I have an air of being inquisitive.
It's really urgent. Su Jingbai lost another crew dress to me. "Wait until you're good. If you're going to die, it's meaningless for me to say. After all, I'm not a good man. I'm not interested in answering questions before I die."
Smell speech, I immediately pulled the clothes and put them on, wrapped myself like a zongzi, "keep your word, when I'm ready, you'll tell me."
Su Jingbai ignored me and slept on the blanket.
Don't forget to remind me, "you smell so bad. Don't sleep on the blanket for the time being. I'm afraid it will stink me."
"That's also the clothes you gave me." I said angrily.
But he sat obediently on the ground next to him.
Fortunately, the clothes on the body are very long and big. They have covered the ass. they are thick, like cushions. Sitting on the ground won't feel cold.
I dozed off against a huge abandoned instrument nearby. My body became hotter and hotter, sweating all over, and then became sticky, especially uncomfortable.
Not to mention the sweat infiltrated the innermost clothes, so that the odor penetrated into my skin along the open pores.
Just thinking of this, I burst my hair and wanted to take a bath.
But in such a place, it's extravagant to take a bath.
All I could do was rummage through the pile of clothes. Finally, I found a clean dress and changed it for myself. It was a little dry at last.
"It's really smelly," Su Jingbai looked at me with disgust. "I knew it would be better to let you have a fever and die. At least when the body rots and stinks, I've been ashore."
"It's too late for you to regret. I'm alive now. I can live until I get ashore." I'll take it back impolitely.
He hurriedly said, "now you can say it. As long as my fever subsides, you'll tell me the answer."
"Well, let's pass the time." Su Jingbai nodded.
She still didn't allow me to come near and sit on the ground far away. Then she began to tell a story.
"After the sailor died, I was not old enough. According to the regulations, I would be sent back to the orphanage until I was 18.
To be honest, I don't like the orphanage very much. Everyone is intriguing. Obviously, they are children without parents and don't look up to each other. But the orphanage is much better than that one, so I went back. "
The first week back, Su Jingbai met aunt song and her husband.
Looking at their backs, they recognized Su Jingbai as Su Jingmei.
"I still remember them. The two of them came to see me before and said they wanted to take me home. Later, there was no news. I thought they repented and wanted to ask, but they didn't have a chance. I didn't expect to meet again." Su Jingbai said.
She followed to the dean's office and wanted to find a chance to ask aunt song and her husband and wife.
As a result, I picked on the edge of the window and saw Su Jingmei standing inside.
"I've never seen such beautiful clothes when I grow up. It's like it will shine in the sun. My sister was adopted. She's white, fat, round, cute and pink. She can't see what she looked like in the orphanage before.
When I was surprised, the Dean looked at the window and scared me to let go. I curled up under the window and didn't dare to say anything. I saw that my gray clothes were patched with many patches and mud was hidden in my nails. It was very ugly. "
Across a wall, the sisters have become two people in different worlds.
"When I calmed down and wanted to look inside again, I found that they had left." Su Jingbai said.
Su Jingmei, who went to a beautiful family, went back to the orphanage and left immediately.
She was like a beautiful butterfly, flying up and down. Without leaving any trace, she disappeared into Su Jingbai's world.
"I really want to know why she didn't come to me. I even want to ask the couple why they adopted my sister, so I went to the dean's office to look up their information and wanted to call."
As a result, I found that the adopted child's name turned out to be hers, but it was crossed out later.
The trace is still very new. It should be the last time I took Su Jingmei to the orphanage.
"I realized that I was the first person they wanted to adopt, but my sister pretended to be me and begged them to change their mind and really changed the procedures to her name." Su Jingbai said.
Hate, it is from this time up.
Su Jingbai narrowly escaped death in such a family. Fortunately, she returned to the orphanage and could go out to live until she was 18.
"Gao Shan was also a child in the orphanage at that time. He liked me very much. I can't say what I felt. After all, I didn't have any interest in life. It's good to live.
At that time, I thought that after Gaoshan and I left the orphanage, we would go to the first tier cities to work, rent a house, and then get married, have children, raise him and grow up. I was confused all my life, but after seeing Su Jingmei, I changed my mind. "
I couldn't tell what it was like in my heart. I looked at Su Jingbai quietly, "so you pretended to be her?"
"People can't get bad all at once. Shen An, even if I killed the sailor, I didn't directly become a murderer, did I?"
Hearing the speech, I was silent and tightly pursed my red lips. I didn't know what to say.
In my opinion, Su Jingbai is hysterical and wants to revenge everyone because her life has been replaced.
But why didn't Su Jingbai say that from her mouth?
I wanted to know the real answer, so I was patient and waited for Su Jingbai to continue.
"I don't want to spend my life in a muddle, so I began to work hard in the orphanage and won a few opportunities to go to school. In fact, Gaoshan helped me a lot. He helped me scare several girls and forced them to give up the opportunity to go to school. Others didn't listen to advice, and Gaoshan hurt them."
Therefore, Su Jingbai became a high school student.
In the three years of high school, she didn't care about anything. She just studied hard. At the age of 18, she was admitted to the best university in Nancheng and had a full scholarship.
"That year, Gao Shan and I were 18 years old. We left the orphanage and rented a house near the University City. We worked a lot and earned everything for the whole summer vacation. Gao Shan went to play with us at that time. We could earn hundreds of dollars a night by punching 20 yuan."
I can hardly hear it anymore.
What kind of day is this?
"Didn't you hate Su Jingmei at that time?" I asked.
Su Jing suddenly felt a touch of hate on her white face. "Of course, I hate it, but I can bear it when I think it's my sister. I think as long as I live hard, even if there is no good family to adopt me, I can live a wonderful life, but Shen An, life is very ironic. The more you fantasize about beauty, the more God will hit you hard."