Chapter 3773

I looked back at Zhao Lin beside me. My mouth opened slightly. I wanted to say something, but I couldn't say anything.

At this time, my heart is bitter, Zhao Lin is very concerned about this matter, just met today, Zhao Lin gave me a slap without saying a word, which is enough to explain the problem.

Now Zhao Lin's attitude towards me is still like this. It can be said that since we met today, Zhao Lin has never had a good attitude towards me.

I hurt Jiang Qingqing, but also hurt Zhao Lin, I can feel Zhao Lin's eyes to my deep disappointment.

And I can also feel that Zhao Lin's disappointment to me is not only reflected in the fact that I hurt Jiang Qingqing, but also for other reasons. From Jiang Qingqing's mouth, I also heard that Jiang Qingqing hated me for another reason. However, Jiang Qingqing and Zhao Lin did not tell me the so-called reason, and they were not prepared to tell me what they meant I don't know why.

"What? Dare not speak? Dare not open it? What you can do now is just in a daze? " Zhao Lin looked at my eyes with a strong irony, is Zhao Lin looking down on my cowardice?

I smile bitterly again in my heart, not to mention Zhao Lin. now I look down on my cowardice. I never thought that I would be so cowardly one day that I dare not open a notebook.

"Do you know what's in it?" I thought about it and asked Zhao Lin.

Zhao Lin sneered and looked at me with more disappointment and sarcasm.

"Zhang Cheng, Zhang Cheng, is this you?" Zhao Lin said again.

"I really didn't think that you should have such a weak side. Don't you dare to open it with your own hands, just want to be ready for me first? "

My mouth is full of bitterness, Zhao Lin was hit to the point to say such a remark, I feel bad to no good.

"I didn't think of that before." I said to Zhao Lin again.

"To tell you the truth, I'm really afraid to face the contents. I've thought about what's in it, but I'm not sure. "

"What are you afraid of?" Zhao Lin's tone is also a little higher.

"Zhang Cheng, what are you afraid of? You've already hurt sister Qingqing. You've done all these things. What's the fear of this cruel person? "

Cruel?

In the eyes of Zhao Lin now, have I become a cruel person?

I looked at Zhao Lin in front of me. At this time, I didn't know what it was like.

"Why don't you talk? Don't want to talk, or don't know what to say, don't know how to refute? " Zhao Lin just like a barrage of fire again said a few words, not a word is like a silver needle in my heart in general, let me feel very uncomfortable.

"I know you blame me, but..."

"You don't have to explain that to me." Zhao Lin interrupted me directly and seemed to understand what I was going to say.

"You should explain this to sister Qingqing, isn't it? After all, you hurt her, not me

"I explained that she didn't listen to my explanation, let alone accept my apology." I shook my head slowly and said.

"Isn't that normal?" Zhao Lin asked.

"It's strange that sister Qingqing doesn't hate you for doing such a thing. Zhang Cheng, I was really happy at that time. I was afraid to disturb the reunion of the two of you before I went there with sister Qingqing. Unexpectedly, you gave me such an answer. Zhang Cheng, you really let me down. For the first time since I've known you for so long, I'm so disappointed with you! "

Hearing Zhao Lin's accusation, my nose is also a little sour.

Maybe I really shouldn't let Jiang Qingqing get involved in this dispute. Can't I face it alone? Why should I drag Jiang Qingqing in?

I'm afraid no one wants to see this situation, right?

Think of here, my heart to Jiang family's hatred also more and more thick.

If it wasn't for the Jiang family, who should go to hell, to cruelly attack a newborn child, how could such a thing happen?

Even if I do something wrong to the Jiang family, shouldn't the Jiang family come to me for this? What is it about focusing hatred on children?

My heart is full of contradictions now. I hate the Jiang family to the bone. I want to frustrate the evil old man Jiang. He did everything. He should die, didn't he?

But I feel extremely guilty to Jiang Qingqing. I hurt Jiang Qingqing, and it's not out of my original intention. Jiang Qingqing also hates me. The more Jiang Qingqing hates me, the more I feel guilty to Jiang Qingqing.

Although this guilt is useless, change can't change the result, but such emotion can't be erased.

Master Ku and his cousin have warned me not to feel remorse for what I have done, because this is a useless psychology, which will only add psychological burden to myself out of thin air.But how can I do that? People are not cold-blooded animals, Jiang Qingqing has always occupied a very important position in my heart, which I can not deny.

I once personally inserted the knife into Jiang Qingqing's abdomen. How can I not blame myself for such a thing?

Let alone Jiang Qingqing. Today, Jiang Qingqing has clearly stated her attitude. She will be a whole with the Jiang family in the future, and warned me not to treat her and the Jiang family separately, because that is a useless way.

Can I do that?

Of course, I can't do it. On the one hand, I hate the families who want them to go to hell most, and on the other hand, I feel the most guilty women in my heart. How can I treat them differently?

"I I'm disappointed with me, too. " I answered Zhao Lin's words in front of me hoarsely.

"I didn't think that I would really fight against her. At that time, I had lost my mind. I was forced by the Chiang family!"

"So now you have to put the blame on the Jiang family?" Zhao Lin stared at me and said.

"I don't have any idea of shirking responsibility." I said again.

"But it really happened because of Jiang's family. They should never have done anything to a newborn child. Without this, how could it be such a result? I'm ready to go back to Mordor and face the Jiang family, but the Jiang family doesn't give me such a chance. "

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