Chapter 3759

Looking at me like this, my cousin sighed again.

"Maybe you should be relieved." My cousin said again.

"Let go?" I gave a wry smile, which was also a bit ironic, a mockery of myself.

"How can I let go? It's not something I can let go of, is it? If I can let go of this matter, how big is my heart to achieve this? "

"How do you know if you don't try?" Asked the cousin.

"Try?" I was stunned.

"How?"

Cousin looked at me, and did not immediately answer my question, but asked me: "cousin, now you want to see Qingqing?"

I'm dull. I'm caught off guard by my cousin's question.

Do I want to see Jiang Qingqing?

Of course, I want to, and I want to!

I really want to know what kind of situation Jiang Qingqing is now, how much she has been hurt by me, and how about her health.

But I was very afraid of it, and I felt very afraid.

I'm afraid to face Jiang Qingqing's hateful eyes. I can't stand Jiang Qingqing's hateful eyes. It shouldn't appear in Jiang Qingqing's eyes.

And if I see Jiang Qingqing again, will Jiang Qingqing look at me like this?

The answer is yes, I hurt Jiang Qingqing so much, Jiang Qingqing can't not hate me.

Looking at the fear in my eyes and my trembling lips, my cousin sighed a little.

"Cousin, if you want, I can accompany you to Jiang's house to see Jiang Qingqing." My cousin said to me.

Do you want to see Jiang Qingqing?

When I heard my cousin's words, a trace of expectation suddenly appeared in my heart.

I still want to see Jiang Qingqing in my heart, at least let me know her situation, right?

But then came full of fear and fear, I still can't face Jiang Qingqing at this time, I simply can't let go of what I have done, what face do I have to face Jiang Qingqing?

I have hurt Jiang Qingqing, and I have the cheek to blow it. What kind of idea will Jiang Qingqing have in mind?

"I I'm not going I shook my head and rejected my cousin's idea. This is the first time that I refused her opinion.

"Cousin, it's nothing to be afraid of, isn't it?" My cousin knew what I was thinking at this time, so she didn't dare to go to any unhappy place because of my attitude.

"It's not a terrible problem, it's..." When I think about it carefully, I'm really afraid of meeting Jiang Qingqing in the past.

My cousin laughed and continued to say to me, "cousin, if you don't dare to see Jiang Qingqing, what's the use of staying in your room these days? Don't you think so much for nothing? Don't you want to know what's going on now? "

"Of course I do." I answered without hesitation.

"It's just I'm afraid Jiang Qingqing will see me again. I'm afraid she will be very emotional. "

"That's Jiang Qingqing's own business." My cousin said again.

"Cousin, you don't have to think too much about many things. On the contrary, it's not good for you. And you did hurt her. You should go and see her. That's what you should do, isn't it? If you don't even look at it, I'm afraid Qingqing will blame you even more. Cousin, is that what you want to see? "

I'm so dull that I think what my cousin said is very reasonable.

I really hurt Jiang Qingqing. As my cousin said, if I didn't even look at Jiang Qingqing now, what would Jiang Qingqing think? Jiang Qingqing will definitely feel that I don't have any awareness of my mistakes at all, right?

If so, Jiang Qingqing might hate me even more.

I swallowed my saliva and looked at my cousin in front of me. Then I slowly said, "I Shall we go now? "

"Anytime. It depends on when you can accept it." My cousin said with a smile.

"Well Now. " I said.

I'm afraid not to go now, and I'll be more afraid to face it later.

My cousin nodded again with a smile and said to me, "I'll change my clothes. You can drink the porridge on the bedside table and shave your beard by the way."

I nodded, and then my cousin left my room.

Are you going to see Jiang Qingqing?

I looked out of the window again, and I made up my mind.

I should see her, shouldn't I? Anyway, I should give her an explanation, no matter whether Jiang Qingqing will listen to my explanation.

With this in mind, I stood up from the windowsill and took a sip of porridge from the cupboard.When I went into the bathroom and looked in the mirror, I found how haggard I was.

I don't know whether it's because I sleep too little or think too much. At this time, my eyes are full of blood, and my red eyes look frightening.

My face is also covered with stubble, hair messy, so I simply decadent to the extreme.

I have a bitter smile, it seems that now I also have such ability, do wrong take their own vent?

I took a shower in the bathroom of my room, shaved my beard, put on my clothes and walked out the door.

At this time, her cousin had changed her clothes. Xia Wanyu was sitting on the sofa chatting with Xiaoyu in the cradle. Her expression was full of maternal love.

Looking at me coming out, Xia Wanyu was also stunned. Then she got up and walked to me with a happy face, grabbed my hand and said, "Zhang Cheng, you've come out at last."

I want to smile to Xia Wanyu, but I find that I can't laugh now.

"How is the child?" I looked in the direction of the cradle.

"OK, no problem." Xia Wanyu replied.

I just nodded, stretched out my hand to touch Xia Wanyu's face, and slowly said, "Wanyu, it's hard for you."

Although I don't know what happened to the outside world these two days, I can still understand Xia Wanyu's current situation.

It's easy for me to imagine that Xia Wanyu is at the top of the storm.

Xia Wanyu was originally the daughter-in-law of the Jiang family, but now she gave birth to my child. This is absolutely a hot news. I'm afraid that after that incident, the news has spread all over the world, right?

I can fully imagine how much pressure Xia Wanyu is under now.

Xia Wanyu is just a woman. It's really uncertain whether such pressure can persist.

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