Chapter 380

Yan Chuan and I were silent for a while. Yan Chuan seemed to feel embarrassed, so we had to propose that we should eat something first, but I didn't have much appetite. I put the food in the bowl but didn't put it into my mouth.

It took me a long time to answer him, "I don't think so."

"Oh..." Yan Chuan was a little disappointed. He thought I would answer in the affirmative, but I told him the opposite answer - I was lying. I didn't want to tell him that I still had a little feeling when I met him. After all, I loved him so much before. He was not the one I wanted to give up this relationship. So even if I had convinced myself not to think about him, I even thought of myself I have climbed out of the whirlpool for myself, but the moment I saw Yanchuan, my heart still rippled.

Yanchuan and Jiang Guangming are two kinds of people. Jiang Guangming feels like a big brother to me, but Yanchuan is like my peers. What I think of most is the appearance of playing with him. After all, we are the same age. The feeling of playing is totally different from that of when I was with Jiang Guangming. Even when we kiss, the feeling is also different. Jiang Guangming likes me Embrace into the arms, as if to occupy me, Yan Chuan and I kiss each time is hiding in the campus somewhere secretly kiss, two people seem to be doing a shameful thing.

So it's impossible for me to forget Yan Chuan completely. I still think of him occasionally. Even as time goes on, my memory of Yan Chuan is only the beautiful part. Those unpleasant things seem to be buried by me deliberately. I think of him riding a car to take me to the book shopping center to buy books. I think of him taking me to Beijing Road by ferry. I think of him We also went to Zhuhai together and walked on the Qingren road several times Although Yan Chuan and I had a good time for only a few months, we are still very happy now. Of course, I don't know if Yan Chuan was as devoted as I was at that time. Maybe he was still thinking about Yu Hui at that time.

After all, he told me such a cruel truth just now. Naturally, I was not very happy, but Yan Chuan seemed really unhappy, but I felt a little distressed.

"Well, I admit there's still a point. At least I don't hate you very much now."

"Really?" Yan Chuan's eyes brightened when I said that, as if a child got sugar, he was excited.

"Is that what you want to hear me say?" I made fun of Yan Chuan. After all, we are both nearly 30 years old, and we are still playing such childish games.

"Yes, I really want to hear it, although I know that even if you say it, it can't change anything." Yan Chuan was depressed again. He seemed to have something to say, but he tried several times without saying it.

We were silent again for a while. During this time, Yan Chuan ordered a bottle of wine. He asked me if I could have a drink. I nodded, so the waiter helped me pour a little wine into the glass.

After drinking for a while, Yan Chuan said again, "Purple lemon, you say I Is there any hope? "

I coughed wildly because of Yan Chuan's words. I almost coughed my lungs out. I didn't expect that Yan Chuan would ask me this question. He just emphasized that everything can't be changed now, but why do you ask me this question? Does he really think that he and I still have the hope of getting back together?

Yan Chuan quickly handed me a glass of water, came to me and patted my back for me. Then I recovered. Yan Chuan sat back in his seat.

I feel a little embarrassed, pretended to look at the watch, Yanchuan immediately Zhiqu said or pay first.

"I'll do it." I took out my wallet and said, "you bought me coffee in the afternoon. I'll pay for this meal in the evening."

"I won't let you pay for it." Yan Chuan shook his head. When I was with him at that time, I said that we would pay for the AA system, but most of it was Yan Chuan's burden. I don't know whether it was his guilt or he also knew that my family was not very good at that time.

"Well Well, you keep paying. " I don't want to embarrass Yan Chuan, and I also know that he's doing well now. Although his studio doesn't have much work to do, he should make a lot of money. In addition, Yan Chuan is a very planned person, and he may have accumulated some wealth.

Otherwise, how can he ask me if I still have hope? He is not Jiang Ming Ming's current status and status. If he is much worse than Jiang Ming Ming, he has no courage to ask me this question.

"Are you in a hurry to go home?"

"Why?" I looked at Yan Chuan curiously.

"May I have a walk with you?"

"Well, yes." I nodded. I didn't think it was too much, and I didn't really have to go back.

Yan Chuan and I walked out of the restaurant. It was completely dark at this time. Neither of us mentioned the problem just now. They just walked along the road, as if trying to forget the problem.

I haven't walked side by side with Yan Chuan for a long time. At that time, I didn't have a 20-year-old girl. She was still wearing canvas shoes and suspenders. Yan Chuan was also wearing jeans and T-shirt. But now we seem to have changed. No matter how we dress, or how we talk and behave, we are very different from before. The only thing that remains unchanged seems to be the tacit understanding between the two people.During this period, Yan Chuan occasionally touched the back of my hand. I wanted to put my hand in front of my chest, but I felt that it was a bit deliberate, so I had to keep my hands hanging on both sides.

As I was walking, my mobile phone suddenly rang. I immediately guessed whether Jiang Mingming had called me. I had just made an appointment with him to meet him, but now I forgot about it - I didn't answer the phone, just turned around and told Yanchuan that I should go back.

"Are you really going back so soon?" Yan Chuan seems to be reluctant.

"Well, my mother just called to urge me." I lied. I guessed that the call was from Jiang Qingming (but later I found out that it wasn't from Jiang Qingming either. I don't know where it was from the advertising call).

"That's true. Go back and have a rest early." Yanchuan had no choice but to give up, and I had to smile with regret. Just as I was about to turn around, Yanchuan stopped me again, "Purple lemon!"

"Why?" I turned around and looked at Yanchuan, but Yanchuan suddenly hugged me. I was startled. It was on the road!

"I miss you so much!" Yan Chuan said a word to my ear, my face suddenly red up, pushed Yan Chuan away, quickly turned away.

But before I took a few steps, I saw Jiang Mingming standing on the road opposite me