Chapter 374

I don't know how to answer Yan Chuan's question. After all, this is the first time that I have been so close to a man. No, it's not so close. It's completely close together. I can even breathe in Yan Chuan's breath. We just hugged each other in the shadow of the tree. During this time, Yan Chuan also kissed me several times, but all of us were on the cheek.

He didn't dare kiss me on the lips for fear that I would be scared away again.

I have asked Yan Chuan that this is not his first kiss with a girl. Yan Chuan bites to death. This is his first kiss, but I think it's very strange that he has such experience in the first kiss, just like an old hand. However, Yan Chuan refuses to give me too much explanation. He said that his first kiss is his first kiss, and I ask him the same answer again.

It took us more than a week to start kissing in the real sense, because Yan Chuan had done a lot of foreshadowing before, so I didn't resist him very much, but at the beginning I still blushed, and then I slowly enjoyed the process.

At this time, I was really together with Yanchuan.

When we were together, we didn't deliberately publicize it, but Chen Xixi was quick witted. When Yan Chuan and I went to the library for a date that night, she made the whole dormitory know about us.

Originally, we were in the same class. Although we deliberately did not sit together in class, we would still be found to be intimate after class. Coupled with Chen Xixi's big mouth, the whole department knew that Yan Chuan and I were in love.

At that time, Yan Chuan was very kind to me. Every day before class, he would wait for me under the dormitory building, and then he would hold my hand, and I would hold Chen Xixi's hand. Three people went to school together - Chen Xixi didn't fall in love at that time, anyway, I didn't think she was a light bulb. We often had meals together, went to self-study together, and even three people went to school together I went shopping. At the weekend, Chen Xixi came home. I had a world with Yan Chuan.

In fact, Yan Chuan and I didn't do anything except kissing at that time. He didn't take the initiative and I didn't do it deliberately.

If there is no girl, it is estimated that Yan Chuan and I will talk about graduating from university in this way, and then naturally separate, and may continue to walk together.

The appearance of that girl not only stimulated me to break up with Yanchuan, but also stimulated me to have a relationship with Yanchuan.

It was Chen Xixi who found Yan Chuan wrong at first. She thought Yan Chuan seemed to have a lot of text messages when she was studying. So she encouraged me to check his text messages. It was estimated that Yan Chuan didn't think I would want to see his mobile phone at first, because I didn't seem to have the nerve. However, when Chen Xixi said it, I also thought Yan Chuan was a little strange these times, so I took advantage of him not paying attention to it I got his cell phone.

I can't see it. He chats with the girl named Hui almost every day. They have sex with each other. Yan Chuan even watched several movies with her. Although he watched the text messages and other people went together, I was still very sad.

"Yan Chuan, what's your relationship with this girl?" I questioned Yan Chuan. Yan Chuan was silly. He didn't expect that I would read his SMS.

"I I am Yan Chuan began to stutter. As soon as he stuttered, I knew that it must be a real hammer.

"Don't explain. I don't want to hear it." I cried. "If you like him, tell me the truth. I won't force you to stay."

See me cry, Yan Chuan immediately anxious, he should not want to break up with me, "I and she really nothing happened, she is like me."

"Do you like her?"

"I I I don't know. "

"You don't know? You don't know? " I thought Yan Chuan would answer that he didn't like it, but he said he didn't know, "what does it mean?"

"It's just that I don't know."

"I think you are hesitating. Don't hesitate. I don't want to be chosen." I clench my lower lip. I like Yanchuan very much, but if he wants to choose other women, I have no choice.

After all, we didn't have a relationship at that time. We just kiss and hold hands. No matter how deep our feelings are, we can't resist the intimate physical contact.

That night we two froze outside for a long time, until the dormitory closed, I couldn't go back to the dormitory, and Yan Chuan couldn't go back.

In fact, you can go back, but if you have to knock on the door, the dormitory aunt will let people in if she has a good temper. If she has a bad temper, she will scold a few words and tell the counselor, then she is really dead.

At about 1 pm, Yanchuan had to ask if I could live outside.

"I'm not going." I am still crying, crying to Yan Chuan are a little tired, so he pulled me to the school door.

This tug went to the hotel outside the school gate. I sat on the bed of the hotel and felt that something was wrong tonight. Yan Chuan tugged me over. What was he going to do?

It's not that I don't know about men and women. After all, in this era, it's nothing new for men and women to have a relationship. Even we will discuss it in the girls' dormitory, but Yan Chuan and I were still talking about breaking up. As a result, he dragged me to the hotel, which I couldn't understand for a moment.

It's not that I didn't think about having a relationship with Yanchuan, but I didn't think about this time.We were silent for a while, Yan Chuan suddenly pressed over, I did not resist him, let him untie my clothes button, and, skirt, until we both naked embrace together.

This is my first time, and also my last time with Yanchuan. From that time, Yanchuan and I never had a relationship. I don't know what kind of mentality I had at that time. Maybe I was angry, maybe I really felt that I couldn't be with him. It was a memorial. In a word, the mood at that time was very complicated.

After that, Yan Chuan cried. He felt sorry for me. I didn't speak during the whole process. Although there was some pain at the beginning, I still didn't make a sound. Yan Chuan assured me that he would never contact her again in the future. He wanted to love me well. He also said a lot of future plans, and even talked about marriage.

I just shrank in Yan Chuan's arms and listened quietly, as if these things had nothing to do with me. Now I don't know how I would be like this that night, or I'm confused, and I don't know how to face Yan Chuan.

In the next week, Yan Chuan really treated me a lot better. Every day when she accompanied me to self-study, her mobile phone was put in her bag. Chen Xixi also knew about us and offered not to study with us. It is estimated that she thought it would be better for us to stay alone.

At that time, I also felt that Yan Chuan was kind to me, but I still chose to believe him. After all, I had a relationship with him, but it was strange that we had never been to a hotel again.