Chapter 145

In vain, all efforts are in vain, and self defeating is counterproductive.

Under the despicable behavior of Heyuan City, Yang Xu compromised again. Divorce is really the only way left

When she returned to Longfeng garden again, Yang Xu's heart was as dead as ashes. She looked at the divorce agreement in her hand, and tears fell on it drop by drop. It was really God's will. As Yan Qin said, if Yan Qin met her in Heyuan City first, how good would it be to catch up with her?

Why are there so many twists and turns?

Two days?

In that case, it can't change anything. Divorce and their own well-being may be the best result.

She calmed down for a long time before she summoned up the courage to call Yan Qin.

Seeing this call, Yan Qin really hoped that she would say something she regretted, although she knew it was impossible

"Yan Qin, I can't take so much of your property, so..."

Sure enough, she didn't regret it. She just talked about property.

Yan Qin took a deep breath, but he was also firm: "this is the only thing I can compensate you now. I also know that the harm I have caused to you is far from enough, because I don't know what else can be left for you."

Yan Qin said so heavily that he didn't want to. He wanted her back even if he had nothing.

Yang Xu stopped talking because tears had blocked her throat.

"What should be yours is yours. If you don't agree, we can only spend it like this. I'm very happy." Of course Yan Qin would like to. Of course, he hopes that now they will not divorce at all.

But as soon as his words were finished, Yang Xu said decisively, "OK."

A short word reveals the despair of two hearts.

"Are you free tomorrow? Go to the Civil Affairs Bureau. It's over when you get the divorce certificate. "

tomorrow tomorrow

So fast.

Yan Qin wanted to promise, but he couldn't say the word "good". So he was silent again. Both ends of the phone were silent, dead silence.

"Yan Qin?" After a long time, Yang Xu opened again, "are you still listening?"

Yan Qin recovered and couldn't spit out a word to her: "yes."

"Tomorrow, I'll wait for you at the door of the Civil Affairs Bureau." With that, Yang Xu hung up the phone. At this moment, she felt that she was going to hate Heyuan City. The cruelest thing in the world was the injury in the name of love.

Maybe... Maybe she will regret her decision in a few years.

Selfish and stupid.

Why didn't she try to tell Yan Qin the results?

But this is not a multiple-choice question. If you choose the wrong one, you can start over again. This is a bet on Yan Qin's fate. She can't afford to lose. As Heyuan City said, she dare not make such an attempt. Even if there is an 80% chance of winning, she is not afraid to take the 20% risk.

After all, if you lose, Yan Qin will be finished

If the marriage is doomed to be a mistake, then end the mistake?

After a long night, she also hoped to be a little longer. The "tomorrow" she said would never come, but there was no way. The "tomorrow" came. Yang Xu waited at the door of the Civil Affairs Bureau early and watched the pairs of people coming in and out.

Some came to get a marriage certificate and some came to get a divorce certificate.

The faces of the young couple who came to get the marriage certificate were filled with a kind of happiness. They snuggled together and were sweet everywhere. Some came to divorce, some cried, some hated each other, and some were polite, good to get together and good to break up.

Sure enough, there is only one way of happiness, but there are many kinds of pain.

What kind is she?

Yang Xu stood at the door, clutching their marriage certificate tightly. She thought that she was so desperate when she was forced to come here three years ago.

When I got the marriage certificate with this man three years ago, I was desperate. Now I want to get the divorce certificate with this man. Some are still desperate

I have to say, it's really fate

At the moment, Yang Xu's heart was as dead as ashes. She stood there motionless and waited, and then the familiar car appeared in her vision. At that moment, she was really afraid that Yan Qin would get out of the car. She was really afraid.

But what should come always comes.

Yan Qin got out of the car and looked at her. Yang Xu's indifferent eyes moved away from Yan Qin's face and turned his body: "go in."

Then her wrist was clenched again. This time it was very tight, which made her feel pain.

"Yang Xu, you can regret it now." Yan Qin is making the final retention.

What did she regret, but what did she think? He will receive a summons from the court tomorrow.

Yang Xu resolutely pushed away Yan Qin's hand and still said, "go in."

Then she stepped in first. Yan Qin's hand holding her wrist fell empty. Can't she stay?

Marriage, divorce, happiness, pain.

But after struggling for a long time, it was very simple to go through these procedures, but it was ironic to think about it in a few minutes. Just a few minutes decided the fate of the two people.

When the thin divorce certificate was held in their hands, it turned into thousands of iron, so heavy.

Has she divorced Yan Qin?

She has been talking about divorce with him since he came back. How much she wanted to divorce him. Now she has fulfilled her wish. Is she happy?

They came out of the Civil Affairs Bureau, one before and one after, without a word, and stepped out of the door. Yan Qin really felt funny and smiled. When he went in, he was still a husband and wife. Now the woman he loved deeply turned into his ex-wife.

How ironic!

"Where are you going?" After coming out, Yan Qin opened his mouth first, "I'll see you off."

"No, I can." At the moment, Yang Xu really didn't dare to look at the man, because she wanted to cry, just wanted to cry. She was afraid to see the man again and couldn't help it.

"I'll see you off." Yan Qin insisted.

They got on the car, but Yan Qin didn't start the car for a long time. They just sat on the car. The atmosphere was very heavy and depressed. Yang Xu really wanted to cry happily, but in front of Yan Qin, she had to hold back, hold back.

"Maybe the most wrong decision I made in my life is to let you go, but I don't want you to regret it." After a long time, Yan Qin first broke the silence. He turned and looked at Yang Xu. His eyes were wet.

When the words fell, the frustrated Yang Xu still cried out. She hung her head tightly and said, "OK."

Yan Qin smiled bitterly and sighed, "I once told you I wanted to give you an unforgettable wedding, but I finally broke my promise..."

Speaking of this, Yan Qin feels so uncomfortable and guilty. Isn't Yang Xu?

"You've been married to me for more than three years, so you've been widowed for three years. You've suffered so many grievances..."

"Stop talking." Yang Xu really can't stand this emotion. Now Yan Qin wants to cry as soon as she opens her mouth, "I don't want to listen to these past things."

"OK." Yan Qin answered, and Yang Xu didn't want to hear him.

"Where are you going?" Yan Qin looked at Yang Xu and asked.

Where are you going?

Where are you going now? Yang Xu felt that everywhere was a place of despair, and everywhere he went, it was desolate.

Yang Xu didn't answer Yan Qin, so he didn't ask again and didn't start the car. That's it. The two people sat in the car and looked at each other without words, only tears.

So heavy, really heavy... "Yang Xu." Yan Qin broke the silence first. He looked at Yang Xu's face, some of which were still full of pity. "You choose to go back to the origin. I hope you can really go back to the origin. If you can forget all the unpleasant things that have happened in the past three years, just forget it. Promise me to be with him

It should be better than now, otherwise my letting go at the moment will become a joke and take good care of myself. Many times I don't hurt and no one cares. "

"Yan Qin, why don't you hate me“ At the moment, Yang Xu is already in tears. She looks at Yan Qin. She really hopes Yan Qin can hate her and he can hate her“ Why should I hate you? What right to hate you? If you want to hate me, you also hate yourself. If time can go back, I will kill myself before the drug attack. What national interests, what overall situation and what comrades in arms? Why should people have so many scruples? And why

So tired to live? To let yourself carry so much debt? People should be selfish when they are selfish. These words are for myself and for you. No matter what happens in the future, you should love yourself more. "

Yan Qin looked at Yang Xu and told her these words with great pity. Yang Xu's tears had collapsed. There was a saying that Tang Qin was right. There was no one in the world who loved her more than Yan Qin.

"Yan Qin, you are really... Really a very good person. You will meet a girl ten thousand times better than me. You will."

Hearing this sentence, Yan Qin laughed at himself: "good man? I've never been a good man. I don't know how many people's blood I have on my hands, so maybe this is my retribution, Yang Xu... "

Speaking of this, Yan Qin couldn't say any more. He looked at Yang Xu, then couldn't help holding her over, closed his eyes and kissed her forcibly.

They kissed countless times before, but this time they kissed goodbye. The tears intertwined in their mouth were endless bitterness. It turned out that the tears were so salty.

Yang Xu also closed his eyes, and his tears kept falling. He felt Yan Qin's kiss was like venting something. It hurt her and himself.

The car is very quiet. The space suddenly becomes so narrow that it can't even hold tears. It's so narrow that there's no oxygen. It's suffocating.

If she could, she would really die in his arms.

For a long time, Yan Qin kissed her for a long time before she released her lips. She opened her eyes and looked at him. Tears in his eyes had overflowed.

Yan Qin took back his eyes, put his hands on the steering wheel, looked at the distance, his eyes were empty, and said, "I'll take you home."

Go home?

Where is her home? Longfeng garden? No, where there is him is her home. She won't have a home in the future

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