Chapter 3774

With these words, I didn't find that my eyes were full of blood, just like a bloodthirsty beast.

Seeing me like this, Zhao Lin frowned slightly and said again, "the Jiang family really plays an ignominious role, but this is not the reason for you to fight Qingqing. Do you know, you Forget it. It's no use talking to you now. "

Feeling that there was something in Zhao Lin's words, I turned to look at Zhao Lin and asked, "Zhao Lin, can you tell me what the reason is? When I was in the Jiang family club, Jiang Qingqing also told me that she would never let me know what I had done. "

"Since sister Qingqing has already said that, why do you ask me?" Zhao Lin turned her head.

Obviously, when talking about it, Zhao Lin was very angry. She didn't even want to look at me again.

"Do you really want to watch me do something wrong?" I said in pain.

"It's just a punishment for what you did wrong, and I think it's very appropriate." Zhao Lin sneered again.

"This kind of feeling, should let you collapse soon? Maybe only in this way can you pay for the wrong things you have done! "

I laughed bitterly again. It seems that Zhao Lin won't tell me.

Zhao Lin turned her head again and said to me, "this diary records all the things sister Qingqing wanted to record in the past. Her thoughts are all written in it. Of course, it's all my guess, and it's a good guess, isn't it? I think you can guess

I nodded slightly. I did have such a guess before, but I didn't dare to face up to what was in the notebook.

"So you're not going to see it? Maybe it will make you more desperate and make you feel more guilty. " Zhao Lin said to me again.

I stare at the diary in front of me. I really want to see it. I even put my hand on the diary, but I don't know what's going on. I just can't do it, just like there are things in the diary that I dare not and don't want to face.

"Hey! Is that all you can do? " Zhao Lin sneered at me again.

I didn't respond to Zhao Lin. now Zhao Lin is very uncomfortable with my every action. I guess Zhao Lin can find a reason to choke me with anything I do?

I took a deep breath and put my hand on the code lock of my diary.

226！

This is my birthday. It's also the password of the diary that Huang Shang told me.

When I heard Ding, I opened the diary. Sure enough, the password is correct. Jiang Qingqing has been using my birthday as her password.

I don't know what's going on. My nose feels sour when I think of it. I regret more and more that I hurt someone I shouldn't hurt.

Zhao Lin also looked at my action without blinking, as if expecting me to continue.

Ding!

What makes Zhao Lin's face change is that the next moment I close my diary.

"I I can't do it. At least I'm afraid to read it now. " I lowered my head, closed my eyes and said decadent.

The corner of Zhao Lin's mouth once again showed a touch of sarcastic smile and said to me coldly, "Zhang Cheng, you are a coward! A complete coward

With that, Zhao Lin stopped taking care of me, stood up and left my room.

From the sound and frequency of high-heeled shoes, we can judge how angry Zhao Lin was at this time.

At this time, I also very much agree with Zhao Lin's words, I am indeed a coward, a full coward!

Unfortunately, even if I understand this truth, I still dare not open the diary in front of me.

The sixth sense tells me that there are enough contents in my diary to make me feel heartbroken. Now I am deeply in remorse for Jiang Qingqing. I dare not face the contents that may make me crazy again. Who knows what will happen if I do this? Maybe I'll be desperate no longer, right?

I can't bear such consequences! At least not yet!

I looked at the diary in front of me again, and then I pressed the diary at the bottom of the drawer.

Maybe after a while, I will be able to face it? It's not too late to turn it on.

I didn't think much about it. I went directly into the bathroom in the room, turned on the shower head and let myself completely in the cold water. At this time, I urgently needed to calm down. I found that everything in my mind was about to crush my head.

When I came out from a cold bath, I found that my cousin was already in my room.

"Sister, are you still up?" My cousin in front of my hoarse voice asked.

"Not yet. Come and see you." My cousin sat on the bed and said to me."Go to bed. I'll be fine." I reluctantly smile at my cousin.

"If you were OK, Zhao Lin would not be so angry to leave." My cousin replied.

"Is Zhao Lin gone? Where is she going at night? " I couldn't help being stunned and asked again.

"Back to school."

"Come back to school so late? This... " I was a little worried, afraid that something might happen to Zhao Lin.

Zhao Lin, after all, is a daughter. If something happens because she is angry, let alone other people can forgive me, even I won't forgive myself.

I've done too many wrong things. If I continue to do so, I'm afraid I'll be crazy.

My cousin saw the worry in my heart and once again gave me a comforting smile and said, "cousin, don't worry. I've already let shisan go with me."

Hearing my cousin's words, I was a little relieved.

"It's my fault. My cowardice makes Zhao Lin angry." I said with shame on my face.

I don't know what's wrong with me now. I have no courage to face some things. Have I lost confidence in myself? This is definitely not a good thing.

"Didn't you see the notebook Qingqing gave you?" Asked the cousin.

I shook my head bitterly and said to my cousin, "I didn't look. I opened it, but I finally closed it. I I dare not face it. "

Hear my words, cousin also silent down, also don't know at this time what cousin is thinking, isn't cousin this also in blame my cowardice?

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