Chapter 2878

"Sister, I understand all these, but I can't overcome the problems in front of me." I said to my cousin with a bitter smile.

Let's not say anything else. Is it possible for me to overcome it just by focusing on emotion?

My cousin said that when I meet people and things I care about, I can't look at the problem objectively, and I know this very well.

Am I going to overcome it and become a cold-blooded and heartless person?

It seems that I am destined to become a waste? Maybe this is where I belong?

I was not a suitable person to mix in the circle of this level. The situation forced me to come to Mordor, and then I will never return.

Before I came to Mordor, I was just a high school student, that's all.

Hearing what I said, my cousin sighed a little.

I can't help but be stunned. Is even my cousin helpless?

"Cousin, in fact, the rest of you are OK. If you can't overcome it, just wait for a long time, and you will gradually understand and grow up. But What I have been worried about has finally happened to you today. " My cousin looked at me and said.

What's your cousin worried about?

What's your cousin worried about? Is there anything else my cousin needs to worry about?

"Sister, what are you worried about?" I raised my own questions.

My cousin took a look at me, and then said, "your state just now is what I have been worried about."

What was the state just now?

Is that when I lost my mind and nearly killed Yin seven?

It seems that it should be. I even felt terrible just now. How did it come into being?

My cousin saw that I didn't speak, and then said again, "cousin, do you know why I have been by your side since my aunt died?"

I was stunned. I didn't think about it carefully before.

After thinking about it, I replied, "cousin, it's because Are you afraid that I'm too sad? "

My cousin nodded slightly and said, "there are reasons, but not all of them."

Since my mother died, my cousin immediately appeared beside me.

At that time, I was immersed in the sadness of my mother's death, and I didn't think about why my cousin happened to be around me.

Later, accompanied by my cousin, I finally ended my muddled life and gradually walked out of the shadow. However, I didn't think much about this problem. I just felt grateful to my cousin all the time.

Now it seems that my cousin should stay with me not only to accompany me and let me out of the shadow, but also for other purposes.

"Sister, what other reasons are there?" I asked.

My cousin looked me in the eye and said again, "my aunt left so suddenly that I didn't expect that anyone would attack my aunt at that time. At that time, I was still in Beijing. When I learned about my aunt's death, my first reaction was that you would become another person. I don't want to see such things happen, so I put down all the expectations of the Yan Family in Beijing and came directly to your side. "

When I heard my cousin's words, I was moved to a mess.

Cousin wasted the whole good youth, in order to accompany me, until now also do not abandon.

Eight years ago, my cousin was just at the beginning of her career, and it was also the time to take over all the affairs of the Yan family.

There is a cousin in the Yan family. I'm afraid that when the cousin was born, it all made the Yan family feel light on their face, right?

You should know that my cousin's IQ has reached a terrible number since she was a child. Over the years, the Yan family has finally waited until her cousin can take over the affairs of the Yan family. It can be imagined that under the leadership of her cousin, the Yan family will definitely reach a new height. Maybe it's impossible to say whether she will ever reach the top.

But at this time, my cousin resolutely gave up everything and gave up the chance to surpass Gongsun Lanlan and become the most legendary woman in China. She just wanted to be with me and not let me become another person.

Cousin for me, almost gave up the whole world.

Cousin's waiting is very insipid, but it is the most important factor in my heart. Without it, I'm afraid I didn't know what I was like eight years ago.

I would like to be moved to say thank you to my cousin, but she seems to know what I think in my heart and smiles at me, indicating that I don't want to talk.

As for my cousin, she continued to say, "when I came to your cousin, I found that there was a terrible emotion in your heart at that time. This was something I had thought of before, and it was also something I was worried about. I didn't expect it to happen to you."

When I heard my cousin's words, I was stunned.

My cousin said before that what she was most worried about happened to me, which was my irrational and frightening behavior. Now she said that she began to worry about it eight years ago. Does it mean that My state just now is inseparable from eight years ago?Before I opened my mouth, my cousin nodded to me as if she had heard the questions in my heart and said, "indeed, your violence has planted seeds in your heart eight years ago because of my aunt's death. Of course, you didn't find it. I'm the only one who found that this violent seed has been deeply buried in your heart. Knowing this, I dare not leave you any more. I want to erase the emotion you buried in your heart, so as not to cause disaster in the future. But I'm afraid to let you know that the situation will be worse, so I didn't tell you the reason, but I've been watching you all the time. "

It suddenly dawned on me. I was just wondering when, where and why the violence in my heart came into being. I thought it was because of song Sisi's departure. It turned out that this emotion had been in my heart since eight years ago?

What I didn't expect was that my cousin had been fighting with this negative emotion in my heart for eight years, and it seemed that my cousin hadn't won yet?

My cousin took a look at me and continued: "when I first came to you, your mood was very serious. Even when I went to your room late at night, I could hear you say some cruel dream words. But I didn't know what to do. I could only sit by the bed and accompany you."

I remember this, even if my cousin didn't mention it, I still remember it.

When my cousin first came to me, I often woke up from my dream to see her sitting by the bed looking at me. I didn't understand before, but now I know. Is that the reason?

"And then?" I asked hoarsely.

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