Shen Yue is very tired. He is on business in Guangxi these days. He stays up late every night and doesn't have a good rest at all. Fortunately, he doesn't have a good rest. Otherwise, he will want to vent his anger if he hasn't seen me for more than a week. Although we are not as fond of this matter as before, Shen Yue is still a 30-year-old man. He lies with his girlfriend and is not healthy There will be some reaction.
But Shen Yue was so tired tonight that he took a bath and lay down. I was relieved.
When I had a relationship with him, I told him that I wanted to travel with Feng Fei after the completion of the project in hand. Shen Yue had no objection. He also knew that Feng Fei and I had a good relationship, and that Feng Fei was going to resign. She might go to work for my former boss, so Feng Fei asked me to travel.
After chatting for a while, Shen Yue went to sleep, and soon I heard the sound of even breathing.
But in the early morning of the next day, Shen Yue began to attack me.
Today happens to be Saturday, I simply can not use overtime as an excuse to go out from home, in a hurry, I can only say that I have menstruation.
"Ah, it's so unfortunate that you can find a way to help me solve it." Shen Yue made a dejected expression and rubbed against my chest again.
I knew what he meant, so I immediately fell down and helped Shen Yue solve it.
After that, Shen Yue was very satisfied and took me to sleep for a while, but I was still restless and couldn't sleep at all.
Gu Yuze called me several times in the early morning. Now he was very worried that I would knock out the baby in my stomach, but I was very worried that he would be found by Shen Yue when he called, so he just pulled Gu Yuze black.
Fortunately, Shen Yue has to work with projects during this period, so he has no time to accompany me. I can just have a good rest at home.
I made an appointment to have an operation on Monday. Feng Fei asked for half a day off to accompany me. Shen Yue just had a meeting that day. He didn't know I was in the hospital.
The operation was done very quickly, but I was very uncomfortable after the operation, and I was not in a good mood, so I was crying all the time.
Feng Fei told me not to cry, "man Xin, anyway, you are also a child in confinement. My mother said that it hurts her eyes to cry in confinement."
"Feng Fei, I'm still very sad. After all, this is a life."
"But it's not a good thing for him that you leave him. You don't want to be with Gu Yuze at all. Even if you marry Gu Yuze for the sake of this child, after a long time, you will still find that you are not happy. When you get divorced, it will be the child who will hurt the most. Look at your mother, isn't that a lesson?" Feng Fei comforted me. I know what Feng Fei said is reasonable, but I just can't help crying.
I suddenly think of my little sister Lu Manfei. When my mother left her, she was only five months old. Now I can fully understand how miserable my mother was at that time. If she wasn't really powerless, there was a mother willing to abandon her own child.
At that time, I thought my sister was still staying at home in Chaoshan. I didn't know that she had been sold to Uncle Su by my father. Uncle Su had married a wife and had just given birth to a son. My poor sister was helping to take care of the younger brother.
"Feng Fei, how do you say I should tell Gu Yuze about it? He called me crazily a few days ago, and I pulled him black."
"Ah, how did you pull him black." Feng Fei was startled. She didn't expect me to pull Gu Yuze black. "If you pull him black, you won't be afraid to stimulate him. In case he goes to Shenyue, you are not human."
Feng Fei asked me to get in touch with Gu Yuze, not only to get in touch with him, but also to talk with him well. He must be calm. After all, Gu Yuze still hopes to get married with me and have a baby. My baby also has half of him. I decide to kill the baby without permission. In fact, for Gu Yuze, it's a kind of disrespect, and Gu Yuze's character can't accept it.
After listening to Feng Fei, I decided to call Gu Yuze.
Gu Yuze was relieved when he received my call.
"Man Xin, where are you?"
"I'm in the hospital."
"Why did you go to the hospital again?" Gu Yuze was surprised. He suddenly had a bad premonition. He had been worried about whether I would kill the child without authorization these days. After all, I had obviously indicated that I didn't want the child very much that day.
"I I... " I don't dare to speak up very much. As Feng Fei said, I know Gu Yuze wants this child very much, and he is ready to marry me at any time. Even he thinks that if I don't want to go to the United States, he will return home immediately for development.
"What are you doing?" Gu Yuze's tone became tense.
"I knocked the baby out." I took a deep breath and told Gu Yuze the news.
At the other end of the phone, Gu Yuze didn't speak for a long time.
After a long time, Gu Yuze spoke.
"Why did you kill him?"
"I I I don't think it's right for me to have him now. "
"Do you know that half of this child is mine?" Gu Yuze's tone was fierce, which made me tremble, but Gu Yuze became more and more angry. Finally, he couldn't help yelling on the phone, "Lu MANXIN, how can you be so cruel? You don't want your children. Do you hate me so much? Since you don't want to marry me and don't want the baby in your stomach, why do you want to have a relationship with me? Do you think I'm a spare tire and come and go at once? ""That's not what I mean." I wanted to explain to Gu Yuze, but when it came to my mouth, I started to cry.
"That's not what you mean. You still love Shen Yue, right?" Gu Yuze roared on the other end of the phone. This is the first time I saw him get so angry. Later, I never saw him get so angry again. Maybe this is the saddest thing in his life. "Lu MANXIN, do you always think that I'm not good at Shen Yue, so every time you have a conflict with Shen Yue, you will come to me to find comfort. When you make up with Shen Yue, you'll have another fight I'll kick it
"Yuzege, you misunderstood me. I didn't use you as a spare tire." I deny Gu Yuze, but there is no more powerful reason to refute him.
"Don't call me brother Yuze. You're really going too far this time. I'm all hurt by you!" Gu Yuze hung up the phone. He never took the initiative to hang up my phone. Every time he called me before, he always asked me to hang up first. This time, he was really angry.
I thought he might be angry for a while. After all, we are all adults, and we know that some things can't be forced, but he did something that made me collapse.