"Why? Why don't you let me go? " I looked up at Jiang Ming Ming, but he was smiling.
"By..." Jiang Ming Ming slowly leaned over, only a few centimeters short, he could touch my lips Jiang Ming Ming kisses me, "with you thinking of me."
"Nonsense, I didn't miss me." I want to push Jiang Guangming away, but Jiang Guangming grabs my hand, presses me to the wall and kisses me.
After a long kiss, Jiang Ming released my hand. I put my hand around his neck. It seemed as if we wanted to suck each other into our bodies. Slowly, Jiang Ming put his hand into my clothes, stroked it gently, and continued to go up
But Jiang Ming Ming's phone rang at this time.
I stopped, but Jiang Ming Ming refused to stop and continued to kiss him. I had to continue to cooperate with him, but the phone was still ringing, which made me unable to concentrate.
"You'd better answer the phone. Maybe the person who is looking for you has something urgent." I still stopped, Jiang Ming Ming is also very depressed, had to turn to answer the phone.
Guo Lu is on the phone. She's looking for Jiang Mingming because of the drawings, but she seems to want to take this opportunity to meet Jiang Mingming. She also asks if Jiang Mingming is at home. She sends the drawings to Jiang Mingming.
"You send my email. I'm busy now. I'll see you later."
"I'll send it to you."
"No, you can email me directly."
"Don't do that, brother Ming Ming. I want to see you." Guo Lu in the phone that saejiao, I took the opportunity to pick up the bag, with Jiang Ming Ming said I go first, Jiang Ming Ming immediately panic, quickly hung up the phone, blocked me in the door.
"Purple lemon, don't go."
"I'm afraid I'll disturb your work. I'd better go back first."
"I won't let you go." Jiang Mingming grabbed my arms and seemed really worried about me running away.
"Feet are on me. You don't care if I go." I tooted my mouth and turned my face to one side.
"If I say I can't go, I can't go!" Jiang Ming Ming suddenly picked me up, "you are not allowed to go anywhere tonight, you have to accompany me."
Jiang Ming Ming carried me into the bedroom and threw me on the bed. I wanted to get up, but he pressed me over.
Of course, I know what Jiang Mingming wants to do. If it wasn't for Guo Lu's phone call just now, we would have gone to bed Jiang Mingming kisses me wildly and wants to eat me. I can't escape from him at all. Gradually, I am teased by him and respond to him step by step.
We don't know how many times we have done it in this bed. Jiang Ming likes to have a desk lamp on. He likes to have a little weak light in the room. He can see my body, but he is not very clear. He presses me under his body or I sit on him, and the orange light hits me. This kind of picture is always extremely greedy. So that we broke up for a long time, he would dream of such a scene.
I always call him husband when I'm excited. In fact, many lovers around me call him "husband" and "wife" when they fall in love, but I'm not very funny. Maybe it's because we were in love with underground love at that time, and I didn't dare to call him so blatantly, but Jiang Ming Ming likes that I call him in bed, and he will respond to me and say "wife" You're beautiful.
But these times we didn't play this game again. Maybe both of us were very scared and didn't know what would happen when we woke up the next day.
So when I called him husband by his ear tonight, Jiang Ming Ming was so excited that I almost didn't suffocate by him I closed my eyes, I thought I had reached a climax, but I suddenly thought of that picture, thinking about the picture of me sitting by the bed crying that day, I broke the lamp, glass slag made a lot of blood out of my hands.
"Ah..." My head suddenly sent out a burst of pain, can't help holding his head, Jiang Ming flustered, he didn't know how I suddenly become like this, quickly stopped, hold me.
"What's the matter with you, purple lemon?"
"I think of some bad things again." I can't help crying, I really don't want to think about these things, but as long as I close my eyes, it will emerge, and I can't concentrate on Jiang Mingming.
"I'm sorry, it's all my fault. Shall we take our time?" Jiang Mingming is very guilty. He is worried about whether I will be scared away by these things. He can't let me go any more. How he hopes to jump into my brain and take away all these bad things.
But it did happen. This is an unchangeable fact. If I want to be with Jiang Mingming, I have to learn to face the past. Otherwise, I can only choose to separate. If I don't see each other, I won't hurt each other.
But I just can't bear it. I love him.
We didn't go on after all. I lay in Jiang Mingming's arms, holding my hand by him. Maybe this posture made me more stable.
It took me a long time to slow down. I looked up at Jiang Qingming and said, "if I always think of those things in the future, will you be bored to death by me?"
"No, it's my fault. I have to accept your reactions." Jiang Ming Ming kisses my forehead, "as long as you are willing to believe me again, of course I am willing to wait for you to recover slowly, as long as you can.""You lie to me, if I really and you, at most three times you will be tired of me, you will say how to always dig up old accounts." I pull out my hand. I'm telling the truth. I believe everything Jiang Mingming says now, but I don't believe it can be permanent.
I'm not so easy to cheat. On the one hand, I feel stronger. On the other hand, I feel extremely depressed. I will never believe every word Jiang Mingming said as foolishly as before.
Jiang Ming Ming smiles and presses me down. He looks into my eyes and says, "shall we get married?"
"No, I haven't thought about it yet." I shook my head, I really did not think well, now hasty marriage is actually a big hidden trouble for the future.
"Well, I'll wait for you as long as you want, but I still hope you can live with me, here or there. Anyway, I want to see you every day, eat your food every day, and sleep with you every day." Jiang Ming Ming said seriously, every word is so hard.
"Didn't you mean to have personal space before? Don't you need it now? "
"My personal space is with you, you are not at my side, I also want my personal space has what meaning."
"Liar, liar, you'll lie to me with nice words." I finally laughed and raised my chin to kiss Jiang's lips. "But I'd rather be cheated again."
Jiang Ming Ming didn't speak. He answered me with a kiss. We fell into a deep kiss again
I hope this beautiful night doesn't disappear too fast.