Chapter 306

Shen Yue and I were lying flat on the bed, as if we were holding hands when we had a relationship for the first time, but no one was sleeping, and no one spoke.

It's just that the mood now is totally different from that at that time. At that time, we belong to each other. Although they thought different things at that time, I was worried about whether they would be pregnant, but he wanted to go into my body again. However, we are in love with each other without any thoughts. No one can separate Shen Yue from me at that time. But at this moment, I feel that Shen Yue and I are always together Will separate, as long as I and one of his people get up, even if do not need to speak a word, we are finished here.

But why do we still hold hands, as if worried that if the other person gets up, another person can drag him or her back.

"Shen Yue, in fact, I'm not good either. I've got a lot of tantrums recently, and I don't have patience with you."

"That's because you live here alone, you have to face a lot of things, I can't help you, and I call you every day to ask questions, so you naturally feel that I'm very upset, and Gu Yuze..." Shen Yue said these three words with a pause. He was still a little unhappy, but he couldn't get around this person. He could only spit out these three words, "he's by your side. He can really help you a lot. Even if you are sick and have a cold and want me to pour you a glass of water, I can't do it, but he can do it."

"Shen Yue..." I choked. I thought Shen Yue would be angry, but he was blaming himself. But the more he blamed himself, the more uncomfortable I felt.

"You let me finish." Shen Yue kisses my finger again, lowers his head and continues, "although I always tell you that I will get married when I graduate and go back to Guangzhou, it's just a very general goal, just like the three words I love you. It just sounds good and has no guarantee."

"No, I know you've made a lot of plans, and I'm in all of them." I turned around, lying on Shen Yue, "and your parents often come to see me. If you didn't take me seriously in front of my family, how could your parents treat me so well?"

"These are not important, the key is that I didn't give you any commitment to land, this is my fault, so you will like Gu Yuze." Shen Yue looked at me. I wanted to explain, but Shen Yue put his finger on my lips. He didn't want to hear any explanation from me. "Now I'm serious about asking you, do you want to break up with me?"

I pause for a few seconds, shake my head, I don't want to.

"Well, I believe you. I'll take it as if I don't know what you've done with Gu Yuze before, but you can't do it again in the future."

"Well." I nodded. Now I'm lying on Shen Yue's chest. I really don't want to be separated from him. As he said just now, maybe we shouldn't be separated. Separation will really hurt our feelings. So when I hear Shen Yue's heartbeat, I really understand that I still love him and don't want to be separated from him.

"And you also remind me that maybe I should try to start my own business. I originally planned to find a job after my master's degree. Now I think maybe I can try to start my own company."

"Do you really think so?" I look at Shen Yue with surprise. I've been persuading him to start his own company for a long time, but Shen Yue always feels that it's not safe to do so. Although he seems to have a lot of ideas, he still wants a stable job, and then marry and have children with me.

In fact, this kind of idea is not bad. Maybe Shen Yue and I will live the most ordinary life. Our income will not be too bad or too good. They are like ordinary couples, having one or two children, going to the movies on weekends and going out on holiday every year.

At the moment, I don't like this kind of life very much. I feel extremely flat. But Shen Yue and I have experienced so many things later. In the end, what we long for is not such a flat life? But if I don't experience the pain, how can I understand the truth?

So before I experienced the pain, I was excited to hear Shen Yue say that he was going to start a company. I hope Shen Yue can make some achievements. I also believe in his ability. It can be said that Shen Yue's later success is really something I forced him to do.

We talked for a long time this evening about all kinds of things about starting a company in the future. We even forgot that we were still crying just now. We were not happy about whether to break up. But once it came to the real future, they were suddenly full of hope.

They still love each other, otherwise it's easy to make up so soon. That night, after we talked, Shen Yue pressed me under him again. I called him "husband" in his ear. Shen Yue was very excited when I teased him. He tried to contradict me as if he wanted to give me everything in his body.

At this time, Gu Yuze was very depressed. He wanted to call me, but he didn't know what was the situation on my side.