Gu Yuze was crazy. He called me more than ten times that day. I didn't dare to answer them. I didn't want to answer them. I was a mess myself.

I guess I've been hit this time. I didn't have my period last month. I didn't even think about it. I didn't think about it until I saw the sanitary napkin in the drawer today.

I went to the drugstore to buy a pregnancy test stick. It may not be enough months. It was measured that it was deep and shallow. I became more and more flustered, so I sent a text message to Gu Yuze. I told him that I didn't have menstruation last month. Gu Yuze immediately asked me to go to the hospital. I had to go to the hospital for a test.

But in the process of waiting, Gu Yuze couldn't calm down there. He was about to blow up my phone.

It was not easy to wait until the examination results, as I guessed, I was pregnant

Gu Yuze then called me again.

"Man Xin, what's the result?"

"I guess I'm pregnant." I'm so depressed that I can't even stand.

Gu Yuze on the other end of the phone was so excited that he couldn't say anything. What he thought was that I was pregnant with his children, and he could just marry me. He even planned to buy a plane ticket and fly back to Guangzhou immediately.

"Man Xin, I can arrive in Guangzhou tomorrow night at the latest. Don't worry, wait for me to come back."

"No, no, no, don't come back!" I immediately stopped Gu Yuze's idea, "I haven't thought about whether or not to have this child."

"You haven't thought about it yet?" Gu Yuze was surprised, "you don't want him."

"I don't want to. I don't think I'm ready at all." I really want to tell Gu Yuze that I don't want to marry him at all. Now Tianzheng is on the right track, and the relationship between Shen Yue and me is beginning to improve. How can I be pregnant at this time, and the child is Gu Yuze's.

If Shen Yue knew this, would he not be mad?

"Man Xin, I hope you can keep this child. After all, he is my flesh and blood with you. I really hope to form a family with you and raise this child well." Gu Yuze begged me on the phone, but I didn't waver. I trembled at the thought of telling Shen Yue about it. How can I say that.

"Let me see." I sighed, I don't want to talk to Gu Yuze again, "you don't worry about coming back, I want to contact you again."

When I hung up the phone, I felt as if I had been hit by a pawn. My whole head was dizzy, as if I had fallen into a whirlpool. I didn't know where the exit was and when I could calm down.

How can I be so careless? If I know I'm pregnant earlier, maybe taking medicine can solve it. According to the B-ultrasound, if I don't want this baby, I can only induce labor.

The doctor also told me that induction of labor is to put an instrument into the uterus, smash the child, and then discharge all of them. As soon as I hear the doctor finish, I feel uncomfortable, but this kind of thing is more and more serious. If I don't want the child, I'd better solve it as soon as possible.

I walked out of the hospital in a daze. I didn't get hit by a car when I crossed the road. The driver scolded me a few words, but I didn't want to respond. I just wanted to leave this place as soon as possible.

I called Feng Fei. She knew about me and Gu Yuze. I told her.

But when Feng Fei heard that I was pregnant, she was still shocked. She asked her boss for leave and ran out to see me.

I've become a tearful person in the coffee shop.

"Man Xin, you are usually such a smart person, how can you do such a stupid thing." Feng Fei reproached me, but seeing me cry like this, she scolded me a few words and then couldn't help comforting me, "but don't be too sad, you first tell me if you want to be with Gu Yuze."

"No, I don't want to break up with Shen Yue." I shook my head firmly. Maybe I hesitated before, but when I learned that I was pregnant with Gu Yuze's child, I became more and more sure that I didn't want to be with Gu Yuze.

"Since you are so sure of your own ideas, do what you want to do. Beat the child and break up contact with Gu Yuze." Feng Fei doesn't like Gu Yuze either. Ever since I told her about me and Gu Yuze, Feng Fei always advised me to break up with Gu Yuze, but I didn't listen to her advice in the end. I always got involved with Gu Yuze.

"OK, but now I can't get medical abortion. I'm going to induce labor. Once induced labor, I have to rest for at least half a month. How can I explain this half a month to Shen Yue?" I'm worried that Shen Yue may find something wrong with me. After all, we have a one-time life at least every week now. But if I kill my child, I can't be touched for the first three months. Shen Yue will doubt it.

"Let me see..." Feng Fei also thought it was a bit troublesome, "why don't you say you went to America to see your mother?"

"No, Shen Yue is connected with my mother, unless my mother lies with me, but if my mother knows about it, she will scold me to death." I shook my head. Last week, my mother was still urging me to marry Shen Yue. If I told her that I was pregnant with another man's child, my mother would collapse."Otherwise, I haven't taken annual leave this year. Last weekend, I should be able to apply for half a month's annual leave. After you finish the operation, you tell Shen Yue to go out with me. It's estimated that if you delay for a few days, you can avoid Shen Yue for more than half a month. By that time, you will not recover much, and Shen Yue won't doubt it." Feng Fei is going to resign from this company, so she wants to take her annual leave. Originally, she planned to take her annual leave to go abroad with Wang Yaoyi, but when I had this accident, she had to give up traveling and take care of me.

I really don't know how to thank Feng Fei, but Feng Fei shakes her head. She warns me that this kind of thing can only happen once, and it won't happen again.

When I nodded, I suddenly remembered that I met Jiang Mingming after watching the movie with Gu Yuze. He also warned me like this, but later I was found to have contact with Gu Yuze I suddenly got scared, but at the moment I was very determined that I really didn't want to be with Gu Yuze.

I told Feng Fei never to tell Shen Yue about it or anyone who knew us. Feng Fei nodded and agreed. In fact, I also know that she helped me because she knew Shen Yue cared about me. She still wanted me to be with Shen Yue. So after I broke up with Shen Yue, Feng Fei always comforted me. In fact, Shen Yue was angry with me, But how can a person block so many years of gas, even Shen Yue later also pulled Lily this woman as a shield to break up with me.

That's the last word.

At the moment, I'm trying my best to calm down. When Shen Yue comes back from his business trip tonight, I have to maintain a normal state of communication with Shen Yue. Otherwise, Shen Yue, such a smart person, can't find that I'm different from usual?