Su Jingbai finished the story very calmly, as if she were telling someone else's story.
I looked at her strangely. "If what you said is true, this is your first murder, isn't it?"
"No, it's my second time." Su Jingbai said calmly.
The second time?
But Su Jingbai was only a teenager at that time. Did she have the courage to kill two people?
I think Su Jingbai is lying to me or just scaring me.
But I also heard Su Jingbai say, "my adoptive mother was killed by me. She was too painful. She dragged her body to the police. As a result, the police said it was just a family problem. They even said that the reason why we did this was because we wanted to escape."
I suddenly took a breath, "how can I say that? Is that policeman still human!"
It has nothing to do with Su Jingbai and her adoptive mother.
"Yes," Su Jingbai glanced at me with no expression in her eyes, "so when the police said they wanted to take us back, I came from the police station with a sleeping pill brought by a suicidal man, mixed it into instant noodles and ate it for her."
Taking sleeping pills may be the easiest way to die.
"She actually knows. After all, sleeping pills are so big that they can't be completely integrated into the soup of instant noodles. She even cries when she eats it. But she pretends she doesn't know. She eats it in big bites, and there's no soup left. She also wants to die. Being killed by me is much better than going back and being killed by a man like that."
If Su Jingbai killed for the first time because she wanted to save her adoptive mother, it can be said that she was saving the poor life of the sailor for the second time.
I don't know if I have too much feelings about the story. In my heart, I actually began to help Su Jingbai plead guilty.
"Don't look at me with such compassionate eyes," Su Jingbai turned over and stopped looking at me. "I never regret doing this."
I also leaned over, back-to-back with Su Jingbai and said sarcastically, "do you still need me to sarcasm like you? You're much more powerful than me. If I'm smart, I should praise you for being powerful now. Maybe you'll be in a good mood and let me go when you get ashore."
"It's beautiful." Su Jingbai sneered, and her tone had eased down.
I didn't say anything again. I closed my eyes and imagined what Su Jingbai had just said.
That night, I lay in the bottom warehouse and had a dream. In the dream, I became Su Jingbai. Su Jingbai, who was more than ten years ago, was shivering with his adoptive mother in the bottom warehouse, and the tip of his nose was a faint smell of decay.
My adoptive mother hugged me tightly and her voice was very gentle. "Don't be afraid of Jingbai. Just wait for the ship to dock. Wait for the ship to dock."
Suddenly, someone screamed at the top of the ceiling, saying something like a fire.
My adoptive mother pulled me to leave from the bottom warehouse, but all the exits were sealed. The burning feeling brought by the fire surrounded us and became more and more hot.
"I have a fever," someone touched my forehead vaguely, and his tone was very disgusted. "It's a little useless."
I struggled to wake up from the nightmare. In the only flashlight light, I saw Su Jingbai.
"Who has a fever?" I wanted to ask, but my throat was tingling and my voice was hoarse.
Obviously, I have a fever.
I subconsciously touched my forehead. I don't know how this happened.
I was fine yesterday.
"Dehydration and nervous tension, and the wound on your hand is inflamed. Didn't I tell you to deal with it?" Su Jingbai saw through my doubts and softly explained.
I raised my hand and looked at the wound in the palm of my hand.
It has been reprocessed by Su Jingbai. It's the cloth of the clothes. It's beautifully wrapped, but it can also be clearly felt that it hurts and is a little swollen.
"I won't be so fragile. I'll really die on the ship." I said with a bitter smile.
Su Jingbai got up and walked around the bottom warehouse. Finally, she found some old clothes discarded by the crew in the corner, mixed with oil and sweat smell, which made people's eyes closed.
She threw it directly on me. "If you don't want to die, put it on and cover your body with sweat."
I don't want to die.
So even if you feel like vomiting, you still have to put on all those clothes.
The crew members were very tall, and their clothes were very big. I put on seven or eight clothes at one go, and my body was still empty.
But fortunately, heavy clothes are airtight, and I have begun to get a little hot.
"It's such a feeling to try to survive." I sighed.
Su Jingbai looked at me again. "When you kidnapped you while the mountain was still there, you deliberately made yourself sick. Were you afraid of death at that time? Don't want to try to survive? "
Things were different at that time.
"I'm trying to survive by making myself sick. After all, I know that as long as Huo Tinggui finds out my whereabouts, she will find me in one day. In addition, if you don't want me to die, you will take me to the doctor."
As for such places, even if Su Jingbai wants to find a doctor, where can she find it?
As long as we leave the bottom warehouse, we will be found. Because we are on the ship, as long as Su Jingbai is caught, we don't even have a chance to escape.
Su Jingbai won't do such a stupid thing.
Therefore, living has become something I should strive for.
"I said, in fact, you are the smartest among those people. Manna is too impatient. Ruan Tang is dying. Xu Jia is full of old feelings. Only you know when to do." Su Jingbai smiled with satisfaction.
I also barely raised my lips and smiled, "not only that, but I'm going to live until I leave you."
"I'm not very happy that I agreed to bury me and regret it." Su Jingbai tilted her lips.
"It's not a society. If you have to be buried with others, you will be condemned. In order to gain a good reputation after your death, I suggest you accumulate virtue now." I said.
Su Jingbai waved casually, "didn't my sister help me with such things as Jide? I just need to enjoy the blessing that belongs to her. "
Hearing this, I suddenly became silent and looked at Su Jingbai. "Can you tell me how you recognized Su Jingmei and successfully replaced Su Jingmei?"
"You think I'm a storyteller?" Su Jingbai looked at me funny. "I'm so sick. I'm still curious about my affairs."
"After all, if I really die, I will be very sorry, so let's hear it." I said again.