Chapter 164

I'm totally out of my mind.

Shen Yue brought me to his home. He was worried that I would do stupid things if I stayed in that apartment again. Moreover, as long as I stayed there, I would inevitably see Jiang Mingming. If I met him again, I would be forced to die.

A new environment can really make me quiet, but the pain keeps attacking me. I don't know how to resist the pain. They are like insects everywhere, crawling into my body from my fingertips, hair and all the places that can be invaded.

As soon as I closed my eyes, I saw the picture. I imagined the first movement of them in the door, and then they collapsed on the bed exhausted. Lu MANXIN has such a good figure that Jiang Mingming must like to appreciate her body, and Lu MANXIN will respond to him skillfully. Maybe Jiang Mingming will regret that he didn't go to bed with Lu MANXIN earlier. Why should he delay so long with me, an ignorant fool.

I'm such an ignorant fool. I think I'm the treasure of Jiang Mingming's heart. I'm looking forward to marrying him, having children with him, and even imagining our gray hair together. How can I be such a stupid woman in this world?

These imaginary pictures wrapped in the sweetness of the two people in the past attacked me crazily, until my whole brain was tormented to a sharp pain and I couldn't breathe, so I had to stop. But when I took a little breath, these things began to attack me again.

So many times, I feel exhausted. I don't even have the strength to talk with others. I don't know what day it is. I don't even know whether I'm hungry or thirsty I'm like a patient waiting to die, waiting for the pain to swallow me slowly.

If you die, it won't hurt any more

Shen Yue was designing his factory during this period of time, and he was finally ready to start working. But this happened to me again, which made him have to run from home to the construction site. He also installed a camera at home. He was worried that when he went out, his aunt could not fix me. He installed a camera head so that he could see what I was doing at home when he was free.

In fact, I didn't do anything. When I wake up every morning, I just sit on the ground, lean against the bed and stare out of the window in a daze. My aunt cooked porridge in the morning, and I refused to open my mouth after eating a few mouthfuls. My aunt can't help me. She has poured out breakfast for several days, Chinese food and dinner. I can't eat anything at all, and I'm getting thinner and thinner day by day.

Jiang Mingming asks Shen Yue about my state every day. Shen Yue doesn't answer very well every time. She doesn't eat much. She got up this morning and drank a mouthful of milk. As a result, she vomited all over.

Jiang Ming long wanted to see me, and he was not very well. He spent the night in the apartment where we used to live, what I did not take away, and everything I used to stay there, including the rabbit ear hoop I used for making facial mask, the nail oil I used to smear normally, and all the photos I took with the film.

Jiang Ming Ming and I seldom take photos together. Jiang Ming hates taking photos, but I forced him to take photos with me that day. As a result, we took more than ten photos. Each one of them either turned his face, or covered the lower half of his face with his hand, or even deliberately lowered his head to show his forehead. I was so angry that I had a day of sullen anger with him. But when I got home, I still took these photos They were all pasted on the refrigerator. Jiang Mingming asked me to tear them off several times. He said it was a eyesore, but I didn't follow him. So he even hung them now.

Now Jiang Mingming looks at these group photos, but he feels extremely guilty. Why can't he take a couple photo with me at that time? Even like an ordinary couple, it's good to kiss the camera, but he really didn't want to take a picture with me at that time. First, he didn't take a picture with a girl for many years, and he was not used to it. Second, he was not sure whether he could walk with me, and didn't want to leave any evidence.

There are still many things Jiang Ming feels guilty about, but he can't make up for it any more. He has no interest in doing anything except to see me. He even asked the company for a few days' leave, which caught everyone off guard.

Jiang Ming Ming drove the car to Shen Yue's house downstairs. He couldn't help missing me. He wanted to see me. He wanted to see me now. He even imagined that maybe everything would change back to the past when I saw him. I was always so easy to coax. As long as he put down his work and focused on coaxing me, I would feel better immediately. Maybe I would put my arms around his neck and put my arms around him Two legs hanging on his waist, begged him to take me to eat delicious food at night.

Ring the doorbell and auntie opens the door.

"Hello, I'm Shen Yue's friend. I'd like to see purple lemon."

"Oh, you'd better call Mr. Shen to confirm." His aunt didn't dare to let Jiang Qingming in. Shen Yue had told him not to let strangers in. Shen Yue was worried that Lu MANXIN would disturb him, but he didn't expect Jiang Qingming to come too. He thought he had told Jiang Qingming about his bad relationship. Jiang Qingming should not do such an excessive thing, but in fact, Jiang Qingming still had no reason.

"No, Shen Yue knows that I came to see purple lemon today." Jiang Mingming pushes his aunt away. He can't help but want to see me. She can't hold him back, so she has to call Shen Yue.

Jiang Mingming pushes open the bedroom door and finally sees me sitting on the floor. My back to him, hair scattered on the body, the whole person looks very thin, as if a gust of wind can blow me down."Auntie, did purple lemon eat today?"

"No, it's just that Mr. Shen personally fed some porridge last night and ate it. He hasn't eaten anything since this morning and won't drink water. I'm worried about whether she will faint."

"You pour me a glass of water and I'll bring it to purple lemon."

Aunt immediately poured a cup of warm water and handed it to Jiang Mingming. Jiang Mingming came in with the water. He called me, but I didn't respond, so he put the water on the table and continued to call me.

"Purple lemon, it's me."

I finally heard Jiang Mingming calling me, but I thought I was dreaming, that's why I heard so close to the real voice.

"Uncle?" I turned around and looked at Jiang Qingming. Jiang Qingming was surprised when he saw that I was conscious. He felt that he was right this time. I would hammer his chest like before, and then say something like "disgust". When my anger was over, Jiang Qingming would hold me tightly, and I turned back to the purple lemon beside him.

"Yes, it's me." Jiang Ming Ming slowly approached me. He held out his hand to hold me tightly, but I suddenly got scared and immediately retreated to the corner.