothes, covered all the wounds on her body, and put on makeup on her face. She looked no different from normal people.
No wonder none of us found out before.
Ruan Tang is hiding too well.
"You must keep it a secret. Even if you don't let me transplant a uterus for sister Ganlu, don't tell them my condition. I don't want the last time to recall, it's all crying." Ruan Tang asked.
This stupid girl!
My tears could not help falling down again. I wiped them hard and choked, "it depends on your performance. If you listen to me, I won't tell them, otherwise I'll make everyone sad with me."
"I'll be obedient, but I don't have to treat the disease. It's unnecessary." Ruan Tang said, "you can see what I look like."
I can see clearly the condition hidden under my clothes.
But I just don't want to give up and want to try again.
Maybe there is a miracle doctor in the world who can cure the incurable disease.
There are so many miracles in the world, why can't one of them be us?
Talking all the way, we returned to Li residence.
Ruan Tang, who was still a little sick in the car just now, seemed to be injected with some vitality the second he stepped into the porch, and the whole person was refreshed.
His voice was hoarse but full of anger. "We're back. It's delicious. What's aunt Qian doing?"
Su Xiangyang and I looked at each other, but we didn't feel the same.
If I hadn't seen it with my own eyes, I would never believe that Ruan Tang could pretend to be so natural.
It was the same when she returned to Li residence before, wasn't it?
One second before I was out there, it hurt so much that I was going to die. The next second, I could talk and chat with us. It seemed that she was the most wonderful person in the world.
"He also said he would make do with me in the future," Su Xiangyang said in a low voice, "this liar."
I almost couldn't help crying again.
He quickly raised his head and forced his tears back. Then he walked in, "I'm hungry. When will dinner begin?"
"We'll have dinner soon. Just wait until Huo Shao comes back. If you're really hungry, how about soup first?" Aunt Qian leaned out of the kitchen with a smile.
I nodded and promised, "let's have soup first."
Ruan Tang yawned, "I just came back from the company. I'm too tired to work overtime. I won't eat tonight. Go to bed first. Don't bother me."
Aunt Qian didn't know where she came back from. She believed Ruan Tang's words. "Well, take a rest first. I'll keep one for you later. When you're hungry, take it out."
"Aunt Qian loves me most." Ruan Tang smiled and walked to the room.
One second before closing the door, I grabbed the door frame and looked serious, "let's talk."
Ruan Tang's expression was a little evasive. "Haven't you talked just now? I'm a little tired, or I'll talk about it tomorrow?"
I insist, "now, it won't take you too long. Just ask you a few questions. You can rest after asking."
After a stalemate, Ruan Tang slowly released the door and sideways let me in.
He immediately closed the door, "three at most. I'm going to sleep after asking."
"OK." I nodded.
Three questions, enough.
The first question, I raised my head and asked Ruan Tang, "if we didn't find out, when would you hide it from me, not everyone, but me?"
When I finished, I eagerly waited for Ruan Tang to give an answer.