Chapter 305

Shen Yue asked for a week's leave from school. He didn't want to care about anything. This time, he just wanted to save me.

As soon as Shen Yue came out of the railway station, he came directly to the downstairs of our company. He was waiting for me to get off work in the lobby. I didn't even have a chance to avoid him. Gu Yuze also found Shen Yue waiting for me downstairs. He asked me if he wanted to explain to Shen Yue himself. I shook my head. Shen Yue wanted to see me this time, and he would not listen to any explanation from Gu Yuze.

When I was about to go downstairs, Gu Yuze suddenly blocked me in the corridor.

"Man Xin, I'm afraid of losing you all of a sudden."

"Why do you say that?" I looked at Gu Yuze in surprise, his face looked very bad.

"I'm afraid Shen Yue will take you back again." Gu Yuze lowered his head, "you don't go to see him, OK? Let me go down and tell him."

"No, if you go down and talk to Shen Yue, Shen Yue will be angry." I refuse Gu Yuze. Although I am afraid of facing Shen Yue, I know Shen Yue. If he is not really worried, he will never delay his studies. Moreover, he has asked for a week's leave. His purpose is very obvious, that is to deal with me and him.

"It doesn't matter. If he wants to hit me, I won't fight back. I'll let him." Gu Yuze hugged me, "man Xin, I really don't want to lose you."

I pushed Gu Yuze away. I was very confused now. Originally, I was determined to break up with Shen Yue, but I got a call from Shen Yue. He said that when he was waiting for me downstairs in our company, I was suddenly very scared. I didn't want to see him, but I didn't dare not to miss him.

Later, I recalled this paragraph. Fortunately, Shen Yue came to coax me back. If he didn't come to me, I would really be with Gu Yuze. After that, my life would be a different situation. It's not known whether I can still get my present wealth and status. It's also not known whether I can meet my sister Su Zimeng. I might go with Gu Yuze I went to America and settled down in America with my mother.

In a word, everything is arranged by God, but we mortals don't know God's mind, always can't accept these arrangements at the beginning, and are used to doing meaningless struggle.

At this time, Shen Yue waited for me downstairs for several hours, but I still went downstairs.

When I came to Shen Yue, Shen Yue looked up at me.

"Let's go back."

Shen Yue doesn't want to talk to me here, and he doesn't want to talk to me outside, but I want to make it clear when I have dinner with him outside. Shen Yue doesn't even want to eat. He just wants to come back to the house with me.

I couldn't beat Shen Yue, so I had to go home with him first.

As soon as the door closed, Shen Yue finally breathed out his breath.

"Are you with Gu Yuze long ago?"

I don't speak. I dare not speak. Shen Yue's tone is fierce.

"Talk! If you don't want to break up with me, you have to give me a reason. "

"There's no reason. I just don't want to be with you." I turned my face and didn't dare to look at Shen Yue. Shen Yue came over, grabbed my arms and looked at his face. "You look into my eyes and say, are you in love with Gu Yuze? That's why you want to break up with me."

I continued to keep silent, but Shen Yue's angry eyes were about to come out, desperately shaking me, I was hurt by him, and finally I couldn't help crying.

"Lu MANXIN, why are you crying? You are not breaking up with me. I just want a real reason."

"Shen Yue, don't make me say it." I continued to cry bitterly. Shen Yue had to let me go and sat down on the chair with a sigh.

"Well, I'll ask you a question, and I'll leave when you've finished."

"Good..." I nodded and agreed.

"Have you ever had a relationship with Gu Yuze?"

I was stunned. I didn't expect that Shen Yue would ask me this question. I didn't even plan to tell Shen Yue about it before. I thought I would break up anyway, so I'd just hide it from him.

However, when Shen Yuezhen threw this problem out, it was just a slap in the head. It hit me so hard that I didn't lose my strength for a long time.

I didn't dare to answer. I even felt my teeth trembling. The whole room was so quiet that I could only hear the sound of the needle landing

Can I tell Shen Yue that I went to bed with Gu Yuze on his back more than once, and even I felt very happy with Gu Yuze. I went to his house the day before yesterday

"Come on, I don't want to know the answer. Just as you think, let's break up." Shen Yue stood up and went to the door.

I finally got scared. When the word "break up" came out of Shen Yue's mouth, I realized that I really didn't want to lose him. I couldn't help running forward and hugging Shen Yue from behind.

"Shen Yue, don't go."

"What's the point of my staying here? It's just adding to your troubles. " Shen Yue raised his head and looked at the ceiling. I felt that he was crying, but I didn't want to see him crying. I could only use this posture to hide my sadness.I'm his favorite woman and his first. Of course, he is reluctant to part with me.

I pulled Shen Yue over and buried his head in his arms. Shen Yue was stiff at first. Seeing that I was crying so sad in his arms, he couldn't help holding me.

We haven't hugged each other for a long time. I really forgot what it was like when I was hugged by Shen Yue. But once I was hugged by Shen Yue, I felt so warm that I didn't want to come out of his arms.

Is this a kind of dependence or a habit?

I don't know how long I cried in Shen Yue's arms. I didn't raise my head until the whole T-shirt of Shen Yue was wet. I took the initiative to kiss Shen Yue. Shen Yue refused to open his lips at first. After several kisses, he finally responded to me. He kisses me so hard that he seems to want to put his tongue into my throat and pinch my arms with both hands until finger marks appear.

But why did I kiss Shen Yue at that time? I couldn't understand my own thinking at that time.

Up to now, I can't forget the mood when I had a relationship with Shen Yue this time. I was scared and scared. The whole process was trying to please Shen Yue. I don't know what Shen Yue was feeling at that time. We didn't speak during the process. Shen Yue didn't make a few calls until the last moment.

Shen Yue lay on me and didn't get up for a long time. I heard him crying. This was the last time I saw Shen Yue shed tears. After that, we really parted hands. I haven't seen Shen Yue cry before. But I cried again. I don't know whether I was repenting or chagrined. In a word, all kinds of tastes appeared in my heart, which was very uncomfortable.