"Don't come here!" I'm scared. I think Jiang Guangming in front of me is what I imagined. He will soon become a monster with a knife. He will cut off my flesh bit by bit, and even dig out my eyes, because I saw a picture of him and Lu MANXIN.
"Purple lemon, don't be afraid. I'm uncle." Jiang Mingming thought that I had not seen him for a long time, so he was frightened. But he really made a mistake this time. I was completely immersed in my fantasy world, and I couldn't recognize the real identity of Jiang Mingming. The closer Jiang Mingming came to me, the more scared I was.
I cry while desperately shaking my head, begging Jiang Ming Ming not to come.
"I beg you, don't come near me any more. I dare not look at the photos of you and Lu MANXIN any more."
"Purple lemon, you look at me seriously. I'm really uncle. Shall I take you home?" Jiang Mingming was very upset. He couldn't accept me like this. He wanted to live me and let me calm down, but I bit his wrist hard. I didn't stop until the salty blood made me realize that it seemed like a real person.
Jiang Mingming didn't dodge, and even didn't make a cry when it was the most painful. He hoped it would make me feel better, but I was stunned by the blood on his hand. I pulled out the paper towel on the bedside table to dry the blood on my mouth, but later, I put the paper towel with blood into my mouth.
Jiang Mingming was frightened by me. He snatched the tissue from my hand in a hurry, but I became more and more frightened. I swept everything on the bedside table. Finally, I overturned the floor lamp, and the bulb fell to the ground and broke into pieces.
But I laughed, climbed over, grabbed a piece of glass with my hand and put it in my mouth.
"No, purple lemon." Jiang Mingming quickly took off the glass on my hand, but my palm was still stained with blood.
"You see, you see, I have blood on my hands again." I raised my hand to Jiang Qingming and said, "do you know? As long as I feel the pain, I won't think of uncle again, he will come from here I pointed to my head, "he will disappear here, so I have to keep the pain until I can't remember him, so I can close my eyes and go to sleep."
"Purple lemon, I'm sorry." Jiang Mingming's eyes turned red when I said that. He finally understood why Shen Yue was worried about my state. What's the difference between me and Lily, who was sick before, and he didn't look like a normal person at all.
"Why are you still here? My hand is very painful. Why don't you disappear?" I suddenly burst into tears. I still thought that Jiang Guangming in front of me was my illusion. How could he stay so long today and look so real? It seemed that he really appeared.
"Purple lemon, I'm really uncle. If you don't believe me, bite me again." Jiang Ming stretched out his hand to me, but I shook my head desperately. I yelled "help" and smashed everything I could touch to Jiang Ming, but Jiang Ming still didn't leave. The more I hit him like this, the more distressed he was. He felt that all this was caused by him.
Yeah, if I didn't meet him, how could I be like this? A good girl becomes just like a crazy person. But is it all Jiang Qingming's fault? It can not be said that I have no sense of security character, coupled with the inner inferiority, let me choose Jiang Guangming from the beginning is a very risky gamble.
All the good things Jiang Ming did to me actually made up for the lack of paternal love when I was young. I was really infatuated with all kinds of favors that mature uncle brought me. At the beginning, I was an adherent when I fell in love with Jiang Ming Ming. As the two people went farther and farther, and Jiang Ming went to Tianzheng to become a big boss, instead of learning to move forward on an equal footing with him, I became more and more dependent on him. No matter how much Jiang Ming dotes on me, he can't bear the weight of my dependant. So sooner or later, problems will break out between him and me. However, we didn't expect that we should show the problems in such an extreme way.
And the first one who gets hurt must be the dependant, because I am totally attached to him. For me, Jiang Ming Ming's betrayal is not only a physical betrayal, but also a blow up of the whole road. That's why I collapse and even feel that my whole life has been denied.
But who would have predicted this situation? Jiang Mingming certainly didn't want to hurt me, but whether he wanted to or not, I was hurt like this, and I couldn't even tell whether he was real or illusory.
I smashed things to Jiang Qingming, and Jiang Qingming didn't dodge. After throwing all the things around me, Jiang Qingming was still in front of me, even hugging me. I was so scared that I cried and begged Jiang Qingming not to come near me.
"I beg you, don't show up again, I really dare not look at that picture again." I tried my best to tear my hair, trying to wake up from the illusion. Jiang Mingming finally couldn't help holding me. I pushed him away and wanted to escape. But when I turned around, I was tripped by the floor lamp on the ground. I fell on the ground and was punctured on my forehead by the fragments of the previous light bulb.
Shen Yue finally came over. When his aunt called him just now, he was working with the construction site. After listening to the aunt's description, he guessed that Jiang Mingming should come over and rushed home in a hurry. He was worried that Jiang Mingming would make me worse. When he fed me last night, I not only drank a few mouthfuls of porridge, but also said some normal words to him. Shen Yue was a little relieved, but his aunt told him that Jiang Mingming broke in today, and he began to worry again.When I saw Shen Yue, I immediately burst into tears. When Shen Yue saw that my head was covered with blood, he was immediately frightened and asked his aunt to get the medicine box.
"It's OK. I'm back." Shen Yue held me, and I immediately retracted into his arms, like a wounded little beast, and did not dare to look up at Jiang Mingqing.
"Clear, you go out first."
Jiang Mingming doesn't want to go out, but he can't refuse Shen Yue's request. He also knows that his stay here will only stimulate my mood. It's better to let Shen Yue calm my mood first.
Shen Yue asked his aunt to bring me a medicine box to help me deal with the wound, and gave me some emotional medicine. I finally recovered. I told Shen Yue that I wanted to sleep for a while. Shen Yue nodded and took me to bed.
"Shen Yue, please wait for me to fall asleep before you leave. I'm so scared." I hold Shen Yue's hand for fear that he will leave me. Jiang Mingming is very sad to see this scene at the door, but he can't help it.
"Well, I'll be by your side. I won't go anywhere." Shen Yue helped me cover the quilt and stroked my forehead. Gradually, I breathed evenly.
Shen Du was relieved. I had to rely on these drugs to sleep these days. He didn't want to give me them, but I couldn't calm down without them.