When I woke up the next day, I knew that everything had not changed. Although I tried to pretend to be calm, I still couldn't hide my depression. After washing up, they went downstairs to have breakfast. Shen Yue said he was going home, and I said I was going to meet a client, so they separated.
Today, I suddenly received a call from Gu Yuze. I didn't want to answer it. I have been out of touch with him for several months. Since I killed my child, Gu Yuze has been very jealous of me, and I don't want to explain to him. We have been out of touch.
I don't want to take care of this call, but Gu Yuze called again. I hesitated for a moment and pressed the connect button.
"Man Xin, are you OK recently?"
"Very good, thank you for your concern."
"And the body?"
"It's good, too." My tone is very cold. I don't really want to talk to him.
"That's good. I've been worried. I'm sorry. I wanted to go back to see you, but I'm afraid you won't see me, and I dare not call you." Gu Yuze sighed on the other end of the phone. He really felt uncomfortable during this period of time.
"You don't have to feel guilty. I did it myself. I will bear the consequences."
"Man Xin, don't say that." Gu Yuze choked, "today is the child's 100 days, so I want to give you a call."
100 days?
I finally remembered it, but when I thought about it, I just showed the painful expression at that time, and my extremely sad mood after the operation. Thinking of this, I suddenly became angry. Gu Yuze, you are sick. Why do you remind me of this? How boring you are.
"Gu Yuze, please don't mention it to me again. I don't want to hear it. I don't want to recall it. It's gone completely. I've forgotten it completely, so I'll answer it when you call. If I know you just want to tell me about it, I'm sorry. I don't want to hear it. I have something else to do. I'll hang up first."
"Man Xin, don't be angry. I'm not reminding you to remember this, but it's the truth. This child is innocent."
"Gu Yuze!" I yelled at the phone, "are you finished? I've told you I don't want to talk about it, but you have to mention it to me again and again. Now Shen Yue and I have completely broken up because of it. Are you satisfied?"
"Did you break up with Shen Yue?" Gu Yuze was stunned. I don't know whether he pretended to be stunned or whether he really knew that Shen Yue and I broke up from me. Anyway, Gu Yuze was really silent for several seconds on the other end of the phone.
In fact, at this time, American time is already considered as sleeping time, but Gu Yuze, in order to keep up with my time, has been waiting until now. I think he is also very tired. I heard that he went to work in a famous American construction office. He is a Chinese who can go to work in this place. He really has certain skills, so he should pay more than ordinary people He wasted a whole night not sleeping just to listen to me yell at him. To be honest, I feel depressed for him.
But what can I do? Love is what you love and I want, just like Shen Yue and I do. As long as I die and completely separate from Shen Yue, I don't care about all his behaviors. Even if he holds a woman in front of me, I can be indifferent. Then I won't be hurt by Shen Yue at all, and I will treat this person as having nothing to do with me If I don't have a department, how can I say that I feel heartache for him.
In the final analysis, everyone is the darling of their parents, who is born to be tortured by another person, and there is no deep hatred between you and me. It's just that you love me and I don't love you. There is no right or wrong thing at all. Do I have to be hurt by you again and again because I love you more than you love me? There is no such unreasonable thing in the world.
But people just like to be cheap. They always think that what they can't get is the best. That's why some people are so stupid that they are just like moths. They know that it's fire, and they have to rush forward one after another to burn their bodies. Maybe they don't have any compassion at all. You're just wasting your life.
At the moment, Gu Yuze is like this. He doesn't sleep just to talk to me, but my temper suddenly becomes big. He yells on the phone and doesn't speak. When I recover, he finally speaks.
"Man Xin, if you don't come to America, shall we get married?"
I can't remember how many times Gu Yuze proposed to me. Shen Yue told me many times to get married before. I wanted to get married with him at that time, but I was too relieved about the relationship between Shen Yue and me. I didn't think anything could change our relationship. Marriage was a matter of certainty for us, so I really wanted to buy it at that time I hope I can live in my own house after marriage.
But when we bought a house, we split it up. It's ridiculous.
But when Gu Yuze told me to get married, I didn't want to get married at all. I really didn't want to get married with him. I didn't put him in the category of marriage object at all. I think if I really want to get married, Jiang Mingming is more reliable than him. Gu Yuze is too shady. I really don't have the courage to be with such a person, just like Shen Yue said I don't know Gu Yu When will Ze suddenly attack me, but I don't know.In a sense, Gu Yuze and I actually belong to the same kind of people. We are very smart, but we know how to play smart, but we are not boring. We think that we can play like fish in water under this boundary. However, other people think that people like us are terrible, but we are overconfident.
"Gu Yuze, I won't marry you. Even if I break up with Shen Yue, I won't choose you. You and I are not suitable at all. Would you please stop dreaming?"
"Man Xin, I'm not as good as Shen Yue. I can give you everything you want. You can go to work if you want to. If you don't want to go to work, you can do whatever you like. I just hope you can be by my side and let me see you every day. Why don't you think about me?" Gu Yuze was also a little emotional. After all, I yelled at him so many words just now. He just put his spleen down to coax me.
"Do you know what I want?" I gave a sneer.
"You say, I can do what you want. I will definitely do it." Gu Yuze is serious.
"Well, I'll tell you what I want. You can hear me clearly." I took a deep breath. "I want Shen Yue to come back to me. I want him to love me as he used to. This is what I want. Can you do it?"