"No wonder my son and my husband are smart people, it turns out that they have the same hobby, namely reading. But, where is my husband now?". Inner Qiara, looking down sadly.
Unconsciously she shed tears without knowing why.
"Julian ..". Qiara called Julian's name repeatedly because her heart was very sick and felt tight.
Unconsciously she touched the flower pot beside the bookshelf. The pot looked so unique that Qiara was attracted to touch it. She turned it around because the pot couldn't just be lifted like other flower pots.
Instantly Qiara was shocked when she heard a strange sound after turning the pot.
"What is that?". Qiara immediately turned her head towards the bookshelf which had suddenly shifted to the right.
Qiara walked slowly to the right, she was surprised to see that there was another room besides the study that Julian used to use.
With a little hesitation, Qiara walked into the room. And by itself the lights flashed brightly so that Qiara was even more shocked.
"What room is this? Why did I just find out after years? Did Julian hide something here?". Qiara continued to walk through the room wondering herself.
Not long after, Qiara saw an ancient box that was not locked. Because Julian forgot to lock it when he came out hastily at that time.
Even though she was hesitant, Qiara still checked the contents of the box because she didn't like being curious.
"Isn't this Vania's letter?". Qiara asked herself when she read the sender's name from the letter on the envelope that looked worn. The letter went to London and it was for Maxwell.
"Maxwell? Does he mean someone I know? That means Vania knows Maxwell?". Qiara was surprised and more and more curious about the contents of the letter next to it that was blood red because of Vania's splash of blood when she had an accident.
There were also some women's items in the box and Qiara guessed that they belonged to her sister.
Trembling, Qiara took out a letter from the envelope and read it. Her tears fell even more profusely when she read the end of the letter.
"Max ... Don't be angry anymore! I've chosen you, that means I can't possibly be with Julian anymore. I've learned my hardest to love you and you know what I try to forget and let go of my love for Julian, even though I always fail to do it. Until finally my love split in two without my knowing. But, if this path you choose, I can not force you. Just so you know, if my life may not be long because I have cancer even though it is still an early stage. Therefore I want to go through all this with you even though the possibility is very small. But, if you hear the news of my death later, then please help me to take care of my sister and mother. Look for them until you meet, and for my little sister, please love and take care of her as you love and take care of me all this time ! Because this world is so cruel! It is enough for me to experience this pain!".
Qiara slumps to the floor after reading a letter from Vania to Maxwell, crying with a thousand question marks in her head.
If Vania left her to Maxwell, then what does it mean the letter Julian and his mother brought and instantly her adolescence was ruined.
"What does all this mean? Have Julian and Mama lied about Vania's will? Because in this letter it is clearly written that Vania left me to Maxwell and said that she had left Julian. Why did Vania say she was in pain, who dared make her like her. Is that Julian? What haven't I known? ". Qiara cried while wondering to herself.
Not long after that, Qiara stood up and then came out of the room carrying a letter from Vania.
The letter Vania wrote to Maxwell, that day she planned to send it to London because Maxwell did not want to return messages and picked up the phone. However, the letter did not arrive because of the accident with Julian.
Now, only Julian Qiara thought of asking for an explanation for all her confusion. But, she doesn't know where Julian is now.
"Is Mrs going out again? Isn't it late at night? What if Zio wakes up?". Liu asked who accidentally saw Qiara walking towards the exit while carrying her bag.
Qiara was silent at Liu's question, she looked at the clock on her cellphone which indicated that it was late at night but Julian had not heard anything.
Because she felt like her mind was stuck, Qiara squatted down and sobbed. Liu also started to worry and was confused when she saw that Qiara suddenly burst into tears.
"Mrs, why? Did something happen to sir?". Liu asked after she crouched down to be more polite.
Without answering, Qiara immediately hugged her tightly because right now she only needed a hug.
Liu was a little surprised, but she let Qiara hug her while crying because she understood that Qiara really needed her hug.
Satisfied with tears, Qiara took off her embrace and wiped the tears on her face.
"Is this all right?". Liu asked hesitantly while holding Qiara's two hands.
"I don't know what to say, because right now I need to talk to my husband because only he can answer all the questions that are in my brain. But, I can not contact him so I don't know how he is now". Qiara replied in a weak voice.
Liu again sighed softly because she also didn't know where Julian was at this time.
"Mrs, first sit on the sofa, I will get you a drink to make it more calm. And I hope the boss will come home soon!". Liu said after being silent for a long time noticing Qiara's chaotic expression.
Qiara nodded and immediately stood up with Liu's help. After that, she sat down blankly.
Meanwhile, Liu immediately went to the kitchen to get Qiara a drink.
"Vania ... Actually, what has happened to you? Was the accident you experienced was not pure accident? Do I have to find out all this so you led me to find this letter?".. Inner Qiara, staring at the letter she just took out from her small bag.