Chapter 2879

At that time, I thought it was my cousin who came to wake me up. Besides gratitude, I had no other emotion.

I understand now that my cousin, who was sitting by my bed at that time, accompanied me from the middle of the night to the morning!

These are my cousin's silent efforts. If it wasn't for my cousin's proposal today, I'm afraid I would never have thought of it in my whole life?

And cousin's silent pay is absolutely more than one or two things, there are many!

In the past, I just felt very grateful for my cousin's behavior. Now it seems that even thousands of thanks can't repay my cousin's every cent.

My cousin looked at me and said, "then You didn't talk in your sleep at night. At that time, you really came out of the shadow of your aunt's death. I can feel it. At that time, my family asked me to go back, but I refused. Although it seems that you have been on the right track, but at that time you have a cousin dependence on me, I can't leave you. And I'm not sure if the violence in your heart will dissipate. If I leave, you are likely to rebound again. Then I'm not helping you, but harming you. So I didn't leave. I've been watching you all the time. In the next few years, you didn't show any abnormality. In my heart, I will definitely hate the murderer who killed my aunt. This is human nature, and I don't care about it. What I care about is whether the violence buried in your heart will recur. "

"It looks like I've been doing well in recent years? " I thought about it and then asked my cousin.

"Yes The cousin nodded.

"In recent years, your performance is really normal, just a little too much emphasis on feelings, but because of my aunt's death, it's understandable. Before that, I even believed that the ferocity buried in your heart eight years ago has disappeared. "

I opened my mouth slightly, but I couldn't say what I wanted to say.

I really didn't expect that my cousin struggled for eight years for that little bit of negative emotion in my heart. What I didn't expect was that I not only cheated myself, but also my cousin!

You know, I never thought that I would be like that one day.

"Now you can see that the violent emotion that has been buried in your heart for eight years has finally burst out today, eroding your brain and occupying your heart. If I'm not wrong, you should have talked with that person about my aunt, so that this situation will happen and use such means? " Asked the cousin.

I nodded dejectedly, what my cousin said was not wrong, I really because of my mother's things, will suddenly burst out of this mood.

It seems that what my cousin saw eight years ago is true. The violence was deeply buried in my heart when my mother died eight years ago, but it never broke out.

My cousin sighed a little. Looking at my cousin like this, I also had some bad taste in my heart.

Cousin at this time in the heart should be very uncomfortable, right? She insisted on eight years of things, did not expect to eventually fail, this kind of thing for whom I am afraid will collapse?

"Sister, I know this now. Can't I learn to control it later?" I asked my cousin.

"Control? How easy is it? " My cousin shook her head slightly.

"Can you control yourself just now when you were occupied by this irrational emotion?"

When I heard my cousin's rhetorical question, I was stunned at first, then shook my head and said no.

Let alone control myself. At that time, I had only one purpose, that is, to continue what I was doing. I even enjoyed the pleasure in it. On the contrary, the scream of Yin Qi became the driving force for me to continue.

At that time, I was totally turned into another person by the violent emotion. How can I control it?

"Well What should we do? " Now I'm a little flustered.

Should this emotion follow me all the time? What should I do if I vent it on Xia Wanyu and even my cousin? I will not really become such a devil, will I?

"There is no way." Said the cousin.

"This violence has been hidden in your heart for eight years. In addition, all kinds of things have distorted it, and now it has mixed with all kinds of negative emotions. I think you should also find this, cousin?"

I thought about it, then nodded.

At that time, all kinds of negative emotions in my heart rushed to my brain. Even when I was awakened by my cousin, I was still sad and disappointed, and all kinds of emotions did not disperse, which was obviously the sequela left just now.

"I've checked this information, and there are also many people who lose control because of emotional outbursts and eventually lead to their own destruction. This is an uncontrollable emotional fluctuation. Now it has been hidden for eight years and finally broke out, which means that no matter where you go and when you are in the mood, you have a chance to break out this kind of emotion. Of course, it's just a chance. " My cousin replied.I can't help but wonder how serious the situation could be?

"No Is it hopeless? " I asked, looking at my cousin with wide eyes.

"There are no successful cases." Said the cousin, shaking her head.

"Well What's the end of people with this situation? " I looked at my cousin, but I didn't expect her to do this kind of homework.

"As I said before, this kind of emotion is uncontrollable after it breaks out. Generally speaking, people controlled by this kind of emotion will have unimaginable destructive power and can only be detained in the end. The situation is serious He was put in a mental hospital for life. "

Mental hospital?

Is Can this emotion lead me to become a madman?

And what my cousin said is that if the situation is serious, will it be like this? Is my situation mild or serious?

I thought about it, and then my face changed.

My emotion has been hidden for eight years, and even has been distorted. Should it be serious?

That is to say I'm going to be a complete lunatic in the future?

This fact is so shocking that I can't bear it for a while.

If I really become a madman in the future, what will my thinking be like?

Psychosis, that's not insanity. What is it?

Thinking of this, I feel hopeless for my future life. I have never thought of this before. Is this also the sequela just now?

At this time, I haven't thought that this kind of emotion, in the near future, will lead me to do something that can never be made up for

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