Chapter 304

Seeing that I didn't speak, Gu Yuze held my hand, but I pulled it away, but he held my hand again, "man Xin, I know Shen Yue loves you very much, and you love Shen Yue, but I still hope you can give me a chance, and I will prove to you that you are not inferior to Shen Yue, and you will be happier with me."

I was stunned. Does Gu Yuze mean to force me to break up with Shen Yue?

"Don't say that. I'm sorry to hear that." I got into the quilt and covered my head with it.

"Well, well, I won't say, but you drink the porridge first." Gu Yuze coaxed me. After a while, maybe I was really hungry, so I had to get out of the quilt and drink the porridge.

Seeing that I drank porridge, Gu Yuze was finally relieved. He took a towel to clean the porridge at the corner of my mouth, and put the medicine to be taken at the head of the bed for me later. "Man Xin, I'm going back to the company now. You have a rest first. If you have something to do, call me. I'll come to accompany you when I finish drawing a picture."

Gu Yuze touched my forehead, turned and went out.

I'm a little lost.

Just now, Gu Yuze treated me well. I even accepted all the orders, and my heart was full of warmth. I didn't know where the warmth came from. It was like being cared by my father.

Later, I finally understood why I was infatuated with Gu Yuze at that time, because he was older than me and more mature than me. His feeling to me was totally different from Shen Yue's. Shen Yue was full of enthusiasm for me. Shen Yue and I were a couple together. We depended on each other and supported each other. However, Gu Yuze felt like a big brother or even a father to me. He was a good friend I always take care of everything and talk to me as a little girl - I never realized how much my lost father's love affected me before. Even after I got along with Gu Yuze, I still didn't realize what I like about Gu Yuze. It was later that I came into contact with some psychology that I found out that the lack of father's love was extremely important for a girl This kind of absence will make her extremely infatuated with the man who is older than herself. Sometimes this infatuation is not love at all. She is just looking back to her childhood desire for father's love. She hopes that she can complete the things that she should have done with her father in childhood with her uncle, such as coquetry and doting.

So I later understood why my sister Su Zimeng was so infatuated with Jiang Qingming. Although Jiang Qingming is always the same age, Jiang Qingming is 12 years older than Su Zimeng. He certainly won't care about trifles with Su Zimeng. From Su Zimeng's point of view, Jiang Qingming loves her like a father, just like she and Jiang Qingming When she goes shopping, Jiang Mingming tells her not to drink coke, but she wants to buy it. This scene is actually a picture of her daughter begging for snacks from her father when she was a child. But my sister and I are missing this piece. That's why I like Gu Yuze at this time, while Su Zimeng is infatuated with Jiang Mingming.

Gu Yuze took care of me for several days. I didn't go to work these days. Shen Yue was also strange. After I yelled at him that night, he seldom called me these days. Maybe he thought he cared about me so much, but I thought he was always in charge of me.

After I got well, Gu Yuze asked me to have dinner.

This is my first date with him as a non friend. He ordered a very expensive western restaurant. The price of this meal is half a month's salary. Gu Yuze's income is much higher than mine. Of course, he can afford this meal, but I'm a little timid. I don't know what the relationship between Gu Yuze and me will be like after this meal.

The two of us ate the meal step by step, first served the appetizer, then served the staple food. Finally, I ordered an ice cream and paid the bill after the meal. It was already 10 p.m. when I went out.

Gu Yuze didn't drive today, but walked me downstairs. I said "thank you". When I was ready to turn around, Gu Yuze hugged me.

He kisses my lips, I want to resist, but in the end I surrender.

I have to say that Gu Yuze will please my body better than Shen Yue. We have a relationship again. This time I didn't drink. I am very sober. Gu Yuze pressed on me. I felt the pleasure for the first time. I never thought that this kind of thing could bring people such a pleasure. This pleasure made all the cells of my body excited.

We had two incidents that night, and I felt happy every time. After the incident, I was tightly in Gu Yuze's arms, and Gu Yuze was kissing my forehead - in fact, he should be exhausted, but he insisted on chatting with me, and Shen Yue would go straight to sleep every time after the incident, which made me bored.

This is the characteristics of mature men, although Gu Yuze is not very mature now, but he has done very well.

At the moment, I really don't know how to face the relationship between Shen Yue and me. Under Gu Yuze's strong attack, I really forgot Shen Yue for a moment. In addition, Shen Yue and I haven't seen each other for two or three months. I've long forgotten what it was like to be held by Shen Yue.

After being with Gu Yuze for half a month, I finally decided to talk to Shen Yue. I didn't say "break up". I just said that maybe we are not suitable to be together now. It's better to be quiet for a while. I'll go to my class well and Shen Yue will finish reading the book without disturbing each other.Shen Yue directly asked me if I wanted to break up. I dare not say "yes", but my silence has already told Shen Yue the answer.

"Do you like other people?" Shen Yue asked me on the phone.

"I I don't know... " I even answered "I don't know". Even if the other party is a fool, I know what I mean.

"Is that Gu Yuze you like?" Shen Yue continued to ask me. His voice was shaking. Jiang Mingming did tell him that I had been very close to Gu Yuze recently. Besides, Jiang Mingming was not the only one in our company who knew Shen Yue. Everyone spread gossip to each other. Several people had told Shen Yue that I had a close relationship with Gu Yuze.

"I I don't know. " I have been flustered by Shen Yue's questions, and I have no logic of thinking at all.

"I'll ask for leave later. When I get back to Guangzhou, we'll meet and you'll tell me about breaking up."

"Don't come here, we'll just say it on the phone." I'm worried that once Shen Yue comes back, I'll lose my courage and my heart will soften.

In fact, I am also very tired of this kind of long-distance relationship. I have been living alone in Guangzhou for more than two years. When I am not with Gu Yuze, I am afraid of holidays and even weekends. I don't know where to go to make myself look less lonely.

Moreover, I feel that Shen Yue is starting a new life after graduation. He and I have no foundation. Gu Yuze has all the foundations he should have now, and he will get better and better. Why don't I choose a better person for my future?

I think so shortsightedly, so I think about breaking up with Shen Yue.