Chapter 2877

In the past, I didn't think I was a good person, but I would not be a bad person.

At least when I see Yinqi shooting ordinary people, I will be filled with righteous indignation.

But my performance just now scared me. Looking at my irrational behavior just now, I felt numb.

Isn't that how I live up to the expectations of my parents and cousins? What face do I have to meet my cousin? If it's not my cousin, Yinqi has already died in front of me, and even death will be extremely cruel!

If I do, what capital do I have to accuse Yinqi of being scum? Am I not more cruel and unscrupulous than Yin Qi?

And the cousin beside me seemed to see what I thought in my heart, and said to me again: "cousin, look at me."

I shook my head and didn't speak.

At this time, I have incomparable guilt in my heart. Every time I fall into confusion, I always need to be reminded by my cousin before I can pull it out.

After so long, I haven't improved at all.

Just now, there was no way to stop me when my beard came up. I had to be my cousin.

For this, my cousin must have been very disappointed with me, right?

As I gradually regained my sense, all kinds of negative emotions came into being in my heart.

I find that I am becoming more and more useless. Now it seems that everything can affect my mind. What can I talk about to lead the rise of Zhangjia?

My cousin sighed a little in her heart, then turned her head and gave a wink to her beard.

Naturally, she knew what her cousin meant. She nodded, then took a step to pick up Yinqi, who had fainted from pain, and then walked out of the room.

Feather wind understand now I need to get along with my cousin alone, looked at me, then nodded slightly to my cousin, followed the beard out of the room.

"Cousin!"

At this time, my cousin put out her hands to hold my head and slightly turned, let me look at her eyes.

"Sister!" I yelled to my cousin again in a husky voice.

My cousin gave me a smile and then said, "cousin, you're not sorry. Who knows? Everything you do should be done. No one will blame you. "

Sure enough, my cousin guessed what I was thinking at this time, and only my cousin could guess what I was thinking at any time.

"Sister, I let you down." I said again, the nose sour, as if there is something to flow out of the general.

Even I can understand that since my irrational behavior just now will be so crazy, it also means that I will definitely be in such a state again in the future.

This time is for Yin seven, next time? Next time?

In the end, will I explode this state on the people who care about me? I dare not think about it, and I can't think about it, because the consequences are so terrible that I feel scared when I think about it.

If I hadn't experienced the incident just now, I didn't know that I would have such a violent mood in the bottom of my heart.

How does this emotion come into being? When did it come into being? Why did it happen?

I don't know anything about it, which is also the most frightening part. It makes me want to enlighten myself.

I know that the violence that has eroded my heart and brain just now has only subsided temporarily, not completely. One day, it will come out again.

This kind of me, is not let my father, my mother and cousin are disappointed? They have high expectations for me.

"Why let my cousin down? In my eyes, cousin, you have done well enough. " My cousin said with a smile.

Yan she thinks that if you are someone else, you may not be better than me.

And I have never experienced the struggle in this circle since I was a kid. Even in high school, I always thought I was just an ordinary student.

Yan she knew that the decision to enter the magic capital was too hasty, but there was no choice in the situation at that time. Zhang's arrangement in the magic capital needed a leader and belief, otherwise people would be distracted and the arrangement for many years would collapse.

At the beginning, when I was in this position, my eyes were blinded and I didn't have any foundation. I found out all by myself.

So Yan she always thinks that my progress has been very fast. After all, my starting point is too late.

But now the situation is getting faster and faster. Even song Sisi has already made a move. Yan she and I can only take it.

Now it seems that my progress is really very slow. If song Sisi didn't leave Yan Sheding, I would only collapse myself and make Zhang Jia collapse at the same time!

And the slower the progress, the more anxious I am. The more anxious I am, the easier it is to have an accident. Yan she has asked me not to worry more than once. Take your time, and don't belittle yourself.Where does Yan she want to get, this ferocity in my heart unexpectedly appeared without sign?

"Sister, don't comfort me. I know my own situation. Now I'm becoming more and more useless. I can't do anything. Without your cousin, I don't know where I died for a long time. " I said to my cousin with a decadent face.

Now I am not more and more waste? Just now, I almost did the bastard act of killing people. This kind of behavior has not been despised by me before?

"Cousin, why don't you think about it this way? These are all things you have to go through?" My cousin said.

"These are the tribulations in your life, and they are also the stepping stones to your success. If you can overcome them one by one, do you think you will be a waste? Cousin, it's not that there are no cases in the world where waste materials turn into talents overnight, because they overcome the problems in front of them at that moment. Nothing can stop them, and the road of genius will be open for them. Cousin, isn't that what you're doing now? It's up to you to choose what you're going to do if you're going to take a step back and go further. "

Is that genius?

I smile bitterly in my heart. There are too many questions and problems in front of me. Can I really overcome them one by one and solve them all?

I know what my cousin said is very reasonable, and it really conforms to my current situation.

But what I know better is that if the many questions and situations in front of me can't be answered one by one, it's not easy to go further?

You know, now I'm not only unable to solve the questions that I put in front of me, but also more and more problems that are enough to drive people crazy.

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