Chapter 379

Yan Chuan also gave a wry smile. I knew that he didn't want to talk about this topic, but since I asked him, he didn't want to lie to me, so he had to tell me the truth.

as like as two peas, I am really confused. This is the most wrong thing I have ever done in my life. When I was in military training, I love it, and it is exactly the same as you love me. When you look at me, I find people in the crowd. I can not easily summon up courage to tell her, but she tells me that she already has a boyfriend. She said that her boyfriend is out of town, and she is in the same high school. I think I should have no hope, so I had to persuade myself to give up this relationship, but I received a letter from you Yan Chuan said here, looked at me, and my eyes opposite, but I moved my eyes away.

"Do you think my presence just relieved your depression at that time, or in other words, this letter I wrote to you helped you regain your confidence?" I was a little angry, though I guessed that Yan Chuan would answer like this.

"Well, that's understandable, so I asked you out when I received the letter that day. I forced myself to kiss you, but I scared you away."

"You are so mean. That was my first kiss."

"Sorry, I know I did wrong." Yan Chuan pursed his lips. He really looked depressed. "I thought I could fall in love with you once so that I could forget Yu Hui. But after a few months, Yu Hui came to me and said that she broke up with her boyfriend. The reason for breaking up is not together. Yu Hui still hopes to find a boy who can accompany her. Her boyfriend can't do this, so they can only break up. "

"Did you tell her that you were with me?"

"No..." Yan Chuan bowed his head again. This is what he regretted most. At that time, he concealed the relationship between Yu Hui and me. Yu Hui thought that he was still waiting for him, so he contacted him actively. He didn't refuse. They went to the movies and went shopping together. In a word, Yu Hui thought that Yan Chuan was still in love with her - indeed, but Yan Chuan is still in love with another girl A person, just this person's weight is not more than Hui.

"When did Yu Hui know about me?"

"After you checked my SMS, I felt at that moment that I was still reluctant to break up with you. At that time, I also felt that Yu Hui was not sure about me. She seemed to have contact with her ex boyfriend from other places. I also felt that I wanted to break up with her, so I told her that maybe we were not very suitable."

"What about her? So she agreed to your decision? " I am very curious about Yu Hui's reaction at that time. When she suddenly knew that Yan Chuan had a girlfriend, was she as jealous as I knew her? Or didn't you pay attention to me at all?

"Well, she agreed. At that time, I thought you loved me very much. I didn't want to choose a hesitant girlfriend. I still wanted to be with you. That's why I dragged you out for the night. I thought if I forced myself to have a relationship with you, I would die for Hui."

"You are sick!" I suddenly burst out a dirty word, and the whole person got angry. It turned out that Yan Chuan had a relationship with me because of this reason. It was the first time for me. He asked me to go there in such a muddle headed way and used the word "forced". I didn't know whether he forced me or I forced him that night.

"You scold me, I really owe you." Yan Chuan raised his head and took a deep breath. "In fact, you really forgive me. It's been so many years since I cheated on you to scold me."

"Forget it, it's no use getting angry after all these years." I think I'm ridiculous. I even came to ask Yan Chuan for the real answer. I really have nothing to do. I thought I could resist all the reasons, but I didn't expect that I was not hurt, and even I had some impulse to cry.

Is it for yourself? My first love, my first kiss and my first time were all given to Yan Chuan, but he gave me such an explanation that he regarded me as a substitute.

"But after I really got along with Yu Hui, I began to regret it."

"What do you regret? It's not that you don't know the allusion of red rose and white rose. Both men and women will be like this. What you can't get will always be good. If you had chosen to be with me at that time, maybe you would never forget Hui now. " I sneered. Isn't it normal for people? What you can't get is always ready to move, but what you have around you don't know how to cherish. As a result, you regret it after you lose it.

Wasn't Jiang Ming Ming the same before? At that time, I stuck to him every day, but he felt that I didn't understand his work at all. Even when I was pregnant, I married him, and he hesitated, as if I forced him with a knife rest around his neck every day. As a result, he really lost me, and then he found out that I was good. He tried hard to find me to get back together, and even asked me to forget all the previous unhappiness I've turned over the past. He always says that there's something to mention about the past, but every time I have trouble with him, I can't help thinking about the past.

"But I don't think I regret losing you, but I find that it's you that I really like, not Yu Hui. I've been with her for so many years, and I think of you every time I pass by the sugar shop in the school. Even now I still use the pencil bag you gave me, and I can't bear to throw it away. Yu Hui doesn't know how many times she quarrels with me for this I think these behaviors are excessive. ""Your behavior is really excessive. Since you broke up with me, treat your current girlfriend well. No woman will tolerate her boyfriend and never forget her ex girlfriend." I took a sip of water and went into the restaurant with Yan Chuan. Up to now, the dishes have been coming up for a long time, but neither of us moved our chopsticks. We talked all the time. My mouth was really dry, so I took up the cup and took a sip of water.

"Purple lemon, can I ask you a question?"

"Ask. It's reciprocity. I'll answer you a question."

"Well, you have to answer me honestly. Like you, I don't want to hear lies." Yan Chuan looked at me seriously, so I had to put down the cup and nodded seriously.

"Tell me, I'll tell you the truth and never lie."

"Do you still have feelings for me now?"

I was stunned by Yan Chuan's question. It's really hard to answer. I'm not ready to accept it at all.