I've been in the convenience store downstairs for more than ten minutes, and all I bought is the bottom of the bottle.
Shall I go up and have a look?
At this time, Jiang Mingming is in the house, but I haven't figured out what to say to him. If I see him and start shooting arrows at him, I'd better not meet him.
I hesitated to sit in the rest area of the convenience store when a clerk recognized me.
"Well, did you live in this building before?"
"Well, yes, I moved."
"No wonder I haven't seen you shopping for a long time, but your boyfriend has seen you many times." When the assistant said this, he suddenly realized something and immediately whispered "sorry" to me.
I shook my head, also full of embarrassment.
"Does he come often?"
"It seems to be. Anyway, I see him several times a week. He's very nice. He doesn't want any change." The shop assistant helped me take away the yoghurt I had drunk and cleaned the table in the rest area. I thought the conversation between me and her would stop. However, when she left, she couldn't help saying a few words to me, "I feel that he hasn't had a good time. He's not as energetic as before."
"Yes? You look very carefully. "
"No, it's because when I saw him with you before, I thought there was a big contrast between you two. He was like your uncle, and every time you came, he would not allow you to buy potato chips, and you would have a tantrum with him, so I was impressed by him and you."
I tried to smile, but the corner of my eye was a little wet, so I turned my head out of the window.
Fortunately, a new customer came, and the shop assistant was busy again.
It's better to go up and have a look. I persuade myself that since they are all here, they are all here.
Into the elevator, according to the floor, the elevator door, I took a deep breath.
Finger in front of the doorbell to stay for a minute, or put down, I still have no courage.
Do you just give up?
Su Zimeng, do you really don't want to see him? He is just a few meters in front of you. Just take a step forward, you can hug him and tell him that you want to be with him.
At last the doorbell rang.
But no one came to open the door for a long time. Has Jiang Mingming gone?
I'm a little disappointed. Maybe I've been in the convenience store downstairs for too long. Jiang Mingming may have left the apartment during this time.
Just as he was about to turn around and leave, the door opened. Jiang Mingming, wearing a Pullover Sweater and a pair of sweatpants, stood at the door.
He was stunned. He didn't expect me to be here.
We two looked at each other for several seconds, suddenly Jiang Mingming thought of something, called a "day", quickly ran in.
I was curious about what happened and followed.
Jiang Ming ran to the kitchen. The pot on the stove was bubbling white and splashing all over the stove. Jiang Ming was in a hurry. He tried to clean the stove, but accidentally knocked it over again.
Another look at the side, noodles scattered on the ground, salt pot has been overturned, really a man who can't do housework.
I sighed and pushed Jiang Qingming away. "I'll do it."
"I'm sorry to ask you to help me clean up." Jiang Ming Ming seems very embarrassed, but he really has nothing to do.
Kitchen is not his strong point. He can run a company, but he can't deal with a bowl of noodles.
"How do you remember to cook noodles at home?"
"I don't want to go out to eat. I want to go to sleep after eating. I stayed up all night last night to check the pictures."
"Why don't you go to the restaurant and wait for me, and I'll bring it out for you when I'm ready."
"Yes, please." Jiang Mingming obediently went out. I picked up the noodles on the ground, set up the salt pot, cleaned the stove, cleaned the side of the pot with a clean rag, poured a spoonful of cold water, and then continued to cook noodles.
When I opened the refrigerator, there was a box full of eggs, fruits and yoghurt in it. It seems that Jiang Mingming often lives here.
Take out the pan, fried an egg, noodles are rotten, pour in the bowl, and then put the fried egg on.
Jiang Ming Ming, like a primary school student, sat at the dining table waiting for me. I brought the noodles to him. Unexpectedly, I put the bowl on the table, but in a flash it touched the edge of the bowl. I screamed when it was hot.
"Are you ok?" Jiang Mingming took my finger and blew it in a hurry. I shook my head and asked him to eat noodles.
Jiang Guangming nodded and sat back at the table.
"Eat well."
"Be careful with the heat." I looked at the river and lowered my head All of a sudden, I thought of something, "Oh, I forgot to put salt in it!"
"It's OK. I think it's good to eat without salt. I love everything you make." Jiang Ming Ming giggled, but I was amused by his expression.
"You mean you dare to eat arsenic when I put it down."
"Are you willing?"
"Of course I'm willing. What's the point?""Well, I'll die in your hands." Jiang Mingming continued to lower his head and eat the noodles in the bowl, but I looked up at everything in the house.
Actually nothing has changed, even the cartoon tissue tube I bought on the dining table is still there, and the bear doll on the sofa is still there when I left.
Not to mention the other furnishings of the house, what I looked like when I left, what I still look like now, and I haven't even moved my position.
I can't help sighing, "it hasn't changed at all here."
"Yes, it hasn't changed at all. It's all waiting for you to come back."
I was stunned by Jiang Mingming's words. They were silent for a long time. In order to hide their embarrassment, they had to stand up and walk to the window.
The window is still brightly lit. Not far away is the Guangzhou tower. When I first moved here, I liked to sit here and watch the night scenery every day. I never dreamed that I could still live in such a house.
At that time, I thought that I had to struggle for at least ten years to own such a house, but it was easy to live in, and there was a handsome uncle boyfriend. Is this the plot of a romantic drama?
But there is no such light thing in this world. Everything that is easy to get always needs to pay the corresponding price.
At that time, I chose Jiang Mingming. I could fight for less than 10 years with him, but when I accept his gift, I must accept his character, his busyness, his ex girlfriend and all his gossip objects. He wanted me to be an obedient woman. From his point of view, I really should listen to him. He gave me everything. Even if I got pregnant later and was hit by Lu MANXIN, I had to bear it together with him.
If I want to get along with Jiang Qingming equally, I must become strong, especially in my heart. I must learn not to be attached to him, so that I can love him equally, so that I won't worry about gain and loss, and I won't always want a sense of security from him.
He didn't have so much energy to give me a sense of security every day. I was too young to understand this at that time.
I was staring out of the window in a daze, Jiang Ming Ming had finished eating noodles, put away the dishes and chopsticks, and came over.
"What are you looking at?"
"Look around."
"Why are you free today?"
"If you pass here, come up and have a look."
"Is it really that simple?"
I Leng for a while, then lowered his head, "it's late, I went back."
"No!" Jiang Mingming put out his hand to stop me, "don't leave when you come."