Chapter 6 - Kian

My eyes widened in surprise. "What? Are you crazy?"

"So you know what I mean." Jayden smirked.

"I don't have experience but I'm not stupid." I was startled when Jayden suddenly continued to caress me between my thighs.

I gasped. I realized we're in a public place so I stood and run outside. I heard Nina called me but I didn't look back.

I went inside the music room where I always go to calm myself. I have mixed feelings with Jayden. I know love is far from what we feel for each other. It's just that I can't accept seeing him with another girl. But it doesn't mean I can just agree with everything he says.

"I know you'll be here. Why did you walk out?" Jayden asked.

I sighed. "Jayden I can't do whatever you asked. I'm not that kind of girl. I don't believe in love but I can't just give you my body."

"Like I said I won't force you. Earlier I'm pissed because you seems down. Those rumors about you it's making me mad." He said.

"Jayden I really think we should break up. I can't keep up with you. So please leave me alone." I said firmly.

"Fine! You win!" His face became dark and again, it's like a different person. He kicked the chair which startled me and left.

Jayden didn't talk to me for two days now after our break up. We're still staying at Alora's and Luke's house but I haven't seen him. He will leave early in the morning and will come home late.

"Peggy did you hear that Jayden has a new girlfriend?" Emily asked.

I was surprised. But what should I expect? He's good looking, he's the new CFO of A.E Corporation and I heard he's really smart in class.

"I see. I don't care. We already broke up two days ago. Let's go and eat lunch" I said.

We were on our way to the restaurant when we saw Jayden with his new girlfriend. It was the girl I saw the other day. His hand was wrapped around her waist and their faces were so close while giggling to each other. I felt a sudden pain in my heart. It was like someone stabbed me. I tried to ignore them and just walked straight to the restaurant.

Jayden didn't join our table and joined with his new girl instead. They were actually in front of us. It was torture. Jayden will sometimes whisper something into her ear and she will shyly smile or laugh.

I stood up after I finished my lunch and went ahead. Before I could reach the door, someone called me.

"Peggy!" It's Kian, one of our classmates.

"Yes?" I asked frowning.

"I know this is not the right place but I would like to ask if we could hang out sometimes?"

Everyone heard Kian including Jayden. I can't see his reaction and I don't want to look at him flirting with that girl.

I paused for a moment. I have never rejected someone, everyone knows that.

"Sure. 1 week. You know the rules right?" I asked.

"Yes. Thank you." He smiled.

"Okay. Pick me up after school. We could go to a cafe so we could at least know each other." I said before leaving the restaurant.

Kian was also a gentleman. We've been dating for 2 days now and he never even hold my hand. Sometimes I feel like he's hiding something.

We were at the music room where I usually hang out alone.

"Kian are you gay?" I asked.

He froze. "No -, I -"

I chuckled. "You know it's fine. I think you can say I'm relieved."

"How did you know?" He asked.

"I've been with different guy every week. But when I'm with you, I feel like I'm with Nina or Emily. You've never even get close to me as close as one foot. You know I won't you. I'm not that kind of girl."

"You're a virgin right?" He asked. I should get embarrassed but knowing he's gay, I was glad.

"Yeah. The boyfriend thing every week and those rumors are not true. I just didn't say anything about it."

"I knew it!" His face suddenly lit up and he sit beside me closer than one foot.

"So why did you ask me out?" I asked confused.

"To show them that I'm not gay." I wanted to laugh. He's gay but he doesn't want anyone to find out.

"There's a guy I like in the Bronze Class. He's a childhood friend. We're always together. I have no intention on confessing to him but he suddenly got a girlfriend. When he told me that I got mad. I did some investigation on the girl and found out she's just using him. He actually have a boyfriend from the Gold Class. When I warned her I know her secret. She suddenly let out a rumor about me being gay and I'm in love with my friend. After that, he started avoiding me. I was heart broken so the only thing that we could go back to before was if I proved him I'm not gay." He said sadly.

"Even if you go back from what it was before, you will still get hurt. Your feelings will not be reciprocated. So why would you like to get close to him again?" I asked.

"He's the only one for me. So even if I get hurt or he can't looked at me the way I looked at him, it's fine. I just don't want lose him. If he's happy, I'll be happy." Tears suddenly flowed into his eyes.

"It's nice to have a girl friend. You're so kind Peggy. Jayden is an asshole to let you go."

I laughed. I didn't give a comment about Jayden.

I was still hugging Kian and he was leaning into my chest when the door swung open.

Speaking of the devil. It was Jayden. His face suddenly became dark. We fixed ourselves as Jayden walked towards us.

To my surprise, he grabbed Kian on his collar.

"Don't you ever touch her again!" He yelled.

When he let him go, he grabbed my wrist and pulled me outside.

"Jayden let go of me!"

He didn't say a word. He was walking fast while dragging me in the hallway. It was lunch time so of course a lot of students saw what was happening.

He brought me to my residence which I forgot I gave him permission to go anytime.

He's still not saying anything. It made me really nervous. I felt like there was a dark aura surrounding him.

When we went inside, he threw me on the bed and pinned me down. My hands on top of my head. I was shocked when he suddenly ripped my blouse including my bra exposing my breast.

"You idiot what are you doing!? Stop it!" I yelled.

He smirked. My heart was beating so fast. His face was dark and his eyes is different, it was not him.

He suddenly pressed his lips into mine. It was hungry and possessive. He forcefully slid his tongue inside my mouth. I wanted to cry. This is not what I want but my body seems to respond to his kisses. I starting to get hot.

His left hand was still holding my hands on top of my head while his other hand cupped one of my breast. I gasped. He then left my swollen lips and kissed me on the neck down to my chest and sucked one of my nipples. "Jayden" I moaned.

My mind says no but my body is betraying me. I don't know but I actually missed him.

I felt his hand caressed my stomach down to my navel. Then he aggressively ripped my underwear and opened my legs. I froze.

Is this it? Am I going to give my body to him? This is not right. This is not what I want. I didn't know that I was already crying. I was a mess. My clothes were totally ripped, my lips swollen and I can taste my own blood coming from my lower lip.