Chapter 146

At dusk, the weather is a little cloudy, floating with a thin mist, covering it shallowly and fleeing in the air, which is very dull.

The huge shooting range was empty. Yan Qin was the only one sitting on the bench. He looked at the distance with empty eyes.

An Jinyan slowly walked over, sat down next to him, and slowly asked, "are you still leaving?"

Yan Qin was silent.

Left, left after all.

An Jinyan sighed. It was also his fault three years ago. He saw that the feelings of the two people were getting better and better, and his sense of guilt was less. He didn't want the last two people to end up in divorce.

Yan Qin didn't speak. An Jinyan didn't speak with him. He just sat quietly. Yan Qin didn't squint. That's how he looked at the distance without expression. He was deep and couldn't read a little vitality in his eyes.

"You gave her all your domestic assets. What do you mean, you're leaving?"

Yan Qin's property has been notarized. Two thirds of all his property belongs to Yang Xu, including all domestic assets, including Jinye international, domestic branches and all real estate. All cars under his name have been transferred to Yang Xu's name.

Knowing this, an Jinyan was naturally uncomfortable. He gave her all the domestic assets. Yan Qin must be going to leave.

"The original acquisition of Jinye international just wanted to find a reason to stay here. Now it's not necessary." Yan Qin slowly opened his mouth, and the helplessness and sadness in his tone were too obvious.

"Yes, the headquarters of Yan's group is already abroad. You should go back. There is no Yang Xu and nothing you can miss."

An Jinyan said this with emotion. His brother has never been from Yan Qin's heart. Yan Qin smiled at himself and said, "Jin Yan, I owe you a thank you for so long."

"Come on, I don't want to hear these two words." An Jinyan replied.

Yan Qin stopped talking again. His eyes still looked into the distance. The sadness in his eyes increased again. After a few moments, he said like a sigh: "I thought if Yang Xu and I really divorced, I would get drunk, go crazy and sleep for three days and three nights, but now suddenly I didn't even feel like drinking and couldn't cry, Just want to sit here alone, don't care about anything, don't think about anything, lazy

Sit lazily in this place, watch the sunset set, watch the moon come out, and then watch the sun rise. "

What kind of tone is heartbroken? Just like Yan Qin, every sentence carries a kind of despair and a kind of silence.

"Since she is so important to me, why let go?" An Jinyan grew up with Yan Qin since childhood. He has never seen Yan Qin like this. He is dead and has no vitality at all. Hearing this question, Yan Qin laughed at himself again and said, "what if I don't let go? Can you catch a lot of things without letting go? Like sand, hold it in the palm of your hand, but the tighter you hold it, the faster the sand will drain from your fingers. In the end, you still have empty hands when you hurt yourself

Empty, why bother? If she were mine, she wouldn't go if I didn't hold her. "

Yan Qin said that an Jinyan couldn't say anything. He admitted that Yan Qin was right.

"Jin Yan, if you meet the person you like, you must have a good grasp. If she is destined to like you, don't let go."

"You are already a mud Bodhisattva crossing the river. Don't preach to me here." An Jinyan was in a bad mood. He didn't want to listen to him. He looked at Yan Qin and asked, "when are you going to leave?"

"It should be just these two days."

"Why is it so urgent?" "I don't know. It may be an escape. I really don't want to see the day when Yang Xu married Heyuan City. I'm afraid I'll collapse. I don't even have the courage to drive past Longfeng garden and your hospital." Speaking of this, Yan Qin really looked down on himself, "I don't know

I know how I became like this. I'm not afraid of death, but now I'm afraid to face the reality. I even despise myself. "

An Jinyan can't fully sympathize with his feelings, but he can also feel his pain at the moment. He didn't say much, but said faintly: "it's also a good thing if you can feel better if you leave this place."

Is it? Can you? It is said that changing the environment can change a mood, but Yan Qin wants to say that if his heart is dead, it will be cloudy everywhere. He is so anxious to leave. In fact, he is just escapism. He is really afraid of seeing the moment when Yang Xu and Heyuan City get married. He is afraid that he will not help but make a decision

Something drastic.

Well, as Yang Xu said, his kindness to her is now a kind of psychological pressure for her. If it disappears in her world, she is better than him. Let her go and let him go.

"Jin Yan, I want to stay alone for a while." Yan Qin still ordered to leave. Such an Jinyan was really worried, but there was no way. He had to slowly stand up and say, "well, just be quiet alone."

An Jinyan turned and walked out of the shooting range slowly. It became empty again. The sun was setting and the sky was slowly dark. Then there was a light rain.

Good occasion, he wants to cry without tears. Now even God wants to help him cry?

Yan Qin didn't move. He just sat there and let the raindrops fall on him bit by bit. If these raindrops could wake him up, he would, but the cold wind didn't understand. The autumn rain was the most ruthless.

The cold of the rainy autumn night was very heavy. The bleak autumn wind wrinkled the thin mist, mixed with the little raindrops, lingering in the invisible moonlight.

The city is quietly shrouded in this hazy layer. With the ticking sound of rain on the eaves, it seems that it has become a wounded city.

Yan Qin's sad eyes complement each other with the night. Everything seems so desolate. Should it be like this? Should this be the scene?

The rain was getting bigger and bigger, and the wind was getting tighter and tighter. He scraped his face coldly, woke up the hidden pain at the bottom of his heart, and suddenly a stream of pain rushed up to the tip of his nose.

A warm current poured out. He couldn't tell whether it was his tears or rain, but it should be tears. Otherwise, how could the rain have temperature?

Yang Xu

Yang Xu

In the bottom of his heart has been chewing the name, destined not to be together, why hurt each other for so long? Is this the fate of two people?

Just thinking, an umbrella stretched over his head, and then remembered Jiang Guan's Distressed voice, almost crying: "brother, what are you doing? Is it self torture? "

Self torture?

Really? If there is, it would be good. If there is a wound on the body instead of a wound on the heart, it would be good. But no matter how, it is painful.

"Brother, are you worth torturing yourself like this for a Yang Xu? Look at yourself. Where is a soldier? It's not worth it for that woman. You're heartbroken here. People are reunited with their ex boyfriend. Why do you bother? "

Jiang Guaner cried painfully. She had never seen Yan Qin like this since she was a child. She couldn't see a little of the past style. Jiang Guaner even felt that he was no different from a dead man except breathing.

Hearing Jiang Guan er's words, Yan Qin sighed long. Why bother? Yeah, why bother?

Now even if he tortured himself to death, it is an irreparable fact that he has divorced.

"Brother, I have booked the air tickets. The plane tomorrow afternoon will be better when we leave here."

The plane tomorrow afternoon?

Are you really leaving?

Yeah, what if you don't go? Now he has left all the domestic assets to Yang Xu. Now he has nothing here. What's the point of staying here?

Go, never see again, each well, perhaps this is the best way for two people to deal with it.

Since Yang Xu came back from the Civil Affairs Bureau, he has been lying in bed like a dead man. Like Yan Qin, his eyes are dull and empty looking at the ceiling. It is like the end of the world. Life has completely become gray, a little sunshine and no hope.

I don't know when, probably after nightfall, there seems to be a sound of rain beating on the windowsill. Is it raining?

She moved her body this time, got up, walked slowly to the window and opened the curtains. It was raining.

She opened the window and the cold rain blew on his face. She looked out of the window. The road outside the yard was empty. She could no longer see the car Yan Qin was waiting for her.

Yes, why should he wait now? He has divorced others.

Since then, they have been in each other's hearts, but they have to go to the ends of the world.

Thinking of this, Yang Xu had a cramp in her heart. She had to find something to do this night, otherwise she was afraid she would not be able to support it.

She picked up her cell phone and called Heyuan City. She said she wanted to meet him. Heyuan city also agreed very happily. After she decided to meet Heyuan City, Yang Xu took the car key and drove out alone in the rain.

This is the first time she drove by herself since she had an accident last time. Last time she almost lost her life, she was afraid to drive again, but now she is not afraid of anything.

I already feel that there is no hope in life and I am not afraid of death. What else is terrible? After Yang Xu drove to the appointed place, Heyuan City was already waiting for her. When she saw Heyuan City, she directly took out the divorce certificate and handed it to him. She asked, "I've divorced Yan Qin. Can you give me that recording?"

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