In fact, Yanchuan was good to me when I was in love, otherwise I would not feel so sad because of his cheating.
Yan Chuan was my first pursuer. When we were a freshman in military training, Yan Chuan stood in front of me. I thought his side face was really good-looking. In addition, he was a Xueba of our age. At that time, he thought Xueba was a person who devoted himself to reading. However, Yan Chuan not only grew well, but also played basketball well and talked about piano. He was the image of a male god in my mind After several days, I finally wrote him a love letter.
This is my first time to write a love letter to a man. In other words, this is my first time to like a boy, very much. I can't help but write a love letter to him.
I still remember that at the end of the letter, I wrote, "I hope I can sit in the library with you in the future, which is my biggest wish now."
At that time, my mind was really ridiculous. I just wanted to sit in the library with Yan Chuan to study by myself. I didn't expect that this letter would be given to Yan Chuan, and this wish would come true in the evening.
I still remember the scene at that time. I was sweating all night. I didn't read a word. I didn't even turn my head. I was staring at the paper.
Yan Chuan couldn't help laughing when he saw me like this. He asked me if I wanted to go out for a walk.
"Where to?"
"Outside the library!" Yanchuan said while packing things, I hastened to clean up the desktop, followed him out.
At the beginning, we still kept a personal distance, walking, Yanchuan suddenly approached me.
"Su Zi Meng, do you really like me?"
"Well..." I don't know how to answer Yan Chuan's question, but I have already told him in my letter. Why did he ask me face to face.
"Tell me."
"Didn't I write it in the letter?" I bowed my head. Fortunately, it was night, otherwise Yan Chuan would see my cheeks flushed.
"I want to hear it from you. It's not very clear in your letter."
"I I I like you. " I took a deep breath, and finally said it. But as soon as I finished, Yan Chuan came over. Although it was just like a dragonfly skimming water, it really scared me. My whole body was shaking like an electric shock, and even my eyes were about to fall to the ground.
I really didn't expect that my first kiss would be gone
I didn't even have time to say another word with Yanchuan, but I ran back to the dormitory in a mess. All the way, I felt my lips were burning, and even my whole head was about to burn.
Chen Xixi didn't know what happened to me. She knew that I was going on a date with Yan Chuan tonight. She was waiting for me in the dormitory to come back and tell her about the date tonight. But I ran back in a hurry and got into the quilt without brushing my teeth.
"Purple lemon, what are you doing?" Chen Xixi thought that my talk with Yanchuan had collapsed. She was worried that I was stimulated by Yanchuan, so she had such symptoms.
"No, we didn't talk about collapse, it was..." I faltered and couldn't speak.
"Come on, you want to kill me." Chen Xixi was more and more anxious by me.
"Yan Chuan, he just gave me a kiss." I told Chen Xixi in a low voice, Chen Xixi was stunned at first, and then laughed until the whole dormitory looked at us. I quickly stopped Chen Xixi, lest she continue to laugh, and everyone would ask me what happened.
Later, I simply climbed out of the quilt and dragged Chen Xixi to talk outside the dormitory.
"Where did he kiss you?"
"Mouth." I answered honestly.
"And then?"
"And then I ran back."
As soon as I finished talking, Chen Xixi couldn't help laughing. She thought that something would happen to Yan Chuan and me. As a result, I ran back. Chen Xixi talked about boyfriends in high school, and they finished everything except having a relationship, so Chen Xixi has more experience in this field than me.
"He won't eat you if you run away."
"I'm just nervous, and I don't know what I'm afraid of." When Chen Xixi said it, I really felt that I had gone too far. Would Yan Chuan feel that I was baffled that I turned around and left after being kissed by him.
Thinking of this, I couldn't help feeling depressed again. I asked Chen Xixi that Yan Chuan would not be with me because of this. Chen Xixi shook her head, and she didn't know.
On the second day of class, Yan Chuan was sure that nothing happened. He didn't talk to me or even smile when he saw me. I was completely depressed by him and didn't feel very happy all day.
But at noon after school, Yan Chuan stopped me and gave me a slip. I opened it and said, "I'm sorry, I didn't scare you last night."
I was relieved. I thought Yan Chuan was going to be with me and didn't want to be with me. Unexpectedly, he apologized to me.
I asked Chen Xixi what I should do, Chen Xixi thought, "you text him, say it doesn't matter, and then wait for him to come to you."I did it according to Chen Xixi's words. If Yan Chuan really came to me at night.
The place of this appointment was not in the library, but in the sugar shop of the school. I asked for a bowl of red bean ice and Yan Chuan asked for a bowl of mung bean soup. Halfway through the drink, Yan Chuan suddenly apologized to me again.
I had to shake my head and say it really doesn't matter.
"Can I kiss you again?" Yan Chuan asked me seriously.
I used to scoop out a spoonful of red beans and send them to my mouth. I was scared by Yan Chuan's words. Red beans stuck in my throat and coughed wildly.
Seeing that I didn't speak, Yan Chuan had to shrug his shoulders. I thought he was angry and went out with him. But he just thought it was inconvenient for him to talk to me in the sugar shop. When we got to the place where there were few people, Yan Chuan began to ask me again.
"Give me a good answer."
"What's the answer?" I turned my mouth. Can I answer? But now I am nothing with Yanchuan.
"Answer as you think."
"I can't think of it. I don't know if you like me or not." I summoned up the courage to say this sentence, but Yanchuan laughed, "I don't like you, I kiss you to do what."
"Really?" I was excited. I didn't expect Yan Chuan to answer me so quickly.
"Now it's your turn to kiss me." Yan Chuan closed his eyes and pointed to his lips, but I didn't have the courage. In a hurry, I had to touch him with my fingers, but Yan Chuan didn't buy it and let me continue to kiss him.
I took a deep breath to kiss up, and Yan Chuan suddenly hugged me, "do I have to learn from you that night, and run away after kissing?"